So my boyfriend is in Vegas right now, having the time of his life. Since he has been gone his place of work has completely shut down. No one has told him. I'm definitely not calling him... but ya it sucks big time.
Dear Suicidegirls,
I give up. I really dont have time for it. And as much as I would love to be one. There are only live one SG photographers in Texas, who I have tried getting ahold of numerous amounts of times and has contacted me maybe twice about a photoshoot but has never truly commited, so either I go out of state or find some random supposed sg photographer for a shoot. I'm over it. It just seems like you have to be a diamond in a rough for all this bs. And maybe I'm just not it.
I give up. I really dont have time for it. And as much as I would love to be one. There are only live one SG photographers in Texas, who I have tried getting ahold of numerous amounts of times and has contacted me maybe twice about a photoshoot but has never truly commited, so either I go out of state or find some random supposed sg photographer for a shoot. I'm over it. It just seems like you have to be a diamond in a rough for all this bs. And maybe I'm just not it.
New pictures....
hopefully i have some time for new sg pics.... but Im working on it.... el toro is all nice and healed up and I love him!!! My boyfriend got an armadillo (arm-a-dildo) added to his arm this week...
Overall thing have been crazy with work and the holidays. Last night my bestfriend
apparently I like to wear a boyscout unifrom while managing my bar (would you take me seriously??)
hopefully i have some time for new sg pics.... but Im working on it.... el toro is all nice and healed up and I love him!!! My boyfriend got an armadillo (arm-a-dildo) added to his arm this week...
Overall thing have been crazy with work and the holidays. Last night my bestfriend
apparently I like to wear a boyscout unifrom while managing my bar (would you take me seriously??)
ACL WAS AMAZING!!!!
woohoo I love working for a music company
And I love coming back home to work at my bar again
It was pouring rain... this is right before Dave Matthews (he totally walked right past me) very good looking in person also he drinks Sam Adams just FYI. I saw Meg Ryan at ACL (she's tiny, but super cute) . And met Ben Harper Pearl Jam walked right past me... I was security for their truck...
GOOD TIMES
I love MUSIC FESTIVALS
woohoo I love working for a music company
And I love coming back home to work at my bar again It was pouring rain... this is right before Dave Matthews (he totally walked right past me) very good looking in person also he drinks Sam Adams just FYI. I saw Meg Ryan at ACL (she's tiny, but super cute) . And met Ben Harper
Pearl Jam walked right past me... I was security for their truck...GOOD TIMES
I love MUSIC FESTIVALS
I'm loving life and probably having too much fun.... 
Running a bar is for sure one of the funnest jobs ever.
Tattoos to come soon..
and hopefully shooting another sg set soon.
I yern for him. I started to date someone else, but truth is I rather be with the man on my couch. Monday night, we were all drunk, Tj went outside to smoke a cig and i followed, our boss in the other room with my brother drinking and playing pool. He kissed me, truth is it wasn't our first kiss, but it was the kiss not holding us back from one another. We end up out there for twenty minutes, then we all realize its time to go home. TJ drives us 3 back home (my brother, him, and myself). We get to my house all completely hammered. We somehow convince my brother to take my dog on a walk and to hook up TJ's ipod, I take off my pants and end up sitting on the bed in my green striped panties, and neither one of us can resist one another. I have never been in a situation where two people were so magnetically attracted to one another. It was unreal. My brother came in back from walking my dog and realized it was time for him to leave (kinda emberessing and not very classy on my part) In the end he held me all night long. we then woke up and talked about music for an hour and walked ourselves back to where our cars were.
He ended up staying up at work all day, and I drove to see my family. That night I went to bed early, and he stayed up drinking all night. I woke up the next morning with a text message about not being able to change some stuff on facebook for work (since we both work together) And then an hour later I get a phone call from my boss saying he's in JAIL. Just my luck. And my boss found out from the last girl he dated Jessica (shes a psycho, by the way)
BACK STORY: Psycho last girl he dated (4 dates and not much else) He didn't call her for a week and she hunted him down and came up to his work waiting for him ( I would have just assumed it was over between the two of us.) I'm bartending as she is waiting for TJ. She then says my name and orders a drink. I get wide eyed and bushy tailed that some random lady knows my name that I have never met before. She then asks to take my picture??? And comments on how photogenic I am, but she already knew that from my modeling portfolio (WTF!!!!) How the hell does this random ass lady know my name and about my modeling, creepy as fuck. And she tells me she knew about me because TJ talked about me, which I talk to TJ about and he never really mentioned me to her. FUCKING CRAZY.
