hi.

aaaaaaaaaaaalrighty.

so school and i are not in a symbiotic relationship.

as of yesterday, i am officially registered for classes. i had to drop my chem class because the first day of school not only did i MISS the lecture (i went to the room and it was like geology. ICKKK) but i couldn't find the lab. so i saw a councillor and said FUCK THAT. and i had to get permission to sign up for new classes.

so now i'm taking anatomy (which, is kicing my cute lil patooti, see below), food prep (hooray for a college cooking class), food sanitation and safety (another easy class... my teacher is entirely random and is like... kay i'm ready to go home...see you next week [friday only class] for a bit), nutrition and agin, and cultural and social aspect of food (with a vegitarian teacher from texas YALL hahaha).

i have class MWF 7:30am-6pm. plus i commute so i leave my house at 5:45am and get home circa 7. Y to the UCK. maybe i should switch the y for an f... *sigh*
plus i'm working tuesday morning 8-1, tuesdayand thursday night 5-10:30, the occassional friday 5-9pm, saturday 8-3 and 5-10, and sunday after church (about 10:15) to 8:45.

now i'm not complaining too much... since i know i brought this all on me... but eww anyway.
social life=nonexistant. ask Elipsis. i never see her anymore



ANATOMY: my bitchfit is that this class is too much work for four units. especially with that stupid schedule. wednesday teacher told us tht we had to read four chapters, know the material thoroughly, and do 30 or so lab pages by monday. because we have a test wednesday.
so i was like... 4 chapters in 5 days no big.
200 fucking pages. of almost purely vocabulary. seriously, the pages are bold.
i have to know the names, locations and functions of EVERY bone in the human body.
I have to know every type of bone you can find in the body and where they are.
i have to know the different sections of the bone, the anatomical and cellular structure, and
the cartilage (type, name, location) and muscle/tendons that connect/are connected to the bones.

NO.THANK.YOU. :blackeye:

so i ditched out of one job thurs morning and this morning (ummm... i have pink eye.. "EWW THAT'S GOSHGOLLY CONTAGIOUS DON'T COME IN. " are you sure... heehee) and the other job last night (my doctor put me on antbiotics that make me sick. so unless you want me to come in throwing up waitressing... ibetter stay home. "GODDAMMIT OKAY FINE.") {[can you tell which boss is the overly christian one and which one has only been in a church to get married in? hahahaha]}.
I DITCHED OUT OF WORK TO STUDY!!! HOW LAME IS THAT!?!?!

one more thing.... my darling dearest psychoass ex goes to school with me.
and wants to hang out.
and talk
and be friends.
and
CARPOOL.
like i'm FUCKING getting in a FUCKING car with you.
asshole.
maybe i should do it so i can throw him out the car on the freeway?
but i made a new friend that is in every one of my classes with me except one and she's an inch shorter than me so we're cute together lol. (actually fyi, our whole cooking lab group is my height minus the one girl who has tarantula eyelashes!!! :surreal. aaaaand one of the girls i've went ot school with since third grade is on campus, so we have lunch mondays .

and i started therapy yesterday. i have an hour session starting this friday for 10 weeks for stress and depression management, and to vent. because it's nice to have an unbiased, knowledgable person to vent to. especially when it's free. so that's really good for me. i need it so i don't start punching people or have any more breakdowns.

the end. i'm sleepy and i have to get up early/church/work/study tomorrow.

peace lovies <3

i start school tomorrow.
four classes, 14 units.
one huge chem book and one giat anatomy book... they weigh freaking 30 pounds i swear.
i named them deliah and angelica. because they are freakin heavy as babies.
and then i have my THANK YOU GOD classes... food safety and food preparation AKA cooking class.

at least anatomy has a coloring book.
...seriously?? seriously.

on another note, i've been on a friendsweep in my real life, and now i'm down to less than a handful. and it's made me really happy. i don't mind not having a lot of people around. like, now i've surrounded myself with quality people that actually care about me and my well-being, and are doing something with their lives.
like Elipsis. she's freaking amazing and one of the best friends i value. I MISS YOU!!!!!
instead of being around people that cheat on their boyfriends, complain about the two units they dropped out of, and hate their job.
quality over quantity, for sure.

random sentance:
My company, within an hour and a half of being here, is asleep.
next time, PLEASE tell me that you haven't gone to bed since friday morning. or, better yet. GET SOME FUCKING SHUT EYE WHEN YOU KNOW WE'VE MADE PLANS TO HANG OUT AND I DON'T GET TO SEE YOU HARDLY EVER ANYWAY.


FUCKASS!!!

(p.s., i still like you. but ONLY because you're adorable when you sleep.)

okay. that was my mini rant. but what's a post without one??

and now, something completely different.



<3

today i worked both jobs for a total of 11 and a half hours straight. well almost. i had to drive 20 minutes from one job to the next, but stilllllllll. i made 60 bucks in tips at the waitressing job tonight and it made me happy i like working an extra night now that the bitch everyone hated quit

and i had school this morning.

and i got my paycheck for one job yesterday and it was 245.

so i paid off my credit card iN FULL with both paychecks.

<3 and i'm exhausted.

night nighttttttt

pictures are still coming. slightly delayed now that i'm all medicated...

i got my bottom two wisdom teeth out today.
at 8 this morning.
i took 2 valium before i left the house, then they put this numbing stuff on my arm where the IV went and it had to set for a half hour.
and then they gave me nitrous (laughing gas) so i wouldn't care about the IV cuz i'm fucking scared to death of needles.
but it didn't work and i kept trying to tell the lady but she didn't belive me.
and they put all these electrode clamps on me... one on my ankle and both wrists, plus hte finger heartbeat thing and a blood pressure checker.
and then i hecka felt them do the IV and i was crying...
and the last thing i remember was the lady wiping my eyes and then asking me if i had a nice nap lol.
and then i had to stay an extra half hour.
so i got home at like, 1030 and i took a vicodin and a xanax and fell asleep. and i woke up at like 1230 in SO MUCH FUCKING PAIN. so i took another V hahaha... and my mouth is bleeding hella. blood nad chocolate, YUMMMM

and my dad bought me a milkshake and now he's at the store getting me soup and jello

so, if you're religious, pray for a quick and easy recovery
if not... well wishes would be wonderful.

love you all, sorry there's probably hella spelling errors and this was really long...

