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JULY 23, 2008 @ 06:57 PM | 32 COMMENTS

Just got home from work and got the random urge on the way for some piss beer, so I am at my computer with a cold MGD...don't ask me why, but it tastes good right now. surreal
For some very strange reason, I still have twice as many friends as comments on my new sets...hrm. How could this be? Must be oversights on their parts, right? So here is your opportunity, link included:
i'm wide awake, it's morning
(side note: If you don't like bright eyes, too bad. I'm not asking you to listen to it, I happen to like it. So there. tongue )
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I really want a puppy.
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JULY 21, 2008 @ 09:49 PM | 43 COMMENTS

I have a shiny new myspace page. Add me!!!
Don't forget about my lonely little member review set i'm wide awake, it's morning either. It needs your love. Breathe life into it!!!
I thought I would share my three favorite poems with you:
Rumi - Like This

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If anyone asks you
how the perfect satisfaction
of all our sexual wanting
will look, lift your face
and say,

Like this.

When someone mentions the gracefulness
of the nightsky, climb up on the roof
and dance and say,

Like this.

If anyone wants to know what "spirit" is,
or what "God's fragrance" means,
lean your head toward him or her.
Keep your face there close.

Like this.

When someone quotes the old poetic image
about clouds gradually uncovering the moon,
slowly loosen knot by knot the strings
of your robe.

Like this.

If anyone wonders how Jesus raised the dead,
don't try to explain the miracle.
Kiss me on the lips.

Like this. Like this.

When someone asks what it means
to "die for love," point
here.

If someone asks how tall I am, frown
and measure with your fingers the space
between the creases on your forehead.

This tall.

The soul sometimes leaves the body, the returns.
When someone doesn't believe that,
walk back into my house.

Like this.

When lovers moan,
they're telling our story.

Like this.

I am a sky where spirits live.
Stare into this deepening blue,
while the breeze says a secret.

Like this.

When someone asks what there is to do,
light the candle in his hand.

Like this.

How did Joseph's scent come to Jacob?

Huuuuu.

How did Jacob's sight return?

Huuuu.

A little wind cleans the eyes.

Like this.

When Shams comes back from Tabriz,
he'll put just his head around the edge
of the door to surprise us

Like this.


Sylvia Plath- Daddy

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You do not do, you do not do
Any more, black shoe
In which I have lived like a foot
For thirty years, poor and white,
Barely daring to breathe or Achoo.

Daddy, I have had to kill you.
You died before I had time--
Marble-heavy, a bag full of God,
Ghastly statue with one gray toe
Big as a Frisco seal

And a head in the freakish Atlantic
Where it pours bean green over blue
In the waters off beautiful Nauset.
I used to pray to recover you.
Ach, du.

In the German tongue, in the Polish town
Scraped flat by the roller
Of wars, wars, wars.
But the name of the town is common.
My Polack friend

Says there are a dozen or two.
So I never could tell where you
Put your foot, your root,
I never could talk to you.
The tongue stuck in my jaw.

It stuck in a barb wire snare.
Ich, ich, ich, ich,
I could hardly speak.
I thought every German was you.
And the language obscene

An engine, an engine
Chuffing me off like a Jew.
A Jew to Dachau, Auschwitz, Belsen.
I began to talk like a Jew.
I think I may well be a Jew.

The snows of the Tyrol, the clear beer of Vienna
Are not very pure or true.
With my gipsy ancestress and my weird luck
And my Taroc pack and my Taroc pack
I may be a bit of a Jew.

I have always been scared of you,
With your Luftwaffe, your gobbledygoo.
And your neat mustache
And your Aryan eye, bright blue.
Panzer-man, panzer-man, O You--

Not God but a swastika
So black no sky could squeak through.
Every woman adores a Fascist,
The boot in the face, the brute
Brute heart of a brute like you.

You stand at the blackboard, daddy,
In the picture I have of you,
A cleft in your chin instead of your foot
But no less a devil for that, no not
Any less the black man who

Bit my pretty red heart in two.
I was ten when they buried you.
At twenty I tried to die
And get back, back, back to you.
I thought even the bones would do.

But they pulled me out of the sack,
And they stuck me together with glue.
And then I knew what to do.
I made a model of you,
A man in black with a Meinkampf look

And a love of the rack and the screw.
And I said I do, I do.
So daddy, I'm finally through.
The black telephone's off at the root,
The voices just can't worm through.

If I've killed one man, I've killed two--
The vampire who said he was you
And drank my blood for a year,
Seven years, if you want to know.
Daddy, you can lie back now.

