Tough choices
Hi peeps
it has been a a bit since my last blog, been a little busy here. well Patroclus is home with me again, as some of you know i was having trouble with him and his crapping on the floor or rather him not cleaning afterwards from using the little box and it was driving me nuts so my mom took him in even though she has a black cat too named harley so that was fun for a minute or two. But we found out it was being cause by the soft cat food i was feeding him and buffy though she was not showing any side effects to it so i tossed it out and he started to do better and well now he no longer does that so i brought him back home and he is doing great and he and buffy drive me nuts running and getting into everything and i love it.
Patroclus getting used to his old home again 9no he should had never left).
Well with a heavy heart i had to sell my drum kit and for way less and it was bought for, thing is worse than buying a car and having it's value drop. good thing will be i will be able to get some christmas gifts for Da fam this year so they will be happy yeah they do not ask for anything cause they understand my situation but i wanted to do something for them this year and now i can. maybe one day again i'll get another kit but please no one hold your breath or else well your either going to see me from above or below (hehe) and my birthday is coming up well one thing at a time here. Well i hope everyone has a great weekend and a awesome December, take care peeps
May there new owner enjoy them as i did (2007-2010)
Hi peeps
it has been a a bit since my last blog, been a little busy here. well Patroclus is home with me again, as some of you know i was having trouble with him and his crapping on the floor or rather him not cleaning afterwards from using the little box and it was driving me nuts so my mom took him in even though she has a black cat too named harley so that was fun for a minute or two. But we found out it was being cause by the soft cat food i was feeding him and buffy though she was not showing any side effects to it so i tossed it out and he started to do better and well now he no longer does that so i brought him back home and he is doing great and he and buffy drive me nuts running and getting into everything and i love it.
Patroclus getting used to his old home again 9no he should had never left).
Well with a heavy heart i had to sell my drum kit and for way less and it was bought for, thing is worse than buying a car and having it's value drop. good thing will be i will be able to get some christmas gifts for Da fam this year so they will be happy yeah they do not ask for anything cause they understand my situation but i wanted to do something for them this year and now i can. maybe one day again i'll get another kit but please no one hold your breath or else well your either going to see me from above or below (hehe) and my birthday is coming up well one thing at a time here. Well i hope everyone has a great weekend and a awesome December, take care peeps
May there new owner enjoy them as i did (2007-2010)
As much as it pained me to do i had to get rid of my black cat salem patroclus.
I liked him alot and so did my female cat buffy but he would not use the litterbox properly and i tried to teach him but he would not learn, he was 2 years old and i was told by his other owner that he was litter trained and he also was leaving tiny droppings around the house as if he was not cleaning himself right, it sucks cause it had been so long since i had a boy cat and one that was solid black, he was skittish at first but warmed up quickly to everyone, buffy had a tougher time with him but liked him fast and werre playing in no time. i hated doing it cause i loves cats so much but it was becoming a problem and my landlord was not liking the smell around if you know what i mean though i tried to cover that up as much as i could. His previous owner was no longer around so i asked people i knew if they wanted a 2 year old black cat and to please take god care of him . My mother stepped in and took him in as her own along with her little dog, i told her about his problem and she said she will try to work with him and hopefully it will not get out of control and i asked her if that makes me a bad person and she said no it doesn't and it made me feel a little bit better but not much as buffy was looking for him again not knowing that he was gone from here but i told her that more than likely another kitty will be here soon in due time. Talk to ya peeps soon.
Buffy and Salen sharing the bed well barely, i will miss that monster.
I liked him alot and so did my female cat buffy but he would not use the litterbox properly and i tried to teach him but he would not learn, he was 2 years old and i was told by his other owner that he was litter trained and he also was leaving tiny droppings around the house as if he was not cleaning himself right, it sucks cause it had been so long since i had a boy cat and one that was solid black, he was skittish at first but warmed up quickly to everyone, buffy had a tougher time with him but liked him fast and werre playing in no time. i hated doing it cause i loves cats so much but it was becoming a problem and my landlord was not liking the smell around if you know what i mean though i tried to cover that up as much as i could. His previous owner was no longer around so i asked people i knew if they wanted a 2 year old black cat and to please take god care of him . My mother stepped in and took him in as her own along with her little dog, i told her about his problem and she said she will try to work with him and hopefully it will not get out of control and i asked her if that makes me a bad person and she said no it doesn't and it made me feel a little bit better but not much as buffy was looking for him again not knowing that he was gone from here but i told her that more than likely another kitty will be here soon in due time. Talk to ya peeps soon.