<3

I'm Home!!

i will have pictures soon.... my computer's being a bitch

Mexico was absolutely fucking amazing.
my cousin from tennessee that i never see EVER came down too along with my dad and his gf.
oh boy. the two of them drove me nuts, :blackeye: but my cousin kept me sane.
she had her 22 bday while we were down there... mwahaha.
My new obsession is vanilla tequila..... OMFG so goooooood. put it in coke and you got one HELL of a drink there.

We went out a few nights during the two weeks, and had free drinks. Our favorite bar is called THE ZOO. Rafael , our hot and charismatic host turned server bought all our drinks except two out of everytime we went. Hooray.
And i freak danced with his brother, Sammy, who was in a gorilla suit. I made all the drunk girls very, VERY jealous if i do say so myself. He liked me quite a bit. So much, in fact, that he wanted me to come by after he got off work so he could take me home. I politely declined.
I had already surplused my "Mexican Boyfriends" quota.

I also have a beautiful new tan and a henna tattoo that is killer.
I tried to no avail to do a self-shot set on/near the beach (you could walk 30 secs to the beach from our condo). I took a few, and then people started staring at me, and it was a little tooooo uncomfortable. *sigh*

we also went on a canopy tour. you put on this god-awful harness thing (and this year we had to wear helmets and gloves which, if you fall from over 100M isn't gonna help much....) and then follow the line of people to the zip lines. there were about 15, you have cute boy number one hook you up and send you zooming down the zip lines through the trees and over rivers etc. cute boy number two catches you and sends you off to cute boy number three and the cycle keeps going. My mexican boyfriends number 3 and 4 were Vo and Freddy, and i would have gladly taken ANY of them home. The guy that was at hte VERY end was Lalo, who had been on my tour before, and it was my pleasure to have him help me unharness etc. mmmmmm..... he's so yummy. too bad i didn't get pictures with him.

let's see... other than beautiful sunsets, clean air, perfect ocean water, and 55-cent bus rides anywhere around town, i think that's it. and once my computer stops being a DOUCHEBAG, i'll have visual evidence

love you guys!!

i leave today!!!!! i'll be back the 21st!!!!!! i have red hair!!!!! hopefully i'll be tan!!!!!!!!!! love you!!!!!!!!!!!!

edit number 2: i come home tomorrow!! and my past week has been fullll of sunshine!! thanks for well wishes!!

i do however, have 2 infected mosquito bites.

i saw sex and the city last night and it was fan-fucking-tastic.

i went with my mom and her sister, my mom's friend and her sister, and my mom's friend's friend. we all went for cocktails before the movie.... i.e. they all had cosmo's and i had an ice tea and snuck some
and we went tot dinner after which made me angry cuz it was mexican food which i specifically voiced my dislike thereof. so i didn't eat yesterday.

i went clubbing wednesday night at a place called empire in sacramento... which is much nicer than barcode (i.e. less creepy people, more cute people, buuuuutttt more expensive and no guestlist ). my two girlfriends brought along a guy for me, which was slightly weird. blind date at the club much? they don't like the guy i'm semi-seeing and are doing their best to kick him to the curb. oh well. he was cute. but kinda old?
also wednesday, as we were waiting in lineish, my psych ex sends me a message telling me hes not gonna be able to pay me till july. long story shor: FUCK THAT, OH FUCK NO, and as nimby put it... shizank that mofo. hahaha i love you soooo much extra for that . but yeah, he's in BIG trouble. like, court trouble. geezus.

today my aunt is still here cuz the three of us are going to sac to see phantom of the opera! yaaaayyyyyyyyyyyyY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'm excited. and we're spending the night. mahahahaha

hope all is well with everyone.... los of LOVE!!

yay finals are done! no more school until summer school the end of june!!

i know three out of my 5 grades... i got an A in choir, a B in child development, and a D in philosophy.

i worked reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally hard on philosophy AND my teacher is a douchebag major.
*sigh* i'm really bummed about it. well, now i'm bummed.
when i found out i was hyperventilating and having a panic/anziety/OMGOMGOMGOMG attack.
and i cried a lot. because i've barely ever got a C in a class..
i'm still waiting for nutrition and econ. hopefully they will be good.

aand today i worked at my new job (aka job numbero 3) from 11-530. and tomorrow i work 9-3 and 5-10. sweet deal.

miss nimby is sick bronchitis is no bueno. get better!! and i was feeling slightly yucky with allergies. and since we both have shitty immune systems, i went to the doctor too (i know, i'm a copycat, right? lol). and he came in the room and was like "i just fucking fixed you. get out" and walked out of the room. hahaha but he came back. he gave me general antibiotics and cough syrup and a saltwater gargle thing. which is fun. my doctor also was like... "this is what you get for breathing. stay inside the rest of your life." and wrote me an excuse note from school and work until december 2030. LMFAO X 3. but he didn't sign it . otherwise i really woulda used it.

i'm taking the bus all summer. i have decided. gas is TOO.FUCKING.EXPENSIVE. especially for my shitty 15mpg scraper. fuck.

and now, i'm off to eat my lemon merangue pie from marie callendars. yumm. sorry. this post was longer than intended. kudos to you if you read it all!! <3