see... and i had wondered where you had disappeared to

hey, i just read your note in the EATING DISORDERS group about european way of looking at waight and the USA way, its funny but i always thought it was the oposite way. You must know I'm from Germany and have treveled heaps, so I know the way ppl llok at that kind of stuff, here in germany a size 38 (thats like 8 or 9) is totaly normal, I dont know what size you are but, it alwys depends on the ppl you hang around with. If youve only got "bigger"friends, shure youll feel skinnier but if youve only got thin freinds youll feel big.
But what you must remember, it doesnt mater what your parens, freind or anny other dick on this world thinks about you or says about you, wht is importrant is what you think abouth your self!
Dont worry about anyone calling you fat or skinny, as long as you like your self and dont suffer from beeing as you are, be that way!

well good luck! you are gorgeous.

I just came by to say hi and now i see i have to say bye