Buffy and Salen sharing the bed well barely, i will miss that monster.
SHE STILL HAUNTS ME
Yes peeps my old annie is beern in my dreams lately and as much as i try to move on with my newbies she seems to come around in my dreams once in awhile, i learn to deal with it. Alot of the dream is the same, she is walking into the sunset and looks back one more time, like something you might see out of a movie and then they are gone, never forgotten but it's done. my new cat Buffy has been feeling in the void annie left behind here, she is a smaller version of her and gets into everything but i love it. Still in other dreams i see her looking at me in the distance, almost as if she does not wish to come to me and will not respond to her name which she did so well for many years, with Buffy here and now annie might be jealous of my new pet and she always was a jealous one if anoyther cat was near me remember at one time i had 3 cats. And at one time they all were wanting attention. But something still seems wrong, something broken, my world as i call my land was broken and i could not figure why it would be then it hit me that a\maybe Buffy needed someone else to play with like another cat, have not had 2 cats at the same time since Samantha passedf away at 17 in april 2003 but thought it was time to have more thasn one again and even though i knew having 2 ment more foot and litter and more broken things but hey i want it again, keep me on my toes with them. i search but could not find any that made me say "your it". I dreamed on again one night and as i walked my broken land i noticed the sun rising in the distance, the sun was setting when Annie went towards it in another dream. This time a awesome looking sunrise was showing and though we are not supposed to look directly into the sun in this dream you could and you could start to see something walking toward me , i was a little nervous not sure what it might be as i noticed it was something on 4 legs and it slowly move closer and closer till i could finally make out what it was and yes you guessed it right it was a cat, a solid black cat, a male cat which i have not had a male cat since 1993 and i was fostering actually. He was very freindly and lovable and took him in and fed him and made him feel at home and boom i woke up and knew what i needed to do and i went and found a solid vlack cat, his name was Salem and he was a monster but so sweet so i took himt hough i did not care for the name he was answering to it so i decided to keep the name though i knew someone years ago who had a black cat named Salem but o well it happens. Now the land is back to what i call normal, the two cats get along well and run everywhere and drives me crazy but i love it. and still sometimes i feel a presence here with me and i feel it is Annie watching and happy that i am happy again, least i hope that is the case.
This is Salem just gettingt up from his nap
Buffy in her new little bed and play things
Well peeps have to got work, talk at ya soon and thanks for reading, long one today i know, take care
Yes peeps my old annie is beern in my dreams lately and as much as i try to move on with my newbies she seems to come around in my dreams once in awhile, i learn to deal with it. Alot of the dream is the same, she is walking into the sunset and looks back one more time, like something you might see out of a movie and then they are gone, never forgotten but it's done. my new cat Buffy has been feeling in the void annie left behind here, she is a smaller version of her and gets into everything but i love it. Still in other dreams i see her looking at me in the distance, almost as if she does not wish to come to me and will not respond to her name which she did so well for many years, with Buffy here and now annie might be jealous of my new pet and she always was a jealous one if anoyther cat was near me remember at one time i had 3 cats. And at one time they all were wanting attention. But something still seems wrong, something broken, my world as i call my land was broken and i could not figure why it would be then it hit me that a\maybe Buffy needed someone else to play with like another cat, have not had 2 cats at the same time since Samantha passedf away at 17 in april 2003 but thought it was time to have more thasn one again and even though i knew having 2 ment more foot and litter and more broken things but hey i want it again, keep me on my toes with them. i search but could not find any that made me say "your it". I dreamed on again one night and as i walked my broken land i noticed the sun rising in the distance, the sun was setting when Annie went towards it in another dream. This time a awesome looking sunrise was showing and though we are not supposed to look directly into the sun in this dream you could and you could start to see something walking toward me , i was a little nervous not sure what it might be as i noticed it was something on 4 legs and it slowly move closer and closer till i could finally make out what it was and yes you guessed it right it was a cat, a solid black cat, a male cat which i have not had a male cat since 1993 and i was fostering actually. He was very freindly and lovable and took him in and fed him and made him feel at home and boom i woke up and knew what i needed to do and i went and found a solid vlack cat, his name was Salem and he was a monster but so sweet so i took himt hough i did not care for the name he was answering to it so i decided to keep the name though i knew someone years ago who had a black cat named Salem but o well it happens. Now the land is back to what i call normal, the two cats get along well and run everywhere and drives me crazy but i love it. and still sometimes i feel a presence here with me and i feel it is Annie watching and happy that i am happy again, least i hope that is the case.
