yup so i have been back in Kansas for about a month, lots has gone on, some drama, then it ended. got a new tattoo picture will be posted even though its not done yet, but i am now working full time, 830 to 430 monday through friday, i love my job so far, lets hope we can keep it that way. . but things are finally coming together in life. and finally I'm starting to be that weird area where I'm not stressed. I'm not worried. I'm just happy. and at peace mentally. its weird I'm not used to this yet and I'm not sure how to react to it yet, I'm enjoying it so I'm going to try and make it last as long as possible. but i mean other than that this is my first blog in just over a month, i need to post more but i never have anything really new in my life. but now i think ill be taking more pictures as thaat is something to do and then you all can get an idea of my life here in kansas and not in africa. less complaining and less boringness happening, but oddly enough less chat which is sad, i still try to get a couple hours in a day. but sometimes it works and others not so much.