I've been informed that I need to do an update.
OK, today is 2 Jan. I know I should have done an update yesterday to ring in the New Year., But you know what... I had a hangover and didn't feel like it. New Years Eve was ok, I got a lil drunk, talked to a bunch of people, and went home alone. I had some random weird guy ask me about 5min til midnight, "Who are you making out with at midnight??" My only response I could come up with was, "Myself" and I turned around and walked away. The highlight of my evening was hanging out with Adrenaline and making fun of people. Unfortunately, because of my alcohol consumption, I eventually became her target. THANKS!! Some of the pics from that night are in her journal, just click over there to see them. As far as New Years resolutions.. I haven't come up with any yet. However, if I do... I'll post them. That way everyone can pick on me when I don't live up to them.
OoOoOh... and 11 days and counting til I go on vacation!! I'm taking 30 days off work to regain my sanity. I can't wait!!

Today was another short day at work, and then naturally Adrenaline and I were up to our normal shenanigans again. Went to the Mall, bummed around, made fun of people, had lunch, made fun of more people, went to Starbucks, made fun of a couple of more people, and then went home. I FINALLY was able to present her with her Christmas gift today. I'm sure she'll tell everyone all about that later.
As I sit here typing this, I am about to lose my GD mind!! I live in a 10 story apt building... somewhere below me it sounds like 5-6 little girls are screaming at the top of their lungs for shit and giggles and the people directly above me are clogging. I'm about to start screaming off my balcony!!! For crying out loud, why do people insist on acting like complete assholes when the walls are so thin and we're all crammed together?? When I had a house 1) I really couldn't hear my neighbors and 2) My neighbors were more sensitive to keeping it down. Is it really too much to ask for people to be considerate to each other these days??? Just a thought.
Ok, now thats out of my system... here's some pics...
This is "Patience", everyone needs a lil patience But Adrenaline will tell you he is the bird spawn of satan... it always tries to bite her.

Wow, not a single comment off my rant yesterday. Geez, did I scare everyone off? Anyhow, onto a new day. I'm back to work, yay! (rolling eyes) but its a short day. So its do-able. I'm getting some couches delivered this afternoon. I'm getting excited, my place is finally coming together. I've been out of the 'rents house for 7yrs now, and for one reason or another I've always had roommates. About a month ago I made the decision to wing it on my own, I figured I'm a "big girl" now so I can live by myself. The only thing that is taking some adjustment is the quiet. Now granted, I like quiet... but I'm not used to it. I usually had to argue to get it. Well off to work.

WARNING: MAJOR RANT!!:
Have you ever reached that point in your life where everday feels the same? Like you're trapped in your own version of the movie Groundhog's Day? Granted I've been able to be off from work for the last few days, but I am really not looking forward to going back. There was a time when I actually enjoyed my job and looked forward to each day. Now when I wake up I get that naueasated feeling. Its like I don't get that fulfillment anymore. I go in, get treated like shit, accomplish nothing, learn nothing, and go home, rinse and repeat. I'm stuck in some sort of depressing rut and I don't know how to get myself out of it. I need a vacation.
So, I've been hanging out with my good friend Adrenaline a lot lately which has taken the edge off. Its nice to have all those "inside" jokes back again. My humor was a little misunderstood for the year that she was gone. I have to enjoy this time as much as I can before Inzaine gets back, it'll be weeks before I'll see her again, if you get what I mean

Today was festive. I went to work for a whole... brace yourself... 2 hours. I'm spent. So I guess its offically the "big" count down to Christmas. Is something wrong with me if I say I am still not in the Christmas spirit? Hopefully I'll have it on the big day?!

So, I'm trying to warm-up to this journal thing. I've never been good at writing things down. Its that whole, "evidence" concept that I can't get past. Yes, I was that kid that her parents read her diary and naturally once that blew up in my face, I swore to never use a journal or diary ever again.
Well I know that I have "issues" and that I'm pretty screwed up so, ah what the hell... maybe journaling here where I already know that what I enter is up for public view may cure me.

Well here I am..., a good friend of mine introduced me to this site and I am pretty excited to see what its all about. So on with the show....