Well, I guess today is the last day. Man, I had a blast today on the boards. It seemed to be a nice mix of peeps on the polsci board. Lighthearted jibs on some fun subjects. Sucks today is my last day. I thought that it would be over by now, must be on Cali time... Maybe I will buy ONE more month... I just shelled out almost $400 for this summer class... freaking a, I wish I just got a damn college degree back in the day like my friends all did... well, 3 quick years and I will have one too.

Got more than a few bands lined up to record with this summer and talking with a few more. This is good, been to lazy lately. Winter was harsh. Very stoked. I just hope my teacher does not kill me with homework at the same time. Ever notice how everything in your life will speed up all at once when it was all still just before?

argh... my membership is up in 3 days... i think i will just let it be up... i like posting on here... and i like looking at the nekkid girlies... but i just dont feel like paying for it anymore. who knows, maybe i will come back one day.

as for now... can i make myself go to the gym? i hope so... i need to motivate myself before my bass lesson... i also have english homework to do before tommrow... i wish i was rich and had to do nothing.

just got back from my bass lesson and the gym... god i hate running... dropped a few more pounds this week too, so that is a kick ass thing. no one likes to be the fat man. soooooo glad to drop the weight before my summer classes start...

gotta figure out something for dinner.. prolly a salad... had a burger for lunch... my favorite resuraunt has closed last week, how awful.

Well... I am awake, fed, and about to hit the gym. Feeling pretty good. I have lost about 10 pounds, which is a good start. 30 more to go and I will be where I want to be at. If anyone is curious, it is definatly easier to gain weight than to lose it... Never let your doctor put you on Depakote!!!!!!!! It shifts your whole metabolism, I have never eaten so little and gained so much weight, I am glad the madness is over!

In a few days my younger brother will be home. That is pretty cool. He plays guitar, and since I play bass, we can jam. All right! I hate playing buy myself... no fun...

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Leaving for LI... getting my amp(ampeg b15) back from a specialist... recapped retubed by the master, Jess Oliver!

back inna few dayz

Today I ran five miles. The day before, two and a half. Running is fun. I have not been able to run these distances since I was a Lax player. Feeling GOOD! Good lawd I was so out of shape a few months ago, now my life is much more... happy! Even went downtown a few times this week and got a few numbers from some good looking chicks, a few months ago I was to depressed to bother with that kinda stuff. My dr put me on some antidepressants, but I took myself off of them, quit smoking pot and started working out: that is much better than popping pills, imo.(teh pills were making me even fatter, ans since my weight was already a slight problem, so I said FUCK IT, I AM GOING TO GET UP BY THE BOOTSTRAPS!!!!!!)

anywaze, I am feeling good... I even snagged the last copy of "Kill Bill" at blockbuster!

Today is the day. I have let my bear grow for two months or more, and I can not take it any more. Its sooooo itchy. I have always wanted to see what it looked like w/ that shit, but its not a keeper fo sho. I am going to trim it into a goatee w/ a moustache to see what that looks like, then just a moustache to see what that looks like, then a hitler moustache to see what that looks like and then get rid of all of it before I go out tonight. I was thinking about rockin out w/ an oldschool james hetfield stash/sideburns, but I will be glad to have no itchy face...

Returned all the gear I just bought. A lot of shit($10,000 of recording gear). I just didn't want to do all this shit by myself anymore. I have plenty of other gear to pay the bills for now, but I am looking at joining the Air Force now as an officer. Strange trip. Basically I do not want to get stuck in the town I am living in, and I am sick to death of working with 16 y.o. wannabe punk bands. A friend I grew up with wants to join at the same time, so I think we will prolly go at the same time. I am going to finish up my associates degree so I can be an officer right off the bat. It takes only 20 years to retire, w/ full pension, healthcare, etc. The sign on bonus for me should be $10,000>15,000, so thats killer as well. Sucks that I put on a bit of weight this winter, but I am out the door right now to work more of it off at the gym. I can always go back to recording bands later in life. I would have no chance at retirement/pensions/healthcare if I just worked as an independent studio otherwise.

Another Sunday is winding down. Eating over at the parents, yeah for meatloaf! Chilling out with my pet dog is always fun. Must stay to watch Sopranos.

Sore from the gym. I hate lifting on the weekends cuz there are so many more people in there than the weekdays. Crowds bother me, why, I dont know.

I wish my gawdamn console desk would come so I could set my console on it and start recoridng again. Fuckin-a already.

Got my Stargate SG1 boxed set the other day. I feel like such a dork that I am addicted to that show. Now I dont have to watch commercials tho, and I get all the bonus scenes!

Last night I dreamed that I hooked up with this hot chick and then I peeled her face like foil afterwards and it was all robotic, wirey and plastic. It was WEIRD! I gotta stop having weird dreams, I mean they are entertaining and all, but I think about them all day...