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Nice knowing you guys.
Nice knowing you guys.
Its been a very busy week for me so far, and its only Wednesday!
Went to the florist today, my best friend is also getting married so we paid for her bouquet and the small bouquet for her daughter and the boutineers(sp) for the boys. She is going to have a court house wedding at first, so hers is a little different! We already found her dress, the bra and panties, jewelry, and clothes for the kids.
She is getting married August 13th, so we have 16 days to get her hair dyed, then set an appointment to get her hair DONE the day of the wedding, get her nails filled and a pedicure under way. Also, we haven't started even looking at honey moon stuff for them yet. The problem with that is, they wnat to save the BIG honeymoon for when they have the big wedding, which will be in August of NEXT year.
Sam is due at the end of March or start of April. I have 4 months to get her ass back in shape to fit her dress! Which we haven't bought yet, but we can't get her fitted for it or anything until she has the baby! Ugh so much to do so little time!!
As for MY wedding, sitting down with him and talking about all the essentials on Friday. It should be good! I have started planning with my mom and sister. I would love to involve my best friend, but seeing as how she has 16 days til HER big day, I don't want to burden her with it for now. So I will continue to look and plan and make list after list!!
Back to doing my thing! I miss you guys!
Went to the florist today, my best friend is also getting married so we paid for her bouquet and the small bouquet for her daughter and the boutineers(sp) for the boys. She is going to have a court house wedding at first, so hers is a little different! We already found her dress, the bra and panties, jewelry, and clothes for the kids.
She is getting married August 13th, so we have 16 days to get her hair dyed, then set an appointment to get her hair DONE the day of the wedding, get her nails filled and a pedicure under way. Also, we haven't started even looking at honey moon stuff for them yet. The problem with that is, they wnat to save the BIG honeymoon for when they have the big wedding, which will be in August of NEXT year.
Sam is due at the end of March or start of April. I have 4 months to get her ass back in shape to fit her dress! Which we haven't bought yet, but we can't get her fitted for it or anything until she has the baby! Ugh so much to do so little time!!
As for MY wedding, sitting down with him and talking about all the essentials on Friday. It should be good! I have started planning with my mom and sister. I would love to involve my best friend, but seeing as how she has 16 days til HER big day, I don't want to burden her with it for now. So I will continue to look and plan and make list after list!!
Back to doing my thing! I miss you guys!
Faye this is for you love!!
Latest update... we are going over all sorts of things, wedding plans and living arrangements. We have decided that for now, maybe a civil wedding will be the best idea! That will give us more time to plan a big wedding how we want it to be!
We are both excited about this, and can't wait to start our lives together. I understand this was fast, and unexpected by many people, including myself!! I'm so ready though...I love him with all my heart...I've known him forever it seems.
So, we are planning the court house deal first, then I will be moving up to Michigan! Not sure HOW soon all of this will take place. We shall see...I will definitely keep you updated!
call me crazy but I'm going for it..
Latest update... we are going over all sorts of things, wedding plans and living arrangements. We have decided that for now, maybe a civil wedding will be the best idea! That will give us more time to plan a big wedding how we want it to be!
We are both excited about this, and can't wait to start our lives together. I understand this was fast, and unexpected by many people, including myself!! I'm so ready though...I love him with all my heart...I've known him forever it seems.
So, we are planning the court house deal first, then I will be moving up to Michigan! Not sure HOW soon all of this will take place. We shall see...I will definitely keep you updated!
call me crazy but I'm going for it..
Wow... just wow!
I don't even know what else to say....
I don't even know what else to say....
I will keep you guys posted! My whole world is about to change VERY soon!!
I am seeing him tonight...and he asked me to meet his daughter!
Weird or awesome? I'm nervous but I know it will be ok.
She is 3, and full of life! I've seen lots of pictures and heard a lot about her...
NERVOUS!!
Weird or awesome? I'm nervous but I know it will be ok.
She is 3, and full of life! I've seen lots of pictures and heard a lot about her...
NERVOUS!!
Dont laugh, but I got to ride in my first convertible last night! It was incredible! We went to the beach, he drove SUPER fast, and what girl isn't a sucker for high speeds? The beach was amazing, the sun was setting right as we got there, it was gorgeous!
We stopped for gas on the way back, and he bent down and kissed me through the top of the car! It was so great! I am pretty sure i was all smiles all day yesterday. lol Hell I'm STILL in a great mood!
After the beach, we went back to his place, listened to Incubus for a while, talked, and then things got hot. I didn't let him do anything, because what kind of girl would that make me? ;-) lol
However..without getting too intimate, becuase that would be rude.. let me just say, after 2 hours of teasing and biting, scratching, growling and raw animalist urges...this girl was SO ready to go! However! I held my own, and we did not have sex. I am a firm believer that the greater the tension and anticipation, the greater the passion and lust between the two when it finally happens!
I have to say, I've never had a guy literally BEG me not to leave! I felt very empowered yet at the same time, SO completely frustrated!! I KNOW his "friend" was angry at me, however, he understood and agrees with me on the waiting thing! I wonder how long I can last, I'm kind of new at this whole make him wait game! Mainly becuase I am not very strong willed! LOL not when it comes to penis.. :-P
We stopped for gas on the way back, and he bent down and kissed me through the top of the car! It was so great! I am pretty sure i was all smiles all day yesterday. lol Hell I'm STILL in a great mood!
