It's Friday! I'd be super excited if it wasn't for the fact that I have to leave here on Monday Yes, sad rabbit. At least I know I will be coming back! That makes me happy.

It would appear I have lost some weight since I got here...so that's pretty awesome! I can most definitely stand to lose lots more!

I hope everyone has a great night and weekend!! <3 <3 <3

XOXO

Happy New Year all! Despite my migraine (grr) I still had one of the best New Years ever! I wouldn't change a thing

I go back to hell next week....time for packing. With any luck, it will pass by-or hopefully be pleasant. Eh, life sucks sometimes.

Nothing new on my end...got new books, ate lots of food, had some drinks, lots of yummy sexy time, and other things here and there.

HUGS and KISSES to all!
XOXO

It has come to my attention that some men (women too, but for today, men) can be complete and utter assholes. Douchebags. Childish. Unthoughtful. Crybabies. Who really have no idea what they had in front of them. Someone that would love them. Would do anything for them. Would pick up their entire life and move to be with them. Would do thier best to give that person the world. Instead, they decide to become a different person. A belittling person, full of hate and content against the one person that has been by their side (so to speak) during some of the hardest times in their life. People like this make me sick to my stomach. They make me angry at the human race. It never seems to amaze me the stupidity of some, who do their best to ruin things for others. Who try to bring someone great down.

News for you asshole....the world doesn't revolve around you. Fuck you and your childishness. No one cares about your little temper tantrums. Your hateful attitude. You DESERVE to be by yourself. You DESERVE all the shit you are doing to be turned back on you...fortunately for you, some people have class and refuse to stoop to your level. Consider yourself LUCKY.



Hope everyone is having a wonderful day! I am loving my time here at home....not looking forward to having to go back to NC for the month and a half, but it must be done. Life has never been so sweet, so perfect. My amazing love makes the world seem so much better. My moods are better, I feel better-despite my pain...I wouldn't change a thing about us! I think I wear happiness and love well....best feeling in the universe.

Happy Early New Year! I wish everyone a great, safe, drunk, full of awesome sex good time!! Kisses and Hugs!

XOXO

Had a wonderful Christmas with my sweet and his family I now look forward to the holidays, though I never really have before Now, if I could only kidnap Star or put her in my pocket....yes, I shall do this ASAP!

Hope everyone is having a great day! Kisses

XOXO

Ok, so a real blog now......once again....Merry Christmas!! Enjoying my time here in CA....be so glad when I can come back Sad to not see my parents and my Star this year for X-mas, but I know where they are...so that is good

I have so much packing to do when I get back And to see what mess has been left for me to go through because I know he has done that. At least he separated things for me, so I can't be too mad. Will be SOOOOO glad when I can leave that place and RJ and I can come back home. With any luck, he will have gotten a girlfriend (or at least laid) and will be in a better mood once I get there. I also get to have another round of 50 shots of Botox in my head for my migraines-last try before I officially give up on that idea. Not holding my breath there. Good news is that while I still hurt, things seem easier to deal with as long as I am happy and in a good mood-which I am. I have even been sleeping, which I haven't done in years, so that is pretty awesome.

Crossing my fingers that my jaw will stop hurting today because I don't feel like having it locked. We shall see. Fortunately, I am used to it. It happens.

Great news...I have never been happier than I am right now. Many wonderful things are happening in my life and I couldn't be more grateful. Thank you to my Juggalo for showing me what happiness is like....it is a great thing to know and have I only hope that I give the same happiness back

Love and hugs and kisses to all

XOXOXO

Merry Christmas Eve all Hope you are having a great day with friends and family......as for me......I am "conversing" with someone who keeps digging himself into a GIANT HOLE....luckily he's cute, so I will let it slide. THIS TIME. HAHAHAHA....I gotz jokes.

I miss my Star So I am sending her long distance kisses

xoxo

Enjoying my time here more than you could even imagine! Thank you my sweet for showing me such happiness and love-there is NO where else I'd rather be AND I have actually been able to sleep through the night Yes, that is an accomplishment!!! Hope everyone is having a great day....many hugs and kisses <3

Hopefully you guys have your X-mas cards by now, minus Alex, since I sent his a bit late. Better late than never

XOXOXO

Here I am at our small airport where the local elementary school kids are singing Christmas carols-cute when you can actually understand them 2 hours until I board the first plane to charolette and the after 2 hours there, LAs next. Then I will finally be arriving to Sac by 10. I hope this goes by fast.

I am so glad to be getting away from grouchy pants for a few weeks. I definitely would go crazy if I had to be stuck with him constantly until its time to move.

Brighter side of the day, I get to see my sweets tonight and I can't wait!! It's much needed, as well as cuddles, kisses and yummy lovin

Until later...kisses!
Xoxo

Less than 24 hours before I get to leave! Bags are packed and I am ready to go I will likely not be on here much for the next few weeks, but I will check in and send lots of love to you all If you really need me, just email me or find me on FB.

I wanted to say thank you to ManiaMarie and Callistus for my Christmas cards...people should be receiving mine by now. And the E-cards will be coming to you next week

A Very Merry Early Christmas to you all, hope you have a great holiday <3 <3 <3

XOXOXOXO

Kisses!!!!

BEYOND excited....Instead of Florida for Christmas and New Years, I get to spend a few weeks with my love While it is sad not to spend it with my family and my Arsenic and MatthewOmen, the reality of me actually being able to make the drive down there to Florida is highly unlikely-at least not safely. So I am super excited, despite the shittyness of flying (well, airports). This will be the first good Christmas and New Years I will have had in roughly 7 years! It's been years since I've been to the west coast, especially CA, so I am very much looking forward to it. Even more so since I don't have to suffer here.

So here's to bringing my new year in with a bang

Hope everyone is having a wonderful Sunday.

XOXOXO