So my time here has been very limited.
I don't know. Just doesn't feel the same. My membership is going to expire soon and I doubt I will renew it. At least for some time.
I am not saying I will not ever rejoin the site just right now I dont feel like paying to be a member of a site I never visit is a good idea.
Most of you that I actually talk to know how to get ahold of me outside of SG. If not then
Aim= JackMinusSally
Myspace= http://www.myspace.com/48638897
^_^
P.s On another note I will be in Mass at the middle east for the WHole Wheat bread show on the 12th Anyone else going?
Nokozi
The End
I don't know. Just doesn't feel the same. My membership is going to expire soon and I doubt I will renew it. At least for some time.
I am not saying I will not ever rejoin the site just right now I dont feel like paying to be a member of a site I never visit is a good idea.
Most of you that I actually talk to know how to get ahold of me outside of SG. If not then
Aim= JackMinusSally
Myspace= http://www.myspace.com/48638897
^_^
P.s On another note I will be in Mass at the middle east for the WHole Wheat bread show on the 12th Anyone else going?
Nokozi
The End
So I found the most amazing girl.
I've known her for about a year but I don't know neither of us thought anything of the other and then we lost contact for a couple months.
Now we see each other every day and its just orgasmic
True Story


I'm taking her to get her first tattoo next week
^_^
Yay for corruption.
PS This is what part of the alphabet would look like if Q and R did not exist
The End
I've known her for about a year but I don't know neither of us thought anything of the other and then we lost contact for a couple months.
Now we see each other every day and its just orgasmic
True Story


I'm taking her to get her first tattoo next week
^_^
Yay for corruption.
PS This is what part of the alphabet would look like if Q and R did not exist
The End
They got a file on me,
Another Red man in a STOLEN country
So I don't give a fuck about the USA
Just give me back my tribal ways.
They have a file on you,
Had one on Fred Hampton too.
and Don't forget about Peltier
Why is he not FREE today
I've been very Militant as of late.
Now do not get me wrong I am not anti-white people,
I am not anti-European, Christian, Catholic, Government, Authority.
So if you are easily offended then maybe just leave me a comment saying "Hi" and skip the rest.
Another Red man in a STOLEN country
So I don't give a fuck about the USA
Just give me back my tribal ways.
They have a file on you,
Had one on Fred Hampton too.
and Don't forget about Peltier
Why is he not FREE today
I've been very Militant as of late.
Now do not get me wrong I am not anti-white people,
I am not anti-European, Christian, Catholic, Government, Authority.
So if you are easily offended then maybe just leave me a comment saying "Hi" and skip the rest.
The End
I want to thank everyone for the birthday and holiday wishes.
I have not been able to personally thank you all so I am doing it here and will eventually get to thank you personally.
I also want to thank Alexis for the amazing gifts
^_^
You own face
Ok now on with life. I got that promotion at work, So now I am management.
Tonight was my first night closing by myself ( well with no other managers. )
I got to close with my friend Danni.
We watched 8 crazy nights and listened to emo music all night ^_^
It was fun.
In the past month two people that also work in the mall where I am employed have told me they have crushes on me.
Two bad both of them have boyfriends.....
Just my luck lol the only people who like me have boyfriends, and while I can say that they may not have been the biggest problem a little while ago, I'm trying to change and I actually know of of the girls boyfriends, and he is cool.
*Story Time*
One day a group of men walking into the local tin smiths shop.
"we need 1,000 of everything you make here.
1,000 cups, 1,000 plates 1,000 pieces of everything you make."
When the old man's apprentice found out that they had a month to do all of this he began to freak out.
There is no way we can do all of this, I don't have the time and you can't do it all alone. 1,000 pieces is to much. How will we ever do it? he asked
Simple the old tin smith said. We are not doing 1,000 of everything.
The boy puzzled asked well what will we do when the men come back looking for the goods they have paid for.
The old man smiled and told the boy to let him worry about that.
Today he said, we make 1 cup.
After they finished he said now we make 1 plate.
Soon the piles began to increase.
After a month they had created 1,000 of everything.
I am currently the apprentice.
I see a goal or a problem and am beginning to talk myself out of it. Thinking I can never get it done.
Instead of breaking everything down and going piece by piece.
Instead I am so concerned I will never accomplish the task or goal set I instead do nothing.
I need to get out of this mindset.
I'm just so lost. I have this feeling I should be doing something, This feeling that it is time for me to be doing something. I just don't know what or even how to go about finding out.
I leave you with this message from some of my conservative friends
*in case you don't know me the above is sarcasm*

