SuicideGirl: Jamila
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Jamila lets the beauty she loves be what she does.

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JULY 21, 2008 @ 09:49 PM

I have a shiny new myspace page. Add me!!!
Don't forget about my lonely little member review set i'm wide awake, it's morning either. It needs your love. Breathe life into it!!!
I thought I would share my three favorite poems with you:
Rumi - Like This

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If anyone asks you
how the perfect satisfaction
of all our sexual wanting
will look, lift your face
and say,

Like this.

When someone mentions the gracefulness
of the nightsky, climb up on the roof
and dance and say,

Like this.

If anyone wants to know what "spirit" is,
or what "God's fragrance" means,
lean your head toward him or her.
Keep your face there close.

Like this.

When someone quotes the old poetic image
about clouds gradually uncovering the moon,
slowly loosen knot by knot the strings
of your robe.

Like this.

If anyone wonders how Jesus raised the dead,
don't try to explain the miracle.
Kiss me on the lips.

Like this. Like this.

When someone asks what it means
to "die for love," point
here.

If someone asks how tall I am, frown
and measure with your fingers the space
between the creases on your forehead.

This tall.

The soul sometimes leaves the body, the returns.
When someone doesn't believe that,
walk back into my house.

Like this.

When lovers moan,
they're telling our story.

Like this.

I am a sky where spirits live.
Stare into this deepening blue,
while the breeze says a secret.

Like this.

When someone asks what there is to do,
light the candle in his hand.

Like this.

How did Joseph's scent come to Jacob?

Huuuuu.

How did Jacob's sight return?

Huuuu.

A little wind cleans the eyes.

Like this.

When Shams comes back from Tabriz,
he'll put just his head around the edge
of the door to surprise us

Like this.


Sylvia Plath- Daddy

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You do not do, you do not do
Any more, black shoe
In which I have lived like a foot
For thirty years, poor and white,
Barely daring to breathe or Achoo.

Daddy, I have had to kill you.
You died before I had time--
Marble-heavy, a bag full of God,
Ghastly statue with one gray toe
Big as a Frisco seal

And a head in the freakish Atlantic
Where it pours bean green over blue
In the waters off beautiful Nauset.
I used to pray to recover you.
Ach, du.

In the German tongue, in the Polish town
Scraped flat by the roller
Of wars, wars, wars.
But the name of the town is common.
My Polack friend

Says there are a dozen or two.
So I never could tell where you
Put your foot, your root,
I never could talk to you.
The tongue stuck in my jaw.

It stuck in a barb wire snare.
Ich, ich, ich, ich,
I could hardly speak.
I thought every German was you.
And the language obscene

An engine, an engine
Chuffing me off like a Jew.
A Jew to Dachau, Auschwitz, Belsen.
I began to talk like a Jew.
I think I may well be a Jew.

The snows of the Tyrol, the clear beer of Vienna
Are not very pure or true.
With my gipsy ancestress and my weird luck
And my Taroc pack and my Taroc pack
I may be a bit of a Jew.

I have always been scared of you,
With your Luftwaffe, your gobbledygoo.
And your neat mustache
And your Aryan eye, bright blue.
Panzer-man, panzer-man, O You--

Not God but a swastika
So black no sky could squeak through.
Every woman adores a Fascist,
The boot in the face, the brute
Brute heart of a brute like you.

You stand at the blackboard, daddy,
In the picture I have of you,
A cleft in your chin instead of your foot
But no less a devil for that, no not
Any less the black man who

Bit my pretty red heart in two.
I was ten when they buried you.
At twenty I tried to die
And get back, back, back to you.
I thought even the bones would do.

But they pulled me out of the sack,
And they stuck me together with glue.
And then I knew what to do.
I made a model of you,
A man in black with a Meinkampf look

And a love of the rack and the screw.
And I said I do, I do.
So daddy, I'm finally through.
The black telephone's off at the root,
The voices just can't worm through.

If I've killed one man, I've killed two--
The vampire who said he was you
And drank my blood for a year,
Seven years, if you want to know.
Daddy, you can lie back now.

There's a stake in your fat black heart
And the villagers never liked you.
They are dancing and stamping on you.
They always knew it was you.
Daddy, daddy, you bastard, I'm through.


ee cummings - don't get me wrong, oblivion

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don't get me wrong oblivion
I never loved you kiddo
you that was always sticking around
spoiling me for everyone else
telling me how it would make
you nutty if I didn't let you
go the distance
and I gave you my breasts to feel
didn't I
and my mouth to kiss

