I want to be someone else or I'll explode
Floating upon this surface for the birds
The birds
The birds
You want me?
Fucking well come and find me
I'll be waiting
With a gun and a pack of sandwiches
And nothing
Nothing
Nothing
Nothing
You want me?
Well come on and break the door down
You want me?
Fucking come on and break the door down
I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm ready
I'm such an emo fag. Just punch me in the ovaries. Everything I set out to do or attain I fail miserabley and never reach my goal. I blame my location...and I suppose myself.
Right now I'm listening to Madonna's "Bad Girl". This song is this shit. Christopher Fucking Walken is in the video.
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I fucking hate people and I fucking hate life. Ever since high school I have always been stood up. "Friends" have always 'forgotten' to call me or have 'forgotten' to pick me up, or tell me when plans have been canceleld. I've made plans with friends before that were set a week in advance, and then they "forget". I've had friends invite me to clubs and they never call me or show up and I have to read about it in their web journals the next day. Last week I was supposed to go to Dayton. My friend cancelled the plans because he said he had no money. So what do I read about in his LiveJournal the next day? "I had fun in Dayton last night." Tonight I was supposed to go out with this same person and some other people I know. He's my neighbor, so I see him all the time. He said "we're going to leave at 7, so we'll stop by and knock on your door." Well guess what, it's 10 till 9! I just stopped by and knocked on his door for 5 minutes and no one answered. Looks like I've been stood up again. This is why I have no friends and rarely socialize; people are inconsiderate, forgetful bastards. And oh yeah, people never remember meeting me. I'll go up to someone I haven't seen in a while and start talking to them, and they look at me weird and say "I'm sorry, I can't remember you." Then I feel like a douche when I have to explain who I am. And my mother wonders why I have such low self esteem...
JUN 24, 2005 11:56 AM
JUN 24, 2005 01:31 PM
I'm such an emo fag. Everything I set out to do or attain I ail miserabley and never reach my goal. I blame my location...and I suppose myself.
Me three 
Lets get far far away?
JUN 24, 2005 08:02 PM
JUN 25, 2005 12:45 AM
JUN 25, 2005 09:15 AM
i get stood up too, and its hard for me because all of my close friends moved away. the only friend i have left is a close minded idiot. he thinks im queer because i wear low rise jeans.
Jasechase
Los Angeles, CA
December 2002
JUN 25, 2005 11:51 AM
Hey Hexe, you're still hexe to me! I know I haven't commented in a long time. I have been gone traveling for a while. I have lots of new pics from Amsterdam, Iceland, NYC up on my page. I am putting the others from London and Paris up soon too. Stop by and say hey sometime. Peace - Jase 
PS: life is cyclical everything will work itself out.
JUN 25, 2005 12:08 PM
I love that song, one of the best Radiohead songs ever.
