you sound very lonely, what gets me through is that I don't try think of what I am missing but what I have gained since last time I felt that way, and theres always something.

its not that easy!

Aww sorry too hear your feeling down, im sure things will pick up for you soon! After all you never know whats around the next corner. virtual hugs

lol

Aw man, that's not cool...
I hope you find what you are looking for very soon.

I know what you mean.

I miss ya

Aww

*hugs*

sounds like life up north is not all sunshine and smiles :/ Time for some soul searching to figure out whats not working... job suck? no direction? stuck in a rut? lonely? need a change of scenery and/or pace? so many things it could be... maybe try a different approach, instead of trying to figure out what is missing, try think about what you want to do that would make you happy... then do it!