There's a stake in your fat black heart
And the villagers never liked you.
They are dancing and stamping on you.
They always knew it was you.
Daddy, daddy, you bastard, I'm through.


ee cummings - don't get me wrong, oblivion

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don't get me wrong oblivion
I never loved you kiddo
you that was always sticking around
spoiling me for everyone else
telling me how it would make
you nutty if I didn't let you
go the distance
and I gave you my breasts to feel
didn't I
and my mouth to kiss

O I was too good to you oblivion old kid that's all
and when I might have told you
to go ahead and croak yourselflike
you was always threatening you was
going to do
I didn't
I said go on you inter-
est me
I let you hang around
and whimper
and I've been getting mine
Listen

there's a fellow I love like I never loved anyone else that's six
foot two tall with a face any girl would die to kiss and a skin
like a little kitten's
that's asked me to go to Murray's tonight with him and see the cab-
aret and dance you know
well
if he asks me to take another I'm going to and if he asks me to take
another after that I'm going to do that and if he puts me into a taxi
and tells the driver to take her easy and steer for the morning I'm
going to let him and if he starts in right away putting it to me in
the cab
I'm not going to whisper
oblivion
do you get me
not that I'm tired of automats and Childs's and handing out ribbon to
old ladies that ain't got three teeth and being followed home by pimps
and stewed guys and sleeping lonely in a whitewashed room three thou-
sand below Zero oh no
I could stand that
but it's that I'm O Gawd how tired
of seeing the white face of you and
feeling the old hands of you and
being teased and jollied about you
and being prayed and implored and
bribed and threatened
to give you my beautiful white body
kiddo
that's why



I wish I could write poetry. Sadly, I cannot.
Oh well...
Have a great night guys!!!
xoxoxo
Jamila

Oh yeah, a little PS...

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If you are on my little list of friends (most of whom requested my friendship) and can't even be bothered to comment on a set I worked so hard on, then waited for weeks upon weeks to go up, you will soon be off of my friends list.
That is all.
Pet peeve...
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JULY 20, 2008 @ 09:26 PM | 39 COMMENTS

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JULY 20, 2008 @ 06:17 AM | 39 COMMENTS

Yay, my new member review set is finally up
HERE!
Go leave me nice comments. wink
Off to a very busy day.
Have fun guys!!!
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JULY 19, 2008 @ 07:16 PM | 39 COMMENTS

So I thought I would share some things you may not know about me, if you were curious. Just because I feel like it.

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I (sometimes) snort when I laugh.
I wear glasses every day, because I have horrible vision.
I have weird copper flecks in my eyes that may or may not be the sign of some horrible disease. (I'm pretty sure not, but I saw this episode of ER once...)
I am hopelessly and forever in love with the following: Trent Reznor, Scott Weiland, Mike Doughty and last but not least (most hopelessly) Holden Caulfield.
I like Christina Aguilera sometimes.
I really really want to get my nipples pierced but I'm terrified, and by the time I can get just buzzed enough, the shops are always closed.
I used to write every day.
I am a comic book geek (now...)
I love crossword puzzles and will buy the shitty local paper full of spelling and grammar errors just for that.
But I hate the New York Times crossword puzzle with a burning passion.
I still smudge any new place I move with sage, a superstition inherited from my hippie upbringing.
If I thought I could make myself do it, I would probably be a stripper.
I have no coordination and may be the clumsiest person in the county, if not the state.


So so so so so excited to see STP in less than 2 months...
It will be my first real whole concert. Ever. Sad, I know.
My new MR set goes up tonight (tomorrow morning) at 2:29 am. Check it!
I will be asleep, since I am waking up early in the morning, having breakfast and going to the river. For the first time yet this summer. Travesty.
I think I will wear this
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It would be awfully nice to come home tomorrow eve to many many comments on my MR set...(hint)
I love this man:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=I7Ws-6ePZ10&feature=related
and this one:

Although I would rather only see the first one naked. Tom Waits can keep his clothes on...
Night guys!
(Who am I kidding, I'll be on here later, like the dork that I am, after I'm done reading my comic books. For serious.)
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Oh yeah, I get to see this in person (I hope he shows his penis...)


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JULY 16, 2008 @ 09:42 PM | 39 COMMENTS

Still sick, but I got my appetite back, and I think that's a good sign.
Some people are complete and total pricks. I wish they'd go away.
I think I'll make it back to work tomorrow. Hope I don't get fired. I couldn't help getting sick and it happens all the fucking time since you're pretty much forced to go to work sick until you're too sick to do anything but sleep. I hate my job. Have I mentioned that lately? I need a new one.
My boyfriend brought me a nice surprise when he came home from work today: Fables volume 2. I only got the first one, and finished it in about 15 minutes, so I was really really happy to see the second one. Can't wait to read it. Since I slept late, I'll probably read it in bed until I can fall asleep and get up and go to work tomorrow...
I really really want to go wig and lingerie shopping. I feel like a whole new look, still have yet to dye my hair. Being sick makes sitting with bleach on your head for about 2 hours sound even less pleasant than usual.
If you haven't already, check out my Deviant Art page, I am addicted to that site.
Currently in member review...
Sweat, this one will probably stick around a bit.
Coming Clean, this one's days are numbered.
Go one journal back for all the links to the other girl's sets that I love.
I seriously cannot figure out why
Frolic isn't pink yet...
Muah!
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JULY 15, 2008 @ 09:21 PM | 39 COMMENTS

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