Can't you just feel god's love???
^_^
The End
I have not been able to personally thank you all so I am doing it here and will eventually get to thank you personally.
I also want to thank Alexis for the amazing gifts
^_^
You own face
Ok now on with life. I got that promotion at work, So now I am management.
Tonight was my first night closing by myself ( well with no other managers. )
I got to close with my friend Danni.
We watched 8 crazy nights and listened to emo music all night ^_^
It was fun.
In the past month two people that also work in the mall where I am employed have told me they have crushes on me.
Two bad both of them have boyfriends.....
Just my luck lol the only people who like me have boyfriends, and while I can say that they may not have been the biggest problem a little while ago, I'm trying to change and I actually know of of the girls boyfriends, and he is cool.
*Story Time*
One day a group of men walking into the local tin smiths shop.
"we need 1,000 of everything you make here.
1,000 cups, 1,000 plates 1,000 pieces of everything you make."
When the old man's apprentice found out that they had a month to do all of this he began to freak out.
There is no way we can do all of this, I don't have the time and you can't do it all alone. 1,000 pieces is to much. How will we ever do it? he asked
Simple the old tin smith said. We are not doing 1,000 of everything.
The boy puzzled asked well what will we do when the men come back looking for the goods they have paid for.
The old man smiled and told the boy to let him worry about that.
Today he said, we make 1 cup.
After they finished he said now we make 1 plate.
Soon the piles began to increase.
After a month they had created 1,000 of everything.
I am currently the apprentice.
I see a goal or a problem and am beginning to talk myself out of it. Thinking I can never get it done.
Instead of breaking everything down and going piece by piece.
Instead I am so concerned I will never accomplish the task or goal set I instead do nothing.
I need to get out of this mindset.
I'm just so lost. I have this feeling I should be doing something, This feeling that it is time for me to be doing something. I just don't know what or even how to go about finding out.
I leave you with this message from some of my conservative friends
*in case you don't know me the above is sarcasm*