This is Salem just gettingt up from his nap
Buffy in her new little bed and play things
Well peeps have to got work, talk at ya soon and thanks for reading, long one today i know, take care
Hi peeps
As some of you know my cat annie passed away just over 2 weeks ago
I was upset and miss her terribly and told myself i do not want to go through this again so i said i will not have a cat for a long but my landlord said it was ok to get another cat if i wanted to.
might sounds silly but i stood out by annie's grave saying how sorry i was for not taking better care of her, never getting her fixed is my fault, never getting her check by a vet at all, no excuse and she paid for it i mean yes 15 years is a long time for a cat but the last few months of her life she was having problem but never took her to a vet cause they charge soo much,no excuse but i diudm't and it got worse and well that is that.
For the first time since 1983 there were no cats in the house at all, you could feel the void though, it was not good so i decided i would get anothert and told myself that the next cat would be taken care of, fixed,vaccinated,caught and see the vet every year.
Last photo of annie, R.I.P. girl, miss ya.
So io started hunting around and after seeing some really nuice pets i choose this one here
this is Buffy my new kitty, about 5 months old and is awesome, very playful and cluttely, she fills the viod that was here. Some say it was too soon but i do not think so. i will always miss annie cause i had her so long and Buffy will live a long and healthy life.
And in case someone is wondefring why I named her Buffy.
Well I'm a fane of the show Buffy The Vampire Slayer and i said when the series came out in 1997 i always said if i ever got another female cat herr name would be Buffy and well here we are so that is why asnd i think it;s cute.I'm thinking about getting her a friend to play with, i know it would be hell but i would love but we will see.
She loves to sleep like this LOL!
Well i'm happy and hopefully Buffy will enjoy her new home, Hope y'all have a great week, taek care and talk to ya soon
As some of you know my cat annie passed away just over 2 weeks ago
I was upset and miss her terribly and told myself i do not want to go through this again so i said i will not have a cat for a long but my landlord said it was ok to get another cat if i wanted to.
might sounds silly but i stood out by annie's grave saying how sorry i was for not taking better care of her, never getting her fixed is my fault, never getting her check by a vet at all, no excuse and she paid for it i mean yes 15 years is a long time for a cat but the last few months of her life she was having problem but never took her to a vet cause they charge soo much,no excuse but i diudm't and it got worse and well that is that.
For the first time since 1983 there were no cats in the house at all, you could feel the void though, it was not good so i decided i would get anothert and told myself that the next cat would be taken care of, fixed,vaccinated,caught and see the vet every year.
Last photo of annie, R.I.P. girl, miss ya.
So io started hunting around and after seeing some really nuice pets i choose this one here
this is Buffy my new kitty, about 5 months old and is awesome, very playful and cluttely, she fills the viod that was here. Some say it was too soon but i do not think so. i will always miss annie cause i had her so long and Buffy will live a long and healthy life.
And in case someone is wondefring why I named her Buffy.
Well I'm a fane of the show Buffy The Vampire Slayer and i said when the series came out in 1997 i always said if i ever got another female cat herr name would be Buffy and well here we are so that is why asnd i think it;s cute.I'm thinking about getting her a friend to play with, i know it would be hell but i would love but we will see.
She loves to sleep like this LOL!
Well i'm happy and hopefully Buffy will enjoy her new home, Hope y'all have a great week, taek care and talk to ya soon
NEW VIDEO BLOG
Talking about annie and progress of getting another pet cat, fun fun.
Hope everyone has a good week
Talking about annie and progress of getting another pet cat, fun fun.
