OKAY, so my new year resolutions were (from a prev blog)

grow my hair (sick of having short hair)
adventure more (sick of ashford)
get over my panic attacks (please, its been 2 years)
go to the gym (ill try)

I HAVE ACHIEVED
- growing my hair, i havent had it cut since xmas and its a tiny bit longer
- Ive actually joined the gym i had my first session today with my mate Sharon and it was immense
- get over my panic attacks hmmm.... im on medication now so Im 1/2 way there
- adventure more haven't really acheived yet due to lack of funds but car and summer coming up

im so impressed - ive been such a buzzy bee, Ive got a set coming up soon - shooting in May with the lovely Jeff Mead, which I am very much looking forward to. I know Ive said this so many times but ive been dreaming of being an SG since I was at school - about 5 years ago. Ive been making a big effort to see all my peeps as well and Ive been loving it. Im booking up my next tattoo soon and Im dead excited.
Ive been eating really well and i sound really geeky.
Im beginning to love life again

some pictures of me and one of Jiggley (HOW VAIN I KNOW)









AND NOW SOME NUDEY RUDEY PIX - CLICK AT OWN RISK

Everything has been so busy - moved into Adon's house at last - going to enjoy the freedom. Work shit as normal, being doing lots of art, poi, 360, playing with Jiggley - hope you like the video and I want to lose some weight (really bad).

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Davey Jones, under the bridge



Unfortunatley in my work attire



Gears



OMG old pictures





I love jiggley, she wasn't harmed during this video

I gave up my friday night of mates to stay in and watch comic relief. it only happens every 2 years and its just so fantastic.
I went to work in Pjamas and a red sparkly cowboy hat and managed to raise £26 and donated £30 on top of that. I feel so proud. I love to think of all the people I might be saving.



I got up at 7 today and tried to get Michael Jackson tickets but I failed - I tried for 4 hours and had to go to work - by the time I got back they had all sold out. Theyve got some on Ebay but they're around £500 for 2 tickets. NOT GOOD.

going to see pink in May and its also Sharon's wedding

love to all

i managed to crack half of my tooth 2day eating jiggley. it hurts. my new tatt - pic for my for my non identical more beauty tattoo twin Annakissed - dont like it so when it heals im getting it touched up by a different artist and getting some lettering underneath



put new pic up friday - when i have a nice camera rather than a rubbish phone

love u all xxxxx

Poor Adon, constantly being abused by me. he loves it really.

the last couple of weeks have been really boring.

I've found someone to shoot me - but its gonna be in May but Im dead excited and I hope I get accepted.

I feel as I am repeating the last blog ---- tattoo tomorrow.

Ive decided Im going to learn how to tattoo. Im sick of having a normal job. i wanna work from home and have a pug. AND A MASSIVE GARDEN, where i can grow vegetables like carrots and runner beans. Ive got it planned.

Anyone else played Silent Hill homecoming on Xbox? Ive completed but apparently there are 5 different endings. I was really disappointed by it. I think Im gonna buy a PS2 so I can play Abe and monkey island and project zero and ico.





big hugs and kisses for everyone

thank you to everyone who managed to persuade me.....
....ive put in my application. now im just waiting to shoot. who wants to see me naked?
i hope i get accepted - ive been dreaming of being a suicidegirl since i was at school.

new tattoo coming on tuesday. cant wait.

comic relief next friday as well - wearing jammies to work. oh the fun!!!!

sorry, no pix.

love u guys

xxxx

hoorah for my new tongue bar!!!! pose pose pose



pose pose pose



another pose later



please excuse my jammies - i made love with my camera first thing this morning.






im so proud of myself lately - ive been so positive about everything. i love it. i love waking up and i love the sunshine and i cant wait for summer. ive also been getting back into my art. good jessizzle




and i love u all so much cus i love everything

OMG MY TONGUE IS AMAZING - i know its all ive been talking about recently but its the most amazing piercing ever. i love playing with it. no pic yet tho - still a bit swollen and pussy. just a pic of jiggley



ill write properly soon. been to tired recently. back at work - hate it so much. still, i only work to live.

nite nite, big love and cuddles xxxx



PS saw this in debenhams today and i had to take a pic - made my day

Hi everyone, my tongue is pierced and still swollen after 3 days. it hurts like hell. it didnt hurt while getting it pierced but 2 hours later i was in agony and i still am. its weird - i dont even get bothered by piercings but this one bothers the fuck out of me. ill put a picture up once it has healed.

i've decided that im gonna get back into doing my art cus i love it and i want it to be a big part of my life.

enough of that shit... IM SO RILED AT BMEZINE

ive been trying to get a free membership (cheapskate I know) for years but ive always had an email back saying that my stories or what ever have been declined. 3 of my pictures have been put on there and no membership. least impressed



they even put there logo on it. hmmmmm

back to work in 1 and half days. totally wanks.

tongue pic up soon, promise.

tongue tomorrow - even jiggley is excited








wish I was back in Brighton as well




I look like a right douche