My profile says its been nearly 3 years since I put a blog on here. Last one was a pic of Rancid (my teenage idols) standing in my yard holding my one year old daughter. That picture still blows my mind! And that little girl is four now. No longer my baby, shes a little person, razor sharp and with more personality than I could have imagined. She gets more fun every day, I wake up just to see what shes gonna do next, but god damn do I miss the baby in that picture!
And Im about 95% certain that every "friend" I used to talk to on here has long since gone grey. So it seems like a good place to vent to the wind. I picked up one of my best friends (brothers) tonight to take him out for his last night in town before moving to California. One of my oldest and best true partners in we should have been arrested for or dead crime. we both long since cooled off and live better lives, and its been more than a minute since we really hung out. Had a great fucking night just kicking back and catching up. Didnt realize till I was dropping him off just how much Im gonna miss the guy. Its amazing how a walk down memory lane and reliving old stories makes you realize how much youve grown and changed, but makes you remember that at the core youve always stayed true and never bent. Ill see him again soon, but in the mean time Im really gonna miss my friend, like I miss every one that time has seperated. But its always nice to remember that with true friends nothing ever changes and you can always pick back up like you left off yesterday. The day that changes I think Ill lay down and die! Until then, cheers till the next time brother!
And Im about 95% certain that every "friend" I used to talk to on here has long since gone grey. So it seems like a good place to vent to the wind. I picked up one of my best friends (brothers) tonight to take him out for his last night in town before moving to California. One of my oldest and best true partners in we should have been arrested for or dead crime. we both long since cooled off and live better lives, and its been more than a minute since we really hung out. Had a great fucking night just kicking back and catching up. Didnt realize till I was dropping him off just how much Im gonna miss the guy. Its amazing how a walk down memory lane and reliving old stories makes you realize how much youve grown and changed, but makes you remember that at the core youve always stayed true and never bent. Ill see him again soon, but in the mean time Im really gonna miss my friend, like I miss every one that time has seperated. But its always nice to remember that with true friends nothing ever changes and you can always pick back up like you left off yesterday. The day that changes I think Ill lay down and die! Until then, cheers till the next time brother!
So I swear the next time I think I actually may bother hitting on chick and end up stopping because shes already with a "guy" who could easily pass for her twin sister....
I think my head may actually explode!
I think my head may actually explode!
My hand is finally what they refer to as healed. Still kinda mangled looking but mostly functional. I finally got to start back to work over the weekend and it feels fantastic to be back on a truck! I may however soon be back of work after I violently murder my psychotic little partner. Have to wait and see how that one pans out.
I am officially sick of being injured! Had I the slightest idea how much pain and annoyance a stupid finger could cause me I would of just had them cut it off!
I was however lucky enough to get a light duty position for work so I dont have to burn all my benefit time. So ill be spending the next month or two doing an office job at city hall. Should be incredably interesting as ive never done a minute of office work in my life and am definatly not cut out for it. But I suspose I should just be gratefull I have a job that can accomadate me and my dumb ass will still be getting payed. Especially with all the medical bills ive no doubt incured between doctors visits and surgery. Besides one more week at home and Id pry be permanantly molded to the couch!
I was however lucky enough to get a light duty position for work so I dont have to burn all my benefit time. So ill be spending the next month or two doing an office job at city hall. Should be incredably interesting as ive never done a minute of office work in my life and am definatly not cut out for it. But I suspose I should just be gratefull I have a job that can accomadate me and my dumb ass will still be getting payed. Especially with all the medical bills ive no doubt incured between doctors visits and surgery. Besides one more week at home and Id pry be permanantly molded to the couch!
Lemme just tell ya how much fun this is!!!!! What kind of idiot needs their finger pinned back togather?
Lil update, I get to have surgery tomorrow. Doc says without a plate and screws ill never bend that finger again. As it is he says itll be about a year to get it back to normal. All for a stupid fucking finger!
I just hope it get to watch the surgery!
Lil update, I get to have surgery tomorrow. Doc says without a plate and screws ill never bend that finger again. As it is he says itll be about a year to get it back to normal. All for a stupid fucking finger!
I just hope it get to watch the surgery!
Im totally fucking excited I finally got my first sleeve started! Yeah for new tattoos!!!!!!!!!
walking by myself
i took a look around
i think i misunderstood the magic of this town
it's time to recognize that i should let it go
it doesn't look like it did
it doesn't feel like it should
i keep waiting for something
don't know how long i'll last
sometimes i think it could be my turn to detach
can't find the strength to decide where i should go
i don't think like i did i don't feel like i should
i saw familiar faces
far from those i knew so well
couldn't think of much to say
didn't know how i felt
so i put them behind me
and i let them go
they didn't look like they did
they didn't feel like they should
Avail - tuning
i took a look around
i think i misunderstood the magic of this town
it's time to recognize that i should let it go
it doesn't look like it did
it doesn't feel like it should
i keep waiting for something
don't know how long i'll last
sometimes i think it could be my turn to detach
can't find the strength to decide where i should go
i don't think like i did i don't feel like i should
i saw familiar faces
far from those i knew so well
couldn't think of much to say
didn't know how i felt
so i put them behind me
and i let them go
they didn't look like they did
they didn't feel like they should
Avail - tuning
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