Hello all time to post a new blog and let you all know what is new in Hozilla land. Well I am planning to get married in September if all goes well. The plan is to do the whole thing in Vegas which should be pretty cool if I can get the money together to make it all happen as planned so wish me luck. I never thought I would find someone special in my life so I am so happy to finally be with someone who really adores me and just wants to be with me for who I am and not make me someone else. Well until next time hope everyone out there can be as happy as I am now. Love you all

Well hello again everyone decided to post a new blog and fill you all in on the lastest in my on going search for the perfect relationship. I am beginning to think I am cursed somehow, the latest girl I started seeing turned out to be a spy for my ex and started passing her information about what I said to her about my past relationship and the reasons it ended. To make matters worst i then get angry messages from my ex telling me that I was stirring up shit by telling people what happened. In addition to all this drama this new girl is a liar and told my ex that I was cheating on her before we broke up which I did not and would not do although considering I got accused of it anyway I probably should have but that is not me. So once again I sit here alone and the only place I can vent is here on the site so that is what I am doing.

I am so sick of this bullshit, so sick of how pathetic my life has become. If another woman tells me she just wants to be friends I swear I will probably strangle her. Or I don't want to get serious I want to date other people, bullshit. You want to fuck other people plain and simple, Just once it would be nice to meet someone that says what they really mean and doesn't insult my intelligence. I don't even want to do this whole dating thing anymore. What is the fucking point to it anyway. You spend a bunch of money on someone and talk only to have them run off with the next guy. Fuck that noise in it's fat ass
It is true nice guys finish last so now it is time to not be a nice guy and see what that gets me. Straight fucking no kissing from now on. If it aint about getting blown fuck your conversation and your motherfucking feelings. So long mr sensitive I can't wait to get my heart kicked in, hello I don't give a fuck about you hoes

Well I have broken things off with my girlfriend of 5 years. We have been having problems for sometime but I was willing to try to make it work but in the end I was the only one trying and it just got to be too painful to keep trying to hold on to someone that was not really there. In truth she has always been in love with another man and that man died last Feb and since that time she has drifted away from me completely despite my trying to be there for her. I was very hurt and depressed for a long time but now I see this as a chance to maybe find someone that really cares about me so I am hopeful about the future for the first time in a long time.

Hello all well I decided to post a new blog today. I am so looking forward to my vacation in virginia next month. I have been looking foward to it for months and now it is almost here so I am so happy.

I really don't understand this tag banning thing. I have been banned from tagging for 3 months and it is the second time this has happened and I have not tagged anything offensive or mean to anyone like some of the people on the site but yet I get banned i don't get this at all, who decides who gets banned and why if anyone knows this please explain it to me

Why I am voting Obama
As many of you know from my other blogs and bulletins I am strongly opposed to our continued involvement in Iraq. I do not believe the war in Iraq is making our country safer from terrorists which I believe to be the real enemy to Americans. I continue to believe that our resources are being drained from fighting against those that attacked us only to protect the special interests of certain political figures who have been shown to have questionable ties to certain large corporations that now recieve billions from Government contracts and oil profits. I think many of our basic rights have been systematically stripped away by the current administration without regard to the constitution or the wishes of the people. The time has come for Americans to stand up for what this country used to stand for and what I believe our military should be fighting for. We are a nation who's government has always been accountable to the people which makes us unique in the world as most governments have little or no accountability to the people they govern. My fear is that certain powers now have begun to damage that system and it is that system that makes America what it is at the core. We are a nation that exhaults freedom and justice, a nation that upholds equality and respect for others rights. I feel we are losing that and if we do not make careful decisions about the future leaders we may go the way of the Romans and collapse under the weight of our own corruption. I urge all of you to vote your coinscience and no matter who you prefer remember we are at a turning point in our history and what we do will make or break us as a nation

Hello all it has been awhile since I posted a blog but something has again pissed me off so I have to vent here again. I have been a memeber on this site for sometime now and most of the people here are pretty cool down to earth regular people that I get along with well enough but I recently ran into a rather fucked up fiance of one of the hopefuls that sent a message to me I suppose in a fit of jealousy. My question is this how is it that guys can know their wife, girlfriend etc has posed naked on an internet website and somehow expect that other guys have not seen these pictures and enjoyed them I mean after all the site is about beautiful sexy women being naked is it not. Now I can understand a person being jealous and wanting to keep a good thing to himself or herself but that is something one should discuss with their partner if they don't like their posing and not something to try and turn into somekind of cock fighting contest over the site. That is childish and more than a little retarded and not something likely to have much effect. I just wanted to post this to see what other people on the site felt both male and female and if anyone else has had such experiences on the site

I decided to post this for all those people that don't believe America can be a better place. I urge all of you who feel and understand this message and hate the direction our country has gone to stand up and voice your opinions

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Well hello all sorry I haven't been on in awhile my comp went down and it took me awhile to fix it but now I am back at least until it breaks again but that is microsoft for you. Hope all of you are doing welll. Well I have no earth shattering wisdom to give in this blog just wanted to show everyone this I thought it was pretty funny

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