I'm leaving SG land. Hit me up on myspace. I just don't think I should be spending money on the site right now...I'll be back one.

Love you guys.

So sorry its been ages since I have written. I am just very busy these days with school, work, moving and life. Thanks to all of yo who inquired or hinted (you know who you are ) about my blog. I deleted it. I don't have time to put the time into it like I want to. Maybe I will approach the idea again when things slow down.

I am seeing sevendust tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And taproot!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I've been cooking a lot latley. I made granola the other day, and lasanga a few days before that. I made Pumpkin bread before that. Not sure what brought this on. I can't even eat lasanga or pumpkin bread due to my allergies. I think I do it cuz it is fun and I like to make stuff for people. I also love how homemade food makes the apartment smell---like love, like family, like a real home.


I still have a shit load of packing to do.

Came home from class close to 9.
Microwaved Ben & Jerrys Phish Food ice cream in the microwave, then spent 30 minutes fishing (no pun intended) all the little chocolate fishes out.
I dumped the rest of the ice cream
Ate an apple
ate 100 cal bag of popcorn

Hit up blogger to see if anyone commented on my first post
nope

I move in 17 days.

Went to a vintage store the other day with Keith. I am now obsessed with opening my own store. I am researching it. I know the economy is hella tough these days. Still, I don't know how much longer I can deal with school, my current jobs and writing.

Does anyone have any books they can recommend that tell you how to open up a small business?? I wish I could open up a bar, but thats a lot of work-even though honestly thats not an issue for me-I just prefer a boutique.

I'm moving really soon. Just signed a lease to this really cool place in New York-an artist community, filled with art galleries, antique stores, boutiques, glass blower, and little different ethnic bistros. I have so much shit to pack. I'm tired just thinking about it.

I have decided to start telling people that I am smoking cigerettes again, even though its not true. I am just not into being the poster child for bad girl gone good-ya know? I also hate people looking at me, and judging what I do and stuff. I think it would be easier if I could openly say fuck off, but since a lot of the judgement comes from my job I can't really do that. Oh well.



I can't take credit for the above pick. Its from an artist I found on myspace. I love it though-sort of reminds me of me, a little with the dark hair and large mouth. I want to get my tattoo on-seriously. 2 more to go (for now )

Its been crazy long since I've written anything on here. When school was out I would always be on here when I got a spare minute. Now though...please..got too much shit to do.

Anyway, I am having a horrble candida outbreak...probably due to stress.

You know what I just realised about myself?? I'm a little square. I have recently encounted a few people who smoke week and cigs and do "other things", and for the first time in a really long time, I am totally disinterested and semi repulsed. Drugs are lame. At least on a regular basis-thats my feelings on it.

Ugg...my nose is stuffed up. I'm also a little sick.

I had a horrible anxiety attack yesterday. I don't know why. I just have so much school work and I have not gotten much of a chance to write, and I am trying to find a new place to live, and this week I am going to a shrink, and its a lot of stuff going on.

Anyway, yesterday I just busted out into tears and I must of sobbed for like 1 solid hour. A few hours later, my body went into its own little anxiety tack where my heart began to feel severe chest pains.
I hate this.

On a brighter note:

I dyed my hair!!!! Its gorgeous brown!! It looks fantastic! I love it.




Oh..fyi--Vanilla soymilk lite is da bomb in coffee!

Went to Sephora yesterday in Manhatten and bought myself a new perfume!!


I am so worried about this election. I hope women do not fall ofr Palin---any women who advocates pro life is not the one I want near me. It baffles me how some women would take away another womens choice to become a mother or not.
I shouldn't think about this so early.

I am just so freaked out about the election. I am considering learning French so I can move to Canada! I am not kidding. Whats happening to the country is really frightening me. As a democrat voter, and a liberal, I advocate choice. You can be conservative if you like-thats you're choice, but don't take away mine-ya know?!?!?!?

I hope you all think abou that. Forcing people never amounts to anything good.

Now for your viewing pleasure

Homework, work out, do dishes, call to look at new pads, and make a smoothie..not necessarily in that order.

Oh Saturdays.

Made you toast and eggs this morning after
you made me come to you on my knees with a
smile on my face.
Caught myself dreamin in the day again and I
didn't mind
Found your heart beating, content in my hands.


I am going to dye my hair. I have had blonde highlights for almost 2 years, give or take a season. I want my chocolate tresses back---think Angelina Jolie when she wore the gorgeous leather versace dress at the Mr and Mrs Smith premiere. What do you all think??

This is my poor hair now..so fried from all the damn bleach


what I hope to achieve after a trip to my stlyist