After the beach, we went back to his place, listened to Incubus for a while, talked, and then things got hot. I didn't let him do anything, because what kind of girl would that make me? ;-) lol
However..without getting too intimate, becuase that would be rude.. let me just say, after 2 hours of teasing and biting, scratching, growling and raw animalist urges...this girl was SO ready to go! However! I held my own, and we did not have sex. I am a firm believer that the greater the tension and anticipation, the greater the passion and lust between the two when it finally happens!
I have to say, I've never had a guy literally BEG me not to leave! I felt very empowered yet at the same time, SO completely frustrated!! I KNOW his "friend" was angry at me, however, he understood and agrees with me on the waiting thing! I wonder how long I can last, I'm kind of new at this whole make him wait game! Mainly becuase I am not very strong willed! LOL not when it comes to penis.. :-P
I bought a new dress yesterday, and wore it today with some cute heels.
Went into best buy, got whistled at twice and one guy literally walked into the doors checking me out. We caught eyes..even if it was briefly. It was a fantastic feeling..have to admit..
If only they knew!
Went into best buy, got whistled at twice and one guy literally walked into the doors checking me out. We caught eyes..even if it was briefly. It was a fantastic feeling..have to admit..
If only they knew!
Met up with a friend last night...
He kissed me finally..I've been waiting for 6 months for this..
I'm still on cloud 9.
He kissed me finally..I've been waiting for 6 months for this..
I'm still on cloud 9.
Doc said he wants me to go see an oncologist in Chicago as soon as possible.
Rotmensch is one of the best in the Chicago and Midwest area I guess.
I don't know if I should be scared he is making me go ASAP, or if I should feel comforted that he is having me go. I know my doc cares about me, its his job. I've had cancer on and off since I was 14. It plays into the other health issues I have also. If I would just do chemo and get it over with, I would be ok I think. HOWEVER..The way I look at it is, IF I do have cancer again, I will deal with the nausea, vomiting, cold chills, bleeding, all that UNTIL I HAVE to go into the ICU. I'm a fighter, and I'm also very stubborn and thick headed. Don't worry, I won't fall over dead before I decide its proper to go to the ICU.
I have seen what Chemo does. I do not refuse it ONLY becuase I'm vain. It ages your body something FIERCE. It completely destroys your immune system, and ends up being a battle inside your body against itself. I don't want all those chemicals inside me, not just yet. I'm only 22, and there is NO reason that my body shouldn't be strong enough to fight this.
I am still able to work, although I have told my boss about whats going on. He offered to give me as much time as I needed, but I refused. I am not weak, I'm not fraile, not just yet. I can still eat, although sometimes its hard to stomach some things. I walk and talk just fine. I don't LOOK sick. If you saw me on the street, you'd think I was a normal girl, not a care in the world. So for now, I keep fighting. And go see an oncologist to confirm my docs suspicions.
The hardest part of all of this is...
Rotmensch is one of the best in the Chicago and Midwest area I guess.
I don't know if I should be scared he is making me go ASAP, or if I should feel comforted that he is having me go. I know my doc cares about me, its his job. I've had cancer on and off since I was 14. It plays into the other health issues I have also. If I would just do chemo and get it over with, I would be ok I think. HOWEVER..The way I look at it is, IF I do have cancer again, I will deal with the nausea, vomiting, cold chills, bleeding, all that UNTIL I HAVE to go into the ICU. I'm a fighter, and I'm also very stubborn and thick headed. Don't worry, I won't fall over dead before I decide its proper to go to the ICU.
I have seen what Chemo does. I do not refuse it ONLY becuase I'm vain. It ages your body something FIERCE. It completely destroys your immune system, and ends up being a battle inside your body against itself. I don't want all those chemicals inside me, not just yet. I'm only 22, and there is NO reason that my body shouldn't be strong enough to fight this.
I am still able to work, although I have told my boss about whats going on. He offered to give me as much time as I needed, but I refused. I am not weak, I'm not fraile, not just yet. I can still eat, although sometimes its hard to stomach some things. I walk and talk just fine. I don't LOOK sick. If you saw me on the street, you'd think I was a normal girl, not a care in the world. So for now, I keep fighting. And go see an oncologist to confirm my docs suspicions.
The hardest part of all of this is...
Drs appointment today. Funny how you call them and explain whats going on..
Suddenly its so urgent and you must come in "right away"
Ugh, and so it begins again..the struggle with my one enemy the won't seem to give up..
If I just would stop being so vain, and do what i need to do, it would be gone..
I can't bring myself to do that. I'm 22..I can't do that. I'm not old enough for this to be happening to me yet, let alone AGAIN.
we shall see what the doc man says.
I think this calls for Cold Stone afterwards.
Suddenly its so urgent and you must come in "right away"
Ugh, and so it begins again..the struggle with my one enemy the won't seem to give up..
If I just would stop being so vain, and do what i need to do, it would be gone..
I can't bring myself to do that. I'm 22..I can't do that. I'm not old enough for this to be happening to me yet, let alone AGAIN.
we shall see what the doc man says.
I think this calls for Cold Stone afterwards.
