well . it has been a while since my last blog and many events had happen recently. well as you all know i was pregnant when and i was damn proud of it but unfortantely the higher power had other plans and i had to give birth to my baby girl when i was only 5 1/2 months and she couldnt handle the outside world just yet so she passed away shortly after i gave birth to her. her name was keira may and she was the most cutiest baby ever on this earth and i will always miss her no matter want and she will be in my heart throughout my lifetime. and being so i decide that i shall continue my journey on to become a SG. just got to loose this baby fat and contiune working on my sleeve.