trying to decide what to do on a surprise day off work... oh to be productive or not to be...
Hello out there in SG land 
I was just watching the first season of Californication again and the beautiful DaniCA reminded me I had not been on here in AGES!!!! So I am back for a quick update...
Life, well, it's been life-like. Caring for children these days, so my adult conversation skills are waning, but it is holding off my baby impulses one poopy diaper and day of vomit at a time.
My parents' divorce has not been great or fun for anyone, but I still have faith in a year or so maybe it will be better that they are apart, once the hard part of now is over?
Boy and I are still together and doing quite well- just moved in together this month <3 <3 <3 That means I am living amongst boxes and boxes and feel like a hoarder, mostly regarding shoes and books, but I SWEAR, eventually, if I ever have any free time, I will make it all fit and pretend to be organized!
Performing is good- I have just this last weekend shot an old-school 40's style black and white short that I am really excited to see the finished product, and it confirms my wish of a black and white world... Monumental about that shoot was that I had to smoke in it, and I have never smoked ANYTHING as a singer, bc it is so bad for your voice, so smoking a half a pack in one day was ROUGH! But for that style of film it was necessary, and we all make sacrifices for our art (and since I act more than sing these days...)
Another movie I did last year premiered locally recently, and I am excited to see things start to hit the film festival circuit. We'll see how things do!
Well, I should hop off for now. My current mood is completely overwhelmed, a feeling I have irrationally felt a lot these days- have some important things coming up, including a phone call that could determine a lot in the next 15 minutes, so if you are the prayer-saying sort, please do so and say a quick one for me.
I love you all and wish you well- hopefully I will remember to hop back one here more often and my laptop will stay alive long enough for me to remain online in general!!!
I was just watching the first season of Californication again and the beautiful DaniCA reminded me I had not been on here in AGES!!!! So I am back for a quick update...
Life, well, it's been life-like. Caring for children these days, so my adult conversation skills are waning, but it is holding off my baby impulses one poopy diaper and day of vomit at a time.
My parents' divorce has not been great or fun for anyone, but I still have faith in a year or so maybe it will be better that they are apart, once the hard part of now is over?
Boy and I are still together and doing quite well- just moved in together this month <3 <3 <3 That means I am living amongst boxes and boxes and feel like a hoarder, mostly regarding shoes and books, but I SWEAR, eventually, if I ever have any free time, I will make it all fit and pretend to be organized!
Performing is good- I have just this last weekend shot an old-school 40's style black and white short that I am really excited to see the finished product, and it confirms my wish of a black and white world... Monumental about that shoot was that I had to smoke in it, and I have never smoked ANYTHING as a singer, bc it is so bad for your voice, so smoking a half a pack in one day was ROUGH! But for that style of film it was necessary, and we all make sacrifices for our art (and since I act more than sing these days...)
Another movie I did last year premiered locally recently, and I am excited to see things start to hit the film festival circuit. We'll see how things do!
Well, I should hop off for now. My current mood is completely overwhelmed, a feeling I have irrationally felt a lot these days- have some important things coming up, including a phone call that could determine a lot in the next 15 minutes, so if you are the prayer-saying sort, please do so and say a quick one for me.
I love you all and wish you well- hopefully I will remember to hop back one here more often and my laptop will stay alive long enough for me to remain online in general!!!
Hey bitches, I'm back!!!!!
Back, blonde, and between productions of The Vagina Monologues, one down, another's production goes up in the next month. Hooray vaginas!
More soon
Back, blonde, and between productions of The Vagina Monologues, one down, another's production goes up in the next month. Hooray vaginas!
More soon
Getting antsy for a change in my look, but I am booked up for film projects for a bit and am somewhat locked in to the way I currently look... currently coveting more facial piercings and drastic hair changes, but for now I will have to look the way I do I guess... sigh.
I now come from a broken home.
After all this time, my parents have finally thrown in the towel.
Better off in the long run, but this time period kind of sucks.
Other than that, life is babies (not mine), filming, shooting, weddings (not mine), and homework. And boy 6 months this week. Feel silly celebrating it like I am in high school again, but hey, its his first 6 month anniversary, and its our first one, right?
Send happy thoughts towards me this weekend in the hopes that I will get my final project for my stupid online class done, and also eventually see the floor in my apartment again some day! So little time...
Hope all is well in cyber-land and elsewhere.
LOVE!!!!!
After all this time, my parents have finally thrown in the towel.
Better off in the long run, but this time period kind of sucks.
Other than that, life is babies (not mine), filming, shooting, weddings (not mine), and homework. And boy
6 months this week. Feel silly celebrating it like I am in high school again, but hey, its his first 6 month anniversary, and its our first one, right?Send happy thoughts towards me this weekend in the hopes that I will get my final project for my stupid online class done, and also eventually see the floor in my apartment again some day! So little time...
Hope all is well in cyber-land and elsewhere.
LOVE!!!!!
Hello happy people!!!! How is life in the interweb and out today!?!?!
I am good. Busy, and tired, but good.
Working many many jobs, from serving to haunted tour guide to nannying, and always acting and modeling of course. I feel like I have been studying like crazy lately- I always have more lines to learn! I am shooting 3 feature lengths here locally, and so far I am having a lot of fun. Shooting has only begun on one of them, but pre-production for the others has kept me pretty busy. I am a producer on one of them! I'm still modeling occasionally, and I really do hope to shoot another set for SG (or maybe get started on Zivity) soon, but for now my days are pretty booked with all my random gigs and auditioning, PLUS we are getting into wedding season
FOUR weddings to go to this summer! Yikes!
