i bet if i got naked in these blogs i'd get plenty of readers hmm.....



nah, i'll just post another poem, but keep your eyes peeled cause i'm not giving a definitive "no"!

this one's really old, but, hell, it's still good in my opinion, plus i'm particularly proud of it cause it's my innovation to the common sonnet format hope you enjoy, please leave comments

Vacation During Columbine:

How would it feel to be miles away from tragedy
When you were supposed to be front and center?
The guilt and relief of salvation together would,
Almost, create a bitter taste in your mouth.
Would you fall to your knees and praise God?
Or fall on your face and question Him?

Bittersweet would be a distant memory,
And nostalgia would set in as you long,
Indefinitely, to simply feel freedom or bondage.

Soon, though, that longing would become that bondage.
Any hope you had of living,
Is struck down by itself.
Pick up these pieces before they put you down,
And lift up your head before the sky itself casts you out.

Hello SG land, got another poem to post, hopefully will attract some one's attention sooner or later

When it fills up
I have no choice but to pour it out
A feeling once provoked
Now fueled to a passionate blaze
My body begins to rise
A spectacle of complete disregard

I'm entirely on fire

Consumed
Focused
Ingrained in myself
Desiring
Longing
Pleading for some one to stand in my way
Let me push you down

Let me fight my way out



Well, other than that, me and my roommate are contemplating new tattoos in a couple months-ish. i'm thinking of getting my first (and probably only) nerd-related tattoo by combining this:



with this:



yep...those are the power stones from Final Fantasy Tactics best ever, but i digress.

thinking of either making it a band, or perhaps a vertical list, i'm not sure, but it'll be my first color tattoo, and i'm excited about it already!

but yes, that's about it for this blog, let me know what you think about my poem or my tattoo idea, peace out everybody

feels like forever since i've done this...almost two weeks, wish i could say i've been busy but really just been lazy haha, please forgive me anyways, i have something for this blog i believe everyone on this site should be able to appreciate, in the last blog i was talking about getting a tattoo soon, well, went ahead and done did it



if you didn't read the previous blog, and have a hard time seeing (like i do, don't feel bad) it says "hell will have no mercy" i am super pumped about this, my first tattoo ever, and i'm fully addicted, and i'm loving every second of it

well, i guess that's all i got for today, i'll try to post more stuff if anyone reads this, until then, let me know what you think of my tattoo

Hello everyone who may possibly read these things, haven't posted for a couple days cause work has been brutal...Valentine's kinda sucks when you're a waiter : P but oh well, getting the money! anyway, just wanted to make a quick post before i head off to yet another full day of work.

i'm finally working on getting my first tattoo, planning to do it in about 2 weeks, and i've got a basic design that i wanna share:


it's just a lyric from a song, which i know is cliche, but it's gonna go on the inside of my bicep and i'm getting this one first mostly to gauge my pain tolerance and such, hopefully it will turn out great and i can get some real pics of it for everyone in a couple weeks

had a lazy day today, but pretty much loved it haha but i think my hand is gonna need rehabilitation, played Guitar Hero for almost like 6 hours straight (all guitar hero fans give me a shout out!) but oh well, got new furniture and such but mostly just lazed around all day, so, gonna end my night by posting another poem here, please leave any and all comments. hope you enjoy!

LifeSpark:

A power struggle in a place for escape
A creation built for creation
Away from pressures, away from restrictions

All to produce perfection

At the bottom of the ocean

Piled high in ravenous pursuit
Are the bodies still working?
Are the bodies still learning?

I’m lead by a voice through the static
Bribing me with good intentions
All I want is to leave, but
All I get is to die

This needs to be better
This could be so much better
This must become more

I will make this so much more

Tension split with the parting words:
“Would you kindly…Kill!...Obey!”

How I Long to be a man

alright, long day at work, but i earned some money and got some stuff done. got some peoples i'm hanging with and we're gonna smoke some shisha out of our hookah and drink some drinks, so i've got just a short poem for anyone tonight, let me know what you think


I have an artist’s face
I keep it in my darkest place
Because I’m told
that when I get old
The most important thing is money
so I can buy bread and honey
and stop being funny
My life will be sold
and when I get old
Deep in my darkest place
Dust will collect on my artist’s face

alrighty everyone, second day starting off great, but i gotta work today : P all day : P not so fun, but i needs some money haha i decided that i'm gonna dip into my savings to get my first tattoo sooner rather than later, so i'm super excited about that! but for now, i'm gonna post another poem and leave this site alone while i'm at work, so leave some love, and also this poem is untitled so if you wanna collaborate and offer some potential titles i'd appreciate it! here we go:

When, at last, I find myself,
I will destroy myself
To fully rebuild myself.

Awakening to those frozen window panes.
Placing both feet firmly on the icy floor.
A cold and fearful shiver shakes me,
Glassing my already hazy eyes over
And out the door i go, bravely.
Bravely into this world so intricate.
So designed to unwind
The otherwise refined
But still unknown recesses of minds.

A covenant of minds.
A coronation of a king.
All coupled with the blood and exile of
All creativity sent to the grave.

Hallowed be these halls.
Lead like lambs to the block.
Caught between the falls we witness,
And the eyes we will soon leave behind.

The snow can be seen tonight
Mimicking the stars leaving the sky bare
Mimicking the eyes of our leaders.

Alright, ending my first day on SG with another poem, and what better than a poem that is written about girls with tattoos? tell me what you think pretty please!


Signed In Ink:

They slide off her skin

Thrown around the room as sacrifice
To make her wholly for my bed
Then in awe I stand
With her overwhelming design staring back
I see colors from her chest flow
mimicking the escape of blood from her heart
She reaches for me


Finally we place ourselves warmly in each other letting the silence and the noise ring true
Short of breath we catch ourselves staring at each other
Following the lines
Colors floating everywhere on a canvas made of her own skin
Porcelain white captures all the essences
Until I’m infected

I watch the river flow from her chest
In silent fear I let it over-take me
Drowning in the colors that led me to this scene
A full embrace of art forever

I drink her in

A rolling landscape of purest white
One eternal canvas thrust into constant decay
Her decision to make beauty from death
And now I revel in every sense

The vision
The feel
I hear the breathing
I drink her in

alright, new member here, first blog, figure i'd go ahead and start with some of my poetry since that's something i feel can really define me, usually i stumble over my words and don't know what to say haha so, let me know what you think, any feedback is great cause i'm really trying to work this into a lifetime sorta thing, alright here we go

Stargazers:

Bound to my thoughts,
Sprawled in the bed for days,
Weeks,
Lifetimes,
Stirred awake from my super-consciousness
By the soft, liquid sun invading the foggy windows of my eyes.
Life becomes sharp.
The thoughts run away so quickly,
Only to be caught in my halo,
Circling and
Circling and
Circling and.
The stars shine the brightest.
Famous and unrelenting, they burn,
Until I close my eyes again.
Never to dream,
Just to escape the accelerating orbits
Of all those famous stars
My mind has bound to my being.

alright, all done for my first blog, will post again shortly-ish