Can't you just feel god's love???
^_^
The End
I just want to thank everyone that showed concern and sent well wishes for my friend megan.
She seems to fully be making the best of a horrible situation.
I'll keep you posted.
I have been working so much I have not had much time to be on-line reading all of your journals and commenting like I would like to.
I picked up a second job to help with the bills.
So I work overnights now as well,
I am looking at a promotion at the music store.
Which will be nice. Though I still do not understand how anyone under district manager manages to feed themselves and pay bills....
I got my friend Danielle a job working with me ^_^
Which makes me happy. So with my promotion and my friend getting a job there hopefully we can make the store more fun and more ( music store like ) instead of fortune 500 neo nazi fascist run store that it is now.
So the other night lightning struck right outside of my window. I was awake to see it. The entire sky lit up. Damaged the sidewalk and shortly after the lightning hit the transformer outside of my window would activate lighting up the entire night sky for about a block. Then blew.
As a result my model is deciding it only wants to work on occasion.
My computer is also almost out the door. I need to start saving money to buy a new one.
I've been playing nintendo DS at night ( during work ^_^ )
It makes me want the Wii
I'm a loser but hopefully you still
<3 me
P.S My birthday is Saturday
^_^
The End
She seems to fully be making the best of a horrible situation.
I'll keep you posted.
I have been working so much I have not had much time to be on-line reading all of your journals and commenting like I would like to.
I picked up a second job to help with the bills.
So I work overnights now as well,
I am looking at a promotion at the music store.
Which will be nice. Though I still do not understand how anyone under district manager manages to feed themselves and pay bills....
I got my friend Danielle a job working with me ^_^
Which makes me happy. So with my promotion and my friend getting a job there hopefully we can make the store more fun and more ( music store like ) instead of fortune 500 neo nazi fascist run store that it is now.
So the other night lightning struck right outside of my window. I was awake to see it. The entire sky lit up. Damaged the sidewalk and shortly after the lightning hit the transformer outside of my window would activate lighting up the entire night sky for about a block. Then blew.
As a result my model is deciding it only wants to work on occasion.
My computer is also almost out the door. I need to start saving money to buy a new one.
I've been playing nintendo DS at night ( during work ^_^ )
It makes me want the Wii
I'm a loser but hopefully you still
<3 me
P.S My birthday is Saturday
^_^
The End
I ran into my friend megan today. I havn't seen her or talked to her in over three months.
She is now in a wheel chair
She started hydroplaning at 63 ( speed limit is 55 ) and hit a tree head on in her honda civic.....
She shattered both ankles. They are now metal, both knee's are gone, also metal. Broke every bone in her left foot and almost every in her right. Broke her pelvis.
The car is fine other then needing a new fender......
She has just gained the ability to wiggle her toes again. The doctor has told her she ( at best ) will be disabled for 3 years. When and if she is able to walk again she will have a limp ( best case )
She will never be able to run or jump or skip again because the weight coming down could push the metal bars or plates through her skin.....
She just turned 18 this year
I couldn't muster words to say to her. I knew that nothing I said could ever make a moment of it better. I knew that there was nothing I could do to ease her pain physical or emotional.....I hate seeing friends in such pain and not being able to help.
*emo tear*
The End
She is now in a wheel chair
She started hydroplaning at 63 ( speed limit is 55 ) and hit a tree head on in her honda civic.....
She shattered both ankles. They are now metal, both knee's are gone, also metal. Broke every bone in her left foot and almost every in her right. Broke her pelvis.
The car is fine other then needing a new fender......
She has just gained the ability to wiggle her toes again. The doctor has told her she ( at best ) will be disabled for 3 years. When and if she is able to walk again she will have a limp ( best case )
She will never be able to run or jump or skip again because the weight coming down could push the metal bars or plates through her skin.....
She just turned 18 this year
I couldn't muster words to say to her. I knew that nothing I said could ever make a moment of it better. I knew that there was nothing I could do to ease her pain physical or emotional.....I hate seeing friends in such pain and not being able to help.
*emo tear*
The End
I feel so much better ^_^
( Even though no one came and cuddled with me *emo tear* )
but now unfortunately HollywoodDarling is sick
so go wish her a fast recovery and tell her you want her to get better soon
Because she owns face
*oh yeah and shes uber-cute*
^_^
So basically I have been working non stop.
7:30am-9:30pm mon-fri
then traveling 2 hours to Dartmouth for the weekends.
I'm broke so its ok I guess and the weekends are fun.
Its so nice to get to hang out with other natives my age.
If your not around others who can relate to you on so many levels all the time then you know what I'm talking about.
I also have a crush
But it seems destined to forever be just a crush
An actual update when I get some free time
^_^
The End
( Even though no one came and cuddled with me *emo tear* )
but now unfortunately HollywoodDarling is sick
Because she owns face
*oh yeah and shes uber-cute*
^_^
So basically I have been working non stop.
7:30am-9:30pm mon-fri
then traveling 2 hours to Dartmouth for the weekends.
I'm broke so its ok I guess and the weekends are fun.
Its so nice to get to hang out with other natives my age.
If your not around others who can relate to you on so many levels all the time then you know what I'm talking about.
I also have a crush
But it seems destined to forever be just a crush
An actual update when I get some free time
^_^
The End
So that sickness I was talking about previous entry
is
sinusitis,
bronchitis,
and pneumonia
True Story
Throwing up on the hospital floor ( two seperate times ) gets you helped faster
no work for 5 days.
way to start my first week of job number 2
Cheer me up
or
cuddle with me
The End
is
sinusitis,
bronchitis,
and pneumonia
True Story
Throwing up on the hospital floor ( two seperate times ) gets you helped faster
no work for 5 days.
way to start my first week of job number 2
Cheer me up
or
cuddle with me
The End
ugh, I'm sick right now.
I rarely get sick and I am now seeing how uncool this being sick is.
P.s cough drop, dayquil, powdery cough suppressants that melt as soon as they touch your tongue, then wash it all down with cider. May indeed be the grossest thing ever.
Seriously tastes like ass only not as good.
So UNH ( the University of New Hampshire )
has offered to pay my tuition for 4 years of school.
and pay me 2,500 a semester for working with them as a lesion to enhance ( or create in this case ) positive relations between the school and local natives.
Set up and run a native american program.
Set up a council consisting of tribal elders, teachers, faculty and students
So while the school was not on my list of top 3.
How can I really turn down a free pass and a paying job doing something I love, and getting to work with the native community.
Thinking about some more piercings.
Work gave me the ok on facial.
Thinking right now about lip, septum
Any suggestions??
The End
I rarely get sick and I am now seeing how uncool this being sick is.
P.s cough drop, dayquil, powdery cough suppressants that melt as soon as they touch your tongue, then wash it all down with cider. May indeed be the grossest thing ever.
Seriously tastes like ass only not as good.
So UNH ( the University of New Hampshire )
has offered to pay my tuition for 4 years of school.
and pay me 2,500 a semester for working with them as a lesion to enhance ( or create in this case ) positive relations between the school and local natives.
Set up and run a native american program.
Set up a council consisting of tribal elders, teachers, faculty and students
So while the school was not on my list of top 3.
How can I really turn down a free pass and a paying job doing something I love, and getting to work with the native community.
Thinking about some more piercings.
Work gave me the ok on facial.
Thinking right now about lip, septum
Any suggestions??
The End
So basically the SG show was the greatest thing ever.
True Story
Here are a couple picture
The girls where nice enough to sign my tickets

Sid nixon sin me and reagan

Me and Sin after the show

Me covered in Beer thanks to the amazing Reagan

Yeah so thanks to
all of the wonderful ladies on the tour
Reagan, Nixon, Razzi Reno Austin Xiolita
Thanks to you this was by far one of the best nights of my life
^_^
Felt so much love from the girls.
Reagan shared some beers with me
one of the girls gave me some candy
Now I'm hyper and gonna go fucking run around some haha
P.s The opening bands where really good.
The End
True Story
Here are a couple picture
The girls where nice enough to sign my tickets

Sid nixon sin me and reagan

Me and Sin after the show

Me covered in Beer thanks to the amazing Reagan

Yeah so thanks to
all of the wonderful ladies on the tour
Reagan, Nixon, Razzi Reno Austin Xiolita
Thanks to you this was by far one of the best nights of my life
^_^
Felt so much love from the girls.
Reagan shared some beers with me
one of the girls gave me some candy
Now I'm hyper and gonna go fucking run around some haha
P.s The opening bands where really good.
The End
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