Could you be in a relationship that is full of care and love, but almost no trust?

Existentialism has had a long debate over the merits of suicide.

I am very tired...



I embraced the chaos in life
I kneel before the pain
I join the leaves of autumn
To be carried away into dusk
And when this moment is over
It will be soon forgotten what happened here

I am alive.

i am in psuedo relationship

I am insane busy with work and ferrets and warhammer 40K painting.
how are you

Here I am, enjoying a glass of bourbon after a long, busy day... I found I was temporarily turned down for a special assignment to a job I have wanted all my career... I had intense conversations with two close friends, and helped them through some issues... I have to be up early tomorrow. I am up late to download Mars Volta's new album at midnight........ONLY TO FIND OUT THEY RELEASED IT A DAY EARLY! >_> ARGH...Amazing album so far though, pick it up.

Strange how calm I am to find out my dream shattered.

Resident Evil Operation Racoon City....You fail me so hard.

I have nothing really meaningful or worth saying at the moment

I am sad my pseudo girlfriend did not have the ability today to stop by to celebrate steak and bj day

I am turning in an application tomorrow for a new job, that would take me to NC, and I'd become a ghost. But it's the job I have been pursuing a long time, and it scares the crap out of me that I won't make it.

If I do not I am likely going to give a shotgun a blowjob

Mass Effect 3, Resident Evil Racoon City, and Ninja Gaiden 3, and Warhammer 40K have/will be taking my already non existing social life over.

my carpet sharks dislike litter boxes, love my feet, and have figured out how to climb my bed when they want to play at 4 in the morning

told you I have nothing good to say

Now take a picture of your butt and post it on my wall
or I am going to take one of mine and put it on yours

.

You are my black candle light
Blow you out even if you’re wrong or right
Cause tonight’s made for sinners
A chorus of mewling won’t change how I feel
Oh Kitten, take the needle out
And wipe that crescent shape off your face
You’re breaking my eyes
We could have had it all
Turn your head and look at me
Tell me we could have fucked our cares away
You were the destruction of my pride
But I’m the ruin of purity
You made the rope such a sweet deliberation
When you became so determined
To join the waking dead
I’ll never hold your I.V. again
Unravel into the void
Slut the world she claimed
Well then become the immaculate
She said her mouth would make me smile
Get on your knees and take a hit
Got to just keep reaching deep inside
To tear you out of my veins
Self worth never meant that much
But I’ll still rise up
And tear you all away from me
Your message for the world today
Is your eyes are bleaching
But it all gets choked
In your precious throat

My birthday is July 16th

I am putting in for a job in Qatar, to which I will arrive 17 July.

Let's hope I get my birthday present

Cause quite frankly, Maryland and everyone near it kinda suck

Dierdre took this pic long ago, and I wasn't even aware. It is the first photo of me ever photoshopped (To my knowledge) http://www.flickr.com/photos/psychosako/6231901647/

my penis has pectures floating around on sg now. Thank you Laytex hahaha

My baby decided that shoes are fun toys.





I am content.