Hope everyone has a good week
Hey Hey Peeps
Some sad news to report, my 15 year old cat Andromeda (annie) passed away this morning around 2:46 a.m. She had been sick the passed couple of weeks but her health turned for the worst a couple of days ago. It started when she would not longer answer to her name which she did all the time, i could say "annie" and she come running and loved to sit on my lap and chest when i would lay down which started hurting my chest when she got bigger lol. I did speak to a vet which told me that it sounds like she might have a tumor where a boil was growing on her tummy but because of there she age they said with her not remember me and doing things that she would not do normally. Her balence was off and was having trouble breathing and said that it sounded too late to be able to do anything and suggested having her put to sleep which crushed me. They said they could not get me in till monday but i fear she might go before then but in alot of pain since she was having problems, i tried to make her comfy but she kept tossing and turning in her bed and would get up to use her litterbox and drink some water but it was getting harder and harder for her to do and she was meowing very weird and i could tell it was a cry for help but i was powerless to do anything but sadly watch and hope maybe she would go piecefully. Last thing she did was laying on my bathroom floor not being able to move, i tried to take her to her bed but she bit me and even drew blood, i know she didn't mean it, i know in the end it was not her and she had moved on. she passed away about 30 minutes after that at around 2:46 a.m. she was a pest alot but i loved her for it and was a spoiled brat but she was awesome and behaved very well. With her passing away it is the first time since 1984 that there are no cats in the house, a weird and very sad feeling, i'm alone in my cave for the first time in ages , i do not know if i'll ever get another pet, my dad sure as hell doesn't want anymore but we will see if that day ever comes. she was always there for me and now she is gone but not forgotten. R.I.P. my annie, you will be very deeply missed.
She was not doing well, taken a few days ago.
she was pretty much gone in this one, did not know who i was anymore and i was praying that she would go quietly which she did.
This one was taken for my facebook and myspace pages, it is the least i could do for her to show that she was a member of my family and always will be, she was about 12 in this photo
There were a few assholes who told me i'm acting crazy for being close to animals, I had her for 15 years and samantha i had for 17. they are members of the family and that is that. I'll miss you annie but i will go on but never forget her and i know that she is in a better place, take care peeps, talk at ya soon
Some sad news to report, my 15 year old cat Andromeda (annie) passed away this morning around 2:46 a.m. She had been sick the passed couple of weeks but her health turned for the worst a couple of days ago. It started when she would not longer answer to her name which she did all the time, i could say "annie" and she come running and loved to sit on my lap and chest when i would lay down which started hurting my chest when she got bigger lol. I did speak to a vet which told me that it sounds like she might have a tumor where a boil was growing on her tummy but because of there she age they said with her not remember me and doing things that she would not do normally. Her balence was off and was having trouble breathing and said that it sounded too late to be able to do anything and suggested having her put to sleep which crushed me. They said they could not get me in till monday but i fear she might go before then but in alot of pain since she was having problems, i tried to make her comfy but she kept tossing and turning in her bed and would get up to use her litterbox and drink some water but it was getting harder and harder for her to do and she was meowing very weird and i could tell it was a cry for help but i was powerless to do anything but sadly watch and hope maybe she would go piecefully. Last thing she did was laying on my bathroom floor not being able to move, i tried to take her to her bed but she bit me and even drew blood, i know she didn't mean it, i know in the end it was not her and she had moved on. she passed away about 30 minutes after that at around 2:46 a.m. she was a pest alot but i loved her for it and was a spoiled brat but she was awesome and behaved very well. With her passing away it is the first time since 1984 that there are no cats in the house, a weird and very sad feeling, i'm alone in my cave for the first time in ages , i do not know if i'll ever get another pet, my dad sure as hell doesn't want anymore but we will see if that day ever comes. she was always there for me and now she is gone but not forgotten. R.I.P. my annie, you will be very deeply missed.
She was not doing well, taken a few days ago.
she was pretty much gone in this one, did not know who i was anymore and i was praying that she would go quietly which she did.
This one was taken for my facebook and myspace pages, it is the least i could do for her to show that she was a member of my family and always will be, she was about 12 in this photo
There were a few assholes who told me i'm acting crazy for being close to animals, I had her for 15 years and samantha i had for 17. they are members of the family and that is that. I'll miss you annie but i will go on but never forget her and i know that she is in a better place, take care peeps, talk at ya soon
First blog, trying it out, just random things etc.
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This is a short blog of me just talking about random things going on today.