In other life things, my place is a mess as always, weather is REALLY heating up here, and I HATE it (triple digits is too much for me!) and things with the boy are still going well. Who would have guessed?
Just went to the Weezer concert around here, and it was AWESOME, but more like half a concert, it was way too short, so that sucked, but oh well. Short good times are better than no good times, right?
Other than that, no news is good news, right? LOVE LOVE LOVE you all and will try to keep up more!
I am good. Busy, and tired, but good.
Working many many jobs, from serving to haunted tour guide to nannying, and always acting and modeling of course. I feel like I have been studying like crazy lately- I always have more lines to learn! I am shooting 3 feature lengths here locally, and so far I am having a lot of fun. Shooting has only begun on one of them, but pre-production for the others has kept me pretty busy. I am a producer on one of them! I'm still modeling occasionally, and I really do hope to shoot another set for SG (or maybe get started on Zivity) soon, but for now my days are pretty booked with all my random gigs and auditioning, PLUS we are getting into wedding season
FOUR weddings to go to this summer! Yikes!In other life things, my place is a mess as always, weather is REALLY heating up here, and I HATE it (triple digits is too much for me!) and things with the boy are still going well. Who would have guessed?
Just went to the Weezer concert around here, and it was AWESOME, but more like half a concert, it was way too short, so that sucked, but oh well. Short good times are better than no good times, right?Other than that, no news is good news, right? LOVE LOVE LOVE you all and will try to keep up more!
It's possible the internet is the worst possible thing to happen to hypochondriacs like me
Last night my boyfriend and I broke up. Mostly bc he is moving in Nov.
I was sad. Took my little friend Ambien (only one, I swear... I used to eat those things like candy!)
Went to sleep. Woke up. Decided I was calmer and should text him.
That's about the last thing I remember. Yep, that's right kids, I got back together with my boyfriend during the twilight haze of an Ambien, and DO NOT REMEMBER the conversation. Apparently he called and we talked and worked things out. If I had not awoken to a few texts about lunch tomorrow, I would not have known, and I had to call him and ASK him what all was said. But I am still all melancholy in the break up mood today, bc I never got the sweet getting back together talk, or at least I don't remember it!
So moral of the story friends, is... well, no moral really, but wtf!?!?!?!?!
I was sad. Took my little friend Ambien (only one, I swear... I used to eat those things like candy!)
Went to sleep. Woke up. Decided I was calmer and should text him.
That's about the last thing I remember. Yep, that's right kids, I got back together with my boyfriend during the twilight haze of an Ambien, and DO NOT REMEMBER the conversation. Apparently he called and we talked and worked things out. If I had not awoken to a few texts about lunch tomorrow, I would not have known, and I had to call him and ASK him what all was said. But I am still all melancholy in the break up mood today, bc I never got the sweet getting back together talk, or at least I don't remember it!
So moral of the story friends, is... well, no moral really, but wtf!?!?!?!?!
Waking up with a Taylor Swift song "I wore a dress, you wore dark grey t-shirt..." is only slightly less weird than last night when I woke up with a song from Rudolph "there's Always Tomorrow..." stuck in my head.
Return to the world of the working tomorrow as a server at a fun posh place, but start on the breakfast shift- oy, is 6 am going to come soon!
Family is fucked up, the ex called this morning while the current was here but we slept through it, and I am confused as always about the current... really digging him a lot these days, and the idea of getting further involved just to have him go to LA in the fall or me go to Singapore this or next year makes me not want to bother. Army boy is due in town in a few days and I haven't written him his "Dear John" letter yet, so he expects me to hang out which I can't with the boyfriend, esp since we are meeting the parents this week, ironically, it just fell so we are meeting his on Fri and mine on Sat, without planning for it to be a crazy weekend of family. So we will see.
Highlights of recent have included extensive callbacks for a film I like, so hopefully I will get THAT role, Liberty of London lingerie from Target, painting my bathroom a happy orange sherbet color, and my new cell phone... the ghetto version of a Blackberry or something, but it is fun!
Feel like I should be going to bed NOW in order to wake up in the morning. Wish me luck!
JEM
Return to the world of the working tomorrow as a server at a fun posh place, but start on the breakfast shift- oy, is 6 am going to come soon!
Family is fucked up, the ex called this morning while the current was here but we slept through it, and I am confused as always about the current... really digging him a lot these days, and the idea of getting further involved just to have him go to LA in the fall or me go to Singapore this or next year makes me not want to bother. Army boy is due in town in a few days and I haven't written him his "Dear John" letter yet, so he expects me to hang out which I can't with the boyfriend, esp since we are meeting the parents this week, ironically, it just fell so we are meeting his on Fri and mine on Sat, without planning for it to be a crazy weekend of family. So we will see.
Highlights of recent have included extensive callbacks for a film I like, so hopefully I will get THAT role, Liberty of London lingerie from Target, painting my bathroom a happy orange sherbet color, and my new cell phone... the ghetto version of a Blackberry or something, but it is fun!
Feel like I should be going to bed NOW in order to wake up in the morning. Wish me luck!
JEM
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