So, my girlfriend isn't my "girlfriend" anymore, but we're still seeing each other. Relationships are insanely difficult and complicated. I'd give them up, if it wasn't for how wonderful they are when they're working.

Oh, that's why. We were breaking up soon. Figures.

Ugh. Why is it that on the day I'm super horny and wait around for hours, my girlfriend cancels plans to come sleep over?

Well, didn't end up cancelling my account. I didn't use it much for a while there, but I find myself dropping into V&E chat most nights these days. Some new faces (read: boobs) in there that I really like.

In other news, my screenplay is going to be made into a movie. Tim (co-writer) and I are pretty excited about it. An ex girlfriend of his does music videos for some pretty big artists, and she just wrapped on her first short film. She was looking for a script for her first feature-length film, and she really loves ours. Since it's set in an area very similar to Nevada (where I live), the shooting is going to take place locally, so we can be on set. Pretty rad.

Other than that, things are going along as usual. Girlfriend and I are getting on very well. Work is work. Playing lots of EVE lately. Getting progressively more pumped about PAX East.

How is everyone?

Might be cancelling my account soon. I use it less and less these days, and I already use it very little. I was very active on this site a while back, when I was a single student with loads of free time and money. Now that I work full time, have a full time girlfriend, and money is tighter, even the $4/mo seems silly for something I rarely use.

I'm worried about losing the blogs and friends I have here, though, few as they are.

It was 85 degrees in my office today. I survived on horchata and cherry Slurpees, but barely.

Nerdy news:

General news:

My girlfriend and I are doing really well. I like her an awful lot. She's so much fun. We're still working on a single girl to join us for some fun. Things almost happened a while back, but everyone was a little too drunk. So now we're just trying to spend time with her, get her comfortable, etc. We know she's open the idea, she's just uptight. Oh, the things we would BOTH do to this girl...

Having a full time job is different. The hours where you aren't at work suddenly become super important, as does sleeping the proper amount. The days seem so much shorter.

Anyway. I'm woefully absent from SG due to my life being so busy lately, but I miss it. And the people.

Bleh. All my friends are at some nightclub. I really want to hang out, but I don't like nightclubs. I don't like dancing, or loud music, or the fucking strobe lights. I have to be really drunk not to be annoyed by the whole thing.

So I guess I'm going to go get really drunk now.

Stupid nightclubs.

I've talked about my strained relationship with my Dad in previous blogs. Anyone who knows me well knows that I have a very awkward and, what I consider to be, dysfunctional relationship with my Dad.

He called today, and for the first time in a while I was completely honest with him. I told him I wasn't going to take classes in the fall, because I was just burnt out on school. I told him that I was really enjoying working full time, and I didn't have any intention of stopping.

The thing about my Dad is that he really is a good guy. He's supportive and understanding. I just have a really hard time being honest with him, because the distance between us is so great.

So it was really nice to tell my Dad how I felt and what I was going to do, and to have him just say, "Well, I understand. I was there when I was your age, too." It really took a load off.

I feel much better now. Much less worried and stressed about it.

In other news, my girlfriend and I are looking for a girl to be a third.

BLIND GUARDIAN RULES!



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