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Well hell froze over Friday, my friend finally paid me back for my birthday dinner i paid for a few years ago so were cool again. Going to try my first real video blog soon mostly trying it out and see if anyone exactly watches it, should be fun to do, i'll try not to get used to it. Talk to y'all soon. Be safe peeps
my niece Angela with her 2 favorite cousins
Me trying to look alll serious
My cat Annie, sleeping as always lol
my niece Angela with her 2 favorite cousins
Me trying to look alll serious
My cat Annie, sleeping as always lol
My oldest sis told me not to nother with that guitar thing, mainly due to hias getting into trouble and is now grounded, o well it happens.
Well once again my so-called friend is at it again, all his drug buddies have thrown him out again and of course his on and off g/f wants nothing to do with him cause well he is broke and no money to drug her up so he can have his way with her, sounds fucked cause it is. I do not understand there relationship. This is what i know from only what i have been told. He claims she will only sleep with him when he gets her high so he keeps her stoned and she apparently puts out, when he is broke she tosses him to the curb and goes to another guy who has money. Instead of forgetting about her and moving on his plan is to get a job and win her back and this has been going on for 4 years that i know of. I have told him many time to move on and that it is not worth the trouble but he's into her to the point that as i said his frame of mind is to get a job and get back with her and she will take him back as long as money is coming in return he can get her high and she will put out, sad i know but this happens everytime so now it's on the bad again, calling needing a friend cause all his other buddies have no need for him cause no money to spend on drugs and has a few in my facebook who are buyiuing in to his sober rutine. He is ony off them cvause he is not working so no money to get them so yeah he is for now. I am not helping anymore cause i'm tired of this shit and made it clear i can no longer help, of course he is playing the best freiend card and how friends do not do that to eashother. He should use that speech on his drug buddies.Love to hear your opinion on it if you have one.
It's a shame that it is like this but i just do not feel like dealing with it and i get screwed over in the end and i'm tired of that too. Other than that things are good. Hope all y'all have a good week, talk at ya soon peeps.
Well once again my so-called friend is at it again, all his drug buddies have thrown him out again and of course his on and off g/f wants nothing to do with him cause well he is broke and no money to drug her up so he can have his way with her, sounds fucked cause it is. I do not understand there relationship. This is what i know from only what i have been told. He claims she will only sleep with him when he gets her high so he keeps her stoned and she apparently puts out, when he is broke she tosses him to the curb and goes to another guy who has money. Instead of forgetting about her and moving on his plan is to get a job and win her back and this has been going on for 4 years that i know of. I have told him many time to move on and that it is not worth the trouble but he's into her to the point that as i said his frame of mind is to get a job and get back with her and she will take him back as long as money is coming in return he can get her high and she will put out, sad i know but this happens everytime so now it's on the bad again, calling needing a friend cause all his other buddies have no need for him cause no money to spend on drugs and has a few in my facebook who are buyiuing in to his sober rutine. He is ony off them cvause he is not working so no money to get them so yeah he is for now. I am not helping anymore cause i'm tired of this shit and made it clear i can no longer help, of course he is playing the best freiend card and how friends do not do that to eashother. He should use that speech on his drug buddies.Love to hear your opinion on it if you have one.
It's a shame that it is like this but i just do not feel like dealing with it and i get screwed over in the end and i'm tired of that too. Other than that things are good. Hope all y'all have a good week, talk at ya soon peeps.
Heya peeps
New computer is doing fine and have had the people try to infect it with the same virus 4 more times and i'm trying to stay at least one step ahead of him, so far so good and some proably say "SO WhAT!". yeah boring but got to stay on my toes. . All else is good, just have to my hard drive looked at for my old computer to try and save the pics and music on it, my friend it looks like we will be able to save some of it which is better than nothing, in the mean time i'm just going to install and work on my designs (fun fun fun fun) but it helps pay da bills ha ha ha ha, take care peeps and enjoy your weekend.
My nephew wants this guitar but has like 6 other's at his house, should i get it for him? let me know what you think.
New computer is doing fine and have had the people try to infect it with the same virus 4 more times and i'm trying to stay at least one step ahead of him, so far so good and some proably say "SO WhAT!". yeah boring but got to stay on my toes. . All else is good, just have to my hard drive looked at for my old computer to try and save the pics and music on it, my friend it looks like we will be able to save some of it which is better than nothing, in the mean time i'm just going to install and work on my designs (fun fun fun fun) but it helps pay da bills ha ha ha ha, take care peeps and enjoy your weekend.
My nephew wants this guitar but has like 6 other's at his house, should i get it for him? let me know what you think.
