Hey there!
Just because this guy rocks!!!!
Please check his myspace (http://www.myspace.com/poorthomasb), give him love and enjoy this draw

EDIT: Oh yes, I decided to delete my set "Cowgirl From Hell". You'll see it soon on zivity.com cuz I still proud of it! Thanks to all the people who like and support it!
I'll also delete my first set "Le Poison Vert" in few weeks cuz I'm not agree the new politic of SG (don't want to be an exclusive model if they don't pay my sets...) So if you didn't see it, it's now or never!


� Thomas B. - Rock Artwork

Hi there,
I'm just coming back from my amazing week-end at Lille (north of France). I planned to shoot with Julien Dartois since a long time but I never had time to do it. But when I learned my DAGOBA's friends (please check their myspace.com/dagoba) were played in the same city, I jumped at the chance to combine both...
Hope you'll enjoy this new pic!



EDIT: another one!

These last three months were really buzy so I didn't have time to give news... Too much interviews (Cradle Of Filth, Within Temptation, Staind, Dagoba, Trivium (two times), Satyricon, Backyard Babies, Deathstars (two times), Carnifex, Machine Head, Children Of Bodom, Napalm Death...), live shows (Paradise Lost, Polysics, Bring Me The Horizon, Dragonforce, In Flames, August Burns Red, Suicidal Tendancies, Biohazard, Finntroll/Primordial/Eluveitie, Slayer/Trivium/Mastodon, Unearth/Parkway Drive/Carnifex/Whitechpel/Architects, Slipknot/Machine Head/Children Of Bodom, Motorhead, Morbid Angel/Kataklysm/Marduk, Cradle Of Filth/Gorgoroth/Moonspell/Septic Flesh, Sick Of It All/Terror/Heaven Shall Burn...), travels (US, Sweden, England) for my job! But I'll be back soon
I also forget to say that I'm modeling for two brands : HIRONN WEAR and DIAMOND DUST (see pics below) and I'm on the frontpage of the Diamond Dust's store DIAM-DUST.COM

Feel free to write me on my myspace (myspace.com/livingdeadqueen)



More pics in my ALBUM

Last but not least :



BETTIE PAGE
-THE QUEEN OF PIN-UP-
22.11.1923-11.12.2008

RIP

It was a long time that I didn't cry... but today is the day...
Sometimes I don't arrive to express what I feel so I just listen music, and it's speak for me. Pictures can do it itself too...



"Deafening silence"

Some of my favorite lyrics... :

Each time I listen this Machine Head song, you can be sure that I'll cry... It's define my whole life so well.
Pardon me my friends, pardon me darlin' if my secrets are too loud for you, believe me reality is harder... that's the reason I always tried to keep it secret. Pardon me Dad if you feel powerless. Some of you, as my father, just learned a part of my old secret with the cover article of tatouage magazine. Some of you, as my mother, knew it since many years. There are so many trues that I didn't say. I decided to protect the people that I loved to the truth, even if the hurt that I try to hide is killing me.
It's my "Way of the Cross", I accepted it. Don't need your sympathy. I just want for this silence to stop killing me!


"Fight For Your Life"
Live or Die


REDEMPTION

Thanks if you read that!

Hi there,
First at all, I would like to thanks all the people who are supporting my set... I'm so grateful about all the comments... It's a great feeling when people arrive to touch you with just a pleasant message (or a personal and deep private message, you'll reconize you men!)
If you didn't check it yet, here's the link : HELLNOLA "Cowgirl From Hell"
I need more positive feedbacks if I want to become a "real" SG... if you want it too!!! Honnestly I don't think I 'll do a third set. Because I think two sets are enough to judge if I deserve it or not. However I'll continue to do some photoshoots but not necessary for SG (and more for me!). Not sure.

What else... Since few days I'm a little bit sad. I'm waiting my second blood test results because my doctor already find something wrong with the first one. Since three weeks I'm really sick and so much tired. Friday I'll have my "judgment". If this result is negative it's means that everything is quite ok, but if it's not the case I'll probably spend few days in hospital.
I don't feel scared because I know that a treatment exist, but I just feel really anxious.
Crossed fingers

EDIT: Finally I had my blood test result and I don't have the disease than we feared. In few days I'll have done with my treatment and things should return to normal. I feel relieved!

EDIT : My new set "Cowgirl From Hell" will be online the 27th August

Finally I'm on vacation in Los Angeles for three weeks. It's time for myself to relax, see another faces... These last couples of months were extremely hard for me, emotionally and physically. I need to be far away from many things, and think about myself. I'm this sort of person who always think about other people before me, probably because like this I've got the impression to be important at least for one person and I can run away from my own problems...
Actually I'm happy because I feel accomplish. There's two years ago it'll be totally impossible for me to try to become a Suicide Girls, just because I was in conflict with myself, with my body. And today I decide to consider it like my new battle. I want to give hope to the people who feel so devastated. Nothing is impossible if you really believe in you. I used to be this little girl who lived in this awful world. A world of violence, drugs, physical and sexual abuses. A world of lies, betrayal, blood and tears. Nobody ever believe in me. But today, I'm here... and I continue my own path. I'm not feel dirty anymore (even if I'm naked on internet and it's a real therapy for me) or feel guilty of a crime that i didn't commit. But more important than everything, I'm a better person than I used to be.
I finally see the light and still have love, compassion, hope in my heart. I'M FREE!

SAVE YOURSELF / FAITH IN SELF
love you all



My new set 'Cowgirl from Hell' shooting by P_mod will be available sooner than I thought. Hope you will like this other part of me. So please keep in touch.



