i am so content with work right now its wonderful. building my clientele is going swimmingly and i'm feeling very balanced and positive about things. i got my blood drawn last week and they took 4 viles, i passed out, woke up and dry heaved until they gave my water, drank and water and then threw it up. apparently it's not good for someone my size to fast for 10+hours then get a bunch of blood taken cause my body basically shuts down. it was kinda scary. follow up visit today shows that my white blood cell count is low so i'm now on some prescription vitamins. hopefully this will help the low blood count issue. i feel great though so i guess that's what matters most AND my new doctor lady is now a client of mine! hooray hooray. my goal is that by january i will be stable enough at work to start renting my station. i just need to focus on building my clientele and getting my name out there. i'm determined. it will happen. yes yes hope everyone else is doing well. chao.

i forgot i took this picture a while ago. cute little bruce and betty snuggling in the morning. what little darlings they are

i'm at my new salon, YAY! everything is going wonderfully so far. still a bit scary with everything being new and different but it'll be better for me in the end. if anyone is in AZ and needs their hair done call 480-947-4848 and schedule with Lynsey Jeslyn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm so excited. i hope everyone else is doing well. i gotta run and pick up some more salon supplies etc. chao!

i think i need a new main pic. my hair is actually longer and totally stick straight like a wet noodle, naturally. i'd be a liar if i said my hair is actually as full and wonderful as in my pics without 3 days of no washing and massive amounts of hairspray. but anywho, i think i'll make the big plunge soon and change salons. i've been trying to be positive and think things will get better but they're not and i'm tired of faking my happiness day by day. so my search begins this weekend for my new salon *cross your fingers and eyeballs* also, i have a new found interest in Chicago. i've never been there but i've heard great things and i love the real estate there. everything looks older but inside they're remodeled and fabulous. i just need to get out of this state and experience new things. AND i'm fucking sick of the sun. sunny everyday, temp ranges between 105-115! bleghgarfarts. i'm over it. perhaps some new pics soon and if anyone knows a reptilian person who would love some prehensile tail skinks lemme know. one free to good home, one for sale. please inquire for further details. thanks and smooches

so i haven't been on here in a while. lifes been good. we've been talking about planning a trip to Europe, in probably a year or so. i need to get looking into things and see where we'd go/stay etc. i want to see the beauty everywhere including pretty ladies so much to contemplate......hope everyone is well

blah blah blah blah blah. work was getting better, now it sucks again. on a lighter side of things i've started beading jewelry that's going to fucking rock. i might be selling some to clients in the salon to make some big $ from the swarovsky crystals etc. been drinking a bit lately.....kinda liking it. it's fun for a change considering how boring i usually am. on better news for the night i'm off to watch the next Ultimate Fighter on spike. gotta love the ufc bitches

so i could be making sooooooooooo much more $$ right now if i was working at a diff. salon. i'm currently having a lawyer look into my "agreement," from work to see if they're going to try and file a lawsuit against me if i leave. totally lame. i have the perfect salon for me ready and lined up.....now its just a waiting game. another thing that's even more lame about my work is that we're required to work 1 sunday a month which is NEVER busy because duh, people assume salons are closed sundays. so the date i have to work this month just happens to be on the boyfriends nephews bday...he's turning 3!! i totally want to be there but can't i just gotta try to think positive and hopefully sooner than later i'll be making 60% commission instead of 30%. i wish i had something more interesting to talk about but work is just on my mind. maybe i should go play some viva pinata on the xbox? yea, i'm a loser like that......but it's just sooooooooooo fabulous. chao.

soooooooo.....all i can think about is traveling and where i'd like to live in 5-10 years. i wanna check out Chicago, Boston, and New York. anyone got other great ideas? this afternoon the boy and i are getting massages and i'm pretty stoked about it. there is a really cool bead shop down the street that i think i'm going to start taking beading classes at. i really need a hobby, all i do is sit around and think which turns me into a crab and no fun to be around. i wish we could go back to Maryland sooner than later. i miss that trip. i just gotta start saving $$$ so that in however many years the boy and i can FINALLY move to another state. we're both AZ natives and pretty sick of it. time for a change, i wanna see seasons. k, gonna go eat some edamame and have a popsicle.

back from vacation. pretty sad about it actually. i haven't enjoyed the company of others as much as i did this past week in years. kinda depressing really. i got to vent about my dreams of another career. i mean i know i'll still do hair at least once a week no matter what, but i think i want to persue nursing school. it would take some time considering that i'd still have to work just as much and just try to do all these classes at night (for a while anyways). i just wish i got more support. i talked to my mom for a while this morning about my ideas/dreams and she's 110% supportive. i just wish i felt that way from the other most important person in my world. i dunno, blegh. feeling bummed for sure.

so today i got the the house/kitchen totally re-organized and clean again thank goodness! it was driving me insane. i'm counting down the days til i go on vacation!!!!! these next few days just need to fly by with plenty of $$ making and i'll be a happy camper, in fact a fellow SG az member might be coming into get her hair done too so that should be fun it's always refreshing when you know a new client coming in who is going to be wanting something awesome with his/her hair. anyways, i think i'm going to go watch some Howard Stern on demand and check out some hot naked chic who i guess was just put in playboy? i dunno, nonetheless, hope everyone had a great week,