Member: JMays

JMays My time is my psychological enemy!

I’m private
 

Previous

PAGE: 

1 | 2

Next

Blog
APRIL 26, 2010 @ 04:32 PM | NO COMMENTS


It has been awhile since I was active on SG but I still love to come back and look through what the site has to offer. Thank you to all!
MARCH 22, 2010 @ 06:42 PM | NO COMMENTS


Revolution! Revolution! Revolution! Revolution! Revolution! Revolution! Revolution! Revolution! Revolution!
MARCH 19, 2010 @ 03:14 PM | NO COMMENTS


Last nights show was sweet... Wished they would have played more from their up coming CD. I believe I am starting to feel my age. Gone out all this week and I feel it. I just got to make to Sunday and that is it, no more play for at least a week!
MARCH 18, 2010 @ 01:46 PM | 1 COMMENT


Tonight I am off to watch one of my favorite bands.. like ohh my gahd! Seriously though.
SILENT CIVILIAN
3/18/2010 7:00 PM at The Fish Pub
Tempe, Arizona
I will be there, come throw some elbows with me!!!
MARCH 17, 2010 @ 12:52 PM | NO COMMENTS


Better post this early.. I hope everyone doesn't wear any green today. Enjoy a day that is truly designed as foreplay for sadomasochism. "Love the pinch" and pinch those you like or love really hard in special places! If they are not wearing green and you can't stand them, well "dick punch" for the guys and "cooter kick" for the girls.
Enjoy!
MARCH 16, 2010 @ 01:39 PM | NO COMMENTS


All I have on my mind is "Work" and trying to find some! This is a first... Since July I have submitted over 150 applications and resumes. Only 4 responses at this point. Any other time I would apply for jobs it took no more than 5 to get a response. The irony is I just finished school and am more qualified than ever before and am unable to find a career. It is hilarious, how for so many years my family preached that I needed an education. That very education has put me over 40Gs in debt and is on the verge of destroying a 750 credit score. I worked so hard to build up that score. I have always pursued knowledge by doing. Know the knowledge I obtained from studying through an institution is going to bring it all down!! Who says traditional education pays off. I am a man who likes to follow through and pay off my debts, on time, with no complaints. However, I truly have come to terms with this. I don't care anymore about the credit score or following through on my loans. I did my part. I graduated top of my class with honors. I am aggressively seeking employment. If it don't work out and I have to work at a gas station or something, I can hold my head high. I didn't create this problem. They say if I don't pay, it will only hurt myself. That is rich!! All empires fall in due time and in time a new one is rebuilt. At least I know I will not be alone. The people of this country are falling along with me. Once the smoke of financial ruin settles in this country I and everyone else will create a better place.

I never turn down the opportunity to learn. No matter the subject, I am willing. However, I should have stood firm in my belief that No One Should Have to Pay for An Education! I wonder how many people do not get an education for fear of ending up in a situation similar to mine? Once the snowball get rolling it tears your life apart. We go to school to learn and apply it in the world. If we are unable to apply it then everything you are looking to build is put further from your reach then where was prior to school!!! Degree = debt, no job = defaulted loans, bad credit = no house, no car, high insurance, high interest. Not to mention what it does to dating life. Hi, my name is Jeremy. I just graduated and because I am unable to find work, my credit has been destroyed. I can't rent an apartment without a co-signer so I moved back home with mommy. You interested in starting a relationship with me?... You will just have to put your head in the pillow so my mom doesn't hear you!! LOL I went a little far there but a point needed to be made!!

Ok.. I think I am gonna stop.. MLOL (maniacally laughing out loud)
That was fun!!
MARCH 12, 2010 @ 05:50 PM | 1 COMMENT


I find my self wanting to write something with depth. However, I do not feel that I have fully gathered what I wish to write about. I can tell it is trying to surface but it is not quite ready for exposure. It is hard to even say what the subject is. I hope I don't waste it on politics or money. It tends to be more of a rant then!
I go through these periods where I just need to put pen to paper or these days fingers to keys.
So be on the look out.
Oh yeah its Friday... go out get drunk, run around naked, scream profanities and find an unexplored place to get down right immoral!!
MARCH 11, 2010 @ 02:35 PM | 1 COMMENT


Ahh.. Back on track. Got my ass kicked hiking today. Was a little slower than usual but still passed kids almost a decade younger than me. I love doing that, age is but a number and a determined mind is a powerful mind! Think I will watch a movie tonight and just chill.
BTW Being unemployed sucks a leaky butt hole!!
Have a fan-fucking-tastic day. smile
MARCH 10, 2010 @ 08:28 PM | NO COMMENTS


Glad the last couple of days are behind me... Looking to get back on track. Woke up with a slight hangover from a night of drinking. Not much of a drinker anymore but felt it was necessary after the past couple of days. Tomorrow back to the mountain for a couple of hikes. This will be fun. Sweating out bar food and beer is always a painfully fun exercise.
MARCH 8, 2010 @ 09:12 PM | 2 COMMENTS


Mondays really suck!!!
Today was a day worth letting slip into the past. It started out close to a normal day. Got up, ate, walked the dog. looked for work and checked on my Mother's animals. As of two days ago her goat came down with a progressive sickness. We have been nursing him as best as possible but today he turned for the worse. Throughout the day I would go back and check on him. By the time my mother returned Cinnamon(the goat) was obviously suffering. Around 6pm it was decided we needed to act quickly to relieve him of his pain. Unfortunately, there are no vets with a good understanding of goats. When they get this bad typically the only answer is to put them down. By 8pm the vet was there and by 9pm Cinnamon was gone.
Watching anything you love suffer is hard on the soul.
Past
MAY 2010

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31

APRIL 2010

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

MARCH 2010

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28

29

30

31

FEBRUARY 2010

1

2

3

4

5

6

7

8

9

10

11

12

13

14

15

16

17

18

19

20

21

22

23

24

25

26

27

28