O I was too good to you oblivion old kid that's all
and when I might have told you
to go ahead and croak yourselflike
you was always threatening you was
going to do
I didn't
I said go on you inter-
est me
I let you hang around
and whimper
and I've been getting mine
Listen

there's a fellow I love like I never loved anyone else that's six
foot two tall with a face any girl would die to kiss and a skin
like a little kitten's
that's asked me to go to Murray's tonight with him and see the cab-
aret and dance you know
well
if he asks me to take another I'm going to and if he asks me to take
another after that I'm going to do that and if he puts me into a taxi
and tells the driver to take her easy and steer for the morning I'm
going to let him and if he starts in right away putting it to me in
the cab
I'm not going to whisper
oblivion
do you get me
not that I'm tired of automats and Childs's and handing out ribbon to
old ladies that ain't got three teeth and being followed home by pimps
and stewed guys and sleeping lonely in a whitewashed room three thou-
sand below Zero oh no
I could stand that
but it's that I'm O Gawd how tired
of seeing the white face of you and
feeling the old hands of you and
being teased and jollied about you
and being prayed and implored and
bribed and threatened
to give you my beautiful white body
kiddo
that's why



I wish I could write poetry. Sadly, I cannot.
Oh well...
Have a great night guys!!!
xoxoxo
Jamila

Oh yeah, a little PS...

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If you are on my little list of friends (most of whom requested my friendship) and can't even be bothered to comment on a set I worked so hard on, then waited for weeks upon weeks to go up, you will soon be off of my friends list.
That is all.
Pet peeve...
mad

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Alkey

Alkey

Canon City, CO
January 2007

JUL 21, 2008 09:53 PM

I love the Sylvia Plath one.

oh and thank you and I will have a blast.

ron4164

ron4164

Ponchatoula, LA
January 2007

JUL 21, 2008 10:02 PM

Poetry and I have never gotten along. shocked
Nice that you love it though sweetie.
Little list? Uh oh...hope I'm worthy enough to remain. smile
You take care sweetie. Hope you are doing well.
No more sun burns ok. wink
Have a great week Jamila. kiss kiss

SoCal_Drew

SoCal_Drew

San Diego, CA
August 2006

JUL 21, 2008 10:30 PM

Good thing I'm comment #6 biggrin

Ilectra

Ilectra

SUICIDEGIRL

South Carolina, USA

JUL 21, 2008 10:59 PM

Left you a comment hon.. Good Luck Beautiful kiss

Frankus

Frankus

Tolleson, AZ
March 2007

JUL 21, 2008 11:20 PM

Who would ask to be your friend and not even comment period? Whether on your page or even your sets confused

kilcher

kilcher

Phoenix, AZ
January 2008

JUL 21, 2008 11:20 PM

I know what you mean. Girls have hundreds of Friends, but only a fraction of comments. It's a pet peeve of mine too and I'm not even a Hopeful or SG, or a girl for that matter. Seriously, why Friend someone if you don't plan to support them?!?! Just boot 'em. They won't even know anyway. wink

hollascottmoney

hollascottmoney

Frisco, TX
September 2002

JUL 21, 2008 11:42 PM

Yeah..I wish I could do poetry too. Either I'm not creative at all or I just don't believe in myself. Either of those really don't help. But the set looks great! You would scare me if I saw you in the street. Not scary looking..but intimidated scary. Have a good night.

NiuNiu

NiuNiu

HOPEFUL

I'm lost

JUL 21, 2008 11:44 PM

thank you darling!

SkottieIsDead

SkottieIsDead

Georgia
OLD SKOOL

JUL 21, 2008 11:45 PM

love love love love

Taolie

Taolie

Sun Prairie, WI
November 2007

JUL 22, 2008 12:43 AM

I wish I could write poetry, too. I've never read much Sylvia Plath, but A.E. Houseman gives me goosebumps. Try finding a copy of Last Poems - it's amazing!

wexsingxsin

wexsingxsin

Tempe, AZ
February 2008

JUL 22, 2008 01:17 AM

But I dont have anyone to make out with

captwinky

captwinky

I'm lost
July 2006

JUL 22, 2008 02:16 AM

No No Thank you!!!!! Beautiful love love love wink

bhavok

bhavok

Royersford, PA
March 2006

JUL 22, 2008 03:17 AM

Why do you say that dear? Why would karma dessert you? Not to sound like a complete nerd, but just like Harvey Dent say's in Batman " you make your own luck ".. I believe that term too..

P.S. Beautiful new set.. love love love love

ED1E1US

ED1E1US

I'm lost
August 2006

JUL 22, 2008 03:27 AM

Great poems, and your set is awesome. can't wait for it to go live. Hope you are working on your next one sweetie...you are hott!!!

wink kiss kiss

hardticket

hardticket

Kingston, ON
December 2005

JUL 22, 2008 06:08 AM

as for ipod, the worst part was i pretty much took my sweat shirt off and threw it straight into the washing machine with the headphones dangling out.
Thanks for sharing the poems, i really enjoyed the first one. as for you writing poetry, of course you can, just find your muse or something to inspire you.

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