So psycho bitch is the one who lets my GM and the other manager with me know hes in Carrolton jail. And that he does not want to be bailed out. But wow is he lucky (no possession and no DWI), just unpaid warrants. He was drunk that night, and always has a sac of green. So hopefully he is out of jail soon.
Running a bar is for sure one of the funnest jobs ever.
Tattoos to come soon..
and hopefully shooting another sg set soon.
I yern for him. I started to date someone else, but truth is I rather be with the man on my couch. Monday night, we were all drunk, Tj went outside to smoke a cig and i followed, our boss in the other room with my brother drinking and playing pool. He kissed me, truth is it wasn't our first kiss, but it was the kiss not holding us back from one another. We end up out there for twenty minutes, then we all realize its time to go home. TJ drives us 3 back home (my brother, him, and myself). We get to my house all completely hammered. We somehow convince my brother to take my dog on a walk and to hook up TJ's ipod, I take off my pants and end up sitting on the bed in my green striped panties, and neither one of us can resist one another. I have never been in a situation where two people were so magnetically attracted to one another. It was unreal. My brother came in back from walking my dog and realized it was time for him to leave (kinda emberessing and not very classy on my part) In the end he held me all night long. we then woke up and talked about music for an hour and walked ourselves back to where our cars were.
He ended up staying up at work all day, and I drove to see my family. That night I went to bed early, and he stayed up drinking all night. I woke up the next morning with a text message about not being able to change some stuff on facebook for work (since we both work together) And then an hour later I get a phone call from my boss saying he's in JAIL. Just my luck. And my boss found out from the last girl he dated Jessica (shes a psycho, by the way)
BACK STORY: Psycho last girl he dated (4 dates and not much else) He didn't call her for a week and she hunted him down and came up to his work waiting for him ( I would have just assumed it was over between the two of us.) I'm bartending as she is waiting for TJ. She then says my name and orders a drink. I get wide eyed and bushy tailed that some random lady knows my name that I have never met before. She then asks to take my picture??? And comments on how photogenic I am, but she already knew that from my modeling portfolio (WTF!!!!) How the hell does this random ass lady know my name and about my modeling, creepy as fuck. And she tells me she knew about me because TJ talked about me, which I talk to TJ about and he never really mentioned me to her. FUCKING CRAZY.
So psycho bitch is the one who lets my GM and the other manager with me know hes in Carrolton jail. And that he does not want to be bailed out. But wow is he lucky (no possession and no DWI), just unpaid warrants. He was drunk that night, and always has a sac of green. So hopefully he is out of jail soon.
I'm bar tending at work and this beautiful 6'5'' guy walks up to meet with the GM.
Well he sits down and drinks a jack and coke, odd because it seemed like he was coming in for an interview.
He has a bluebonnet tattooed to his arm........I soon come to find out that hes been hired on to be a manager with me at the bar I work at
. Comes to find out he lives in Dallas which is a whole hour away from work, we all work a lot. Maybe too much. Being a manager pulling 40-60 hours a week. So I offered him my couch... I live by myself. We have the same taste in music, same opinions.. its just fucking weird. Its kept me from really dating, and its not like I would ever make a move on him. He's now stayed on my couch for a whole week, staying up till 6 am talking, For the moment I'm temporarily in love with him. And I rather be on a couch talking with him till 6am never touching and being intellectually stimulated, then deal with the dumb guys who just want my Vagina.
Well he sits down and drinks a jack and coke, odd because it seemed like he was coming in for an interview.
He has a bluebonnet tattooed to his arm........I soon come to find out that hes been hired on to be a manager with me at the bar I work at
. Comes to find out he lives in Dallas which is a whole hour away from work, we all work a lot. Maybe too much. Being a manager pulling 40-60 hours a week. So I offered him my couch... I live by myself. We have the same taste in music, same opinions.. its just fucking weird. Its kept me from really dating, and its not like I would ever make a move on him. He's now stayed on my couch for a whole week, staying up till 6 am talking, For the moment I'm temporarily in love with him. And I rather be on a couch talking with him till 6am never touching and being intellectually stimulated, then deal with the dumb guys who just want my Vagina.