Feel free to comment my first set "Le Poison Vert" (available since one month now) (Photographer : Valium)!!!

edit : I'm sad cuz I don't have any set comments since a long time! So do it!
Give me more love, I need it HELLNOLA "Le Poison Vert"


I've been a vegetarian for 13 years and during all this time I always had to justify me!
Being french and vegetarian seems to be not compatible probably because I was born in a country that love to eat good food
But I just don't care and believe me I love food! But being vegetarian helped me go through some food disorder when I was younger. That help me become a better person and feel "clean and pure".
I can't feel alive if I eat death ...
Everyone is supposed to do what they want, so please respect my choice as I respect yours
Every day I have to fight in a country that don't accept people like me. I can't go out and eat something because most french restaurants don't propose meals without meat!
Don't think that I'm not healthy or whatever cuz it's not true. Everyone can live without eating corpses.

I am a member of PETA and Greenpeace since many years. Many of you know peta.org but do you know the french version thereof?
Peta France (petafrance.com) exist since 4 years. Friday, I was really happy to see one of their stand when I went to the Anti Flag show.


About Peta France :

People for the Ethical Treatment of Animals (Association pour un traitement éthique des animaux) a pour objectif de faire reconnaître et protéger les droits de tous les animaux.

Sa politique repose sur un principe simple : les animaux ne nous appartiennent pas ; nous n'avons pas le droit d'en disposer, que ce soit pour notre alimentation, notre habillement, nos loisirs ou nos expériences scientifiques.

PETA concentre plus particulièrement ses efforts sur l'élevage industriel, l'expérimentation, la fourrure et les spectacles : c'est dans ces domaines que les animaux souffrent le plus, le plus longtemps, et en plus grand nombre. Mais PETA ne néglige pas pour autant d'autres problèmes tels que la chasse, le gavage, la maltraitance des animaux domestiques ou l'extermination des « nuisibles ».

Pour mener à bien notre mission, nous organisons des campagnes d'information et de protestation ainsi que des animations de rue et d'autres manifestations, notamment grâce au concours de célébrités ; nous effectuons à la fois des enquêtes de terrain et des travaux de recherche ; nous portons secours aux animaux et nous intervenons aussi au niveau législatif.

Avec plus d'un million adhérents, PETA est aujourd'hui la plus grande organisation au monde œuvrant pour les droits des animaux.

Fondée en 1980 aux États-Unis, l'association compte aujourd'hui des bureaux au Royaume-Uni (PETA Europe), en Allemagne et en Inde. Ses actions sont relayées dans bien d'autres pays grâce à ses sites Web et à son réseau de militants.


10 Bonnes Raisons de Ne Pas Manger de Viande

1. Aider les animaux rend également service aux plus pauvres
Alors qu'on s'indigne allègrement et c'est justifié, des 100 millions de tonnes de céréales consacrées aux biocarburants, plus de sept fois plus sont utilisés pour nourrir les animaux d'élevages pour que les gens puissent manger de la viande.

2. Manger de la viande cautionne la cruauté envers les animaux
Dans les fermes d'aujourd'hui, les animaux sont entassés par milliers dans des hangars sans fenêtre, sales, dans des cages en fil, des stalles de gestation et autres systèmes de confinement.

3. Manger de la viande nuit à l'environnement
Un rapport récent des Nations-Unies titré « L'Ombre Longue du Bétail » conclut que manger de la viande est « l'une des raisons qui contribue le plus aux problèmes écologiques les plus graves, à toutes les échelles localement comme mondialement. »

4. Eviter la grippe
L'Organisation Mondiale de la Santé déclare que si la grippe aviaire mute, on pourrait l'attraper simplement en mangeant de la volaille ou des ufs mal préparés, en mangeant de la nourriture ayant été en contact avec de la viande ou des ufs infectés.

5. Si vous ne mangiez pas un chien, vous ne devriez pas manger un poulet
Dans quelques façons, les poulets sont plus intelligents que les chiens et les chats et font même des choses qui n'ont pas été observées chez des mammifères autres que les primates.

6. Maladies cardio-vasculaires - première cause de mortalité en France
Un régime végétarien équilibré contribue à une vie en bonne santé et protège contre des maladies nombreuses.

7. Cancer - la deuxième cause de mortalité en France
Dr. T. Colin Campbell est l'un des plus grands scientifiques spécialisés en épidémiologie et le directeur de ce que le New-York Times a qualifié « d'étude la plus complète jamais entreprise sur la relation entre l'alimentation et le risque de développer une maladie ».

8. Pouvoir rentrer dans ce « itty-bitty » bikini
Le végétarisme est aussi le régime ultime pour perdre du poids, les végétariens étant trois fois moins exposés à l'obésité que les omnivores, et les végétaliens dix fois moins.

9. Paix dans le monde
Léon Tolstoï déclarait que « le végétarisme est la base de l'humanisme ». Un point de vue parmi tant d'autres ? Les gens qui désirent semer les graines de la paix, devraient manger aussi pacifiquement que possible.

10. Le plaisir des légumes
Les légumes, c'est cool ! Les végétariens témoignent que lorsqu'ils ont adopté un régime végétarien, leur variété d'aliments a explosé passant d'un morceau de viande au milieu de l'assiette à une gamme dont ils n'imaginaient même pas l'existence.

Kit du végétarien en herbe

Aller une petite photo pour la route :

Too fucking tired to write something, but my week end was great!
I saw many of my true friends and new ones (Lou, grompf, Gizele)! They really make me feel right...I was so sad these couple of months, but I think today I'm ready to come back to life

HELLFEST KICKED ASS!

Thanks for all your comments and support. I really appreciate.
But give me more love HELLNOLA "Le Poison Vert"
I really want to become a fully fledged Suicide Girl so I need more feedbacks. Ok?!
And tell all your SG friend to do the same... So I'll can go live!!

Free Hugs just in front of a supermarket


One of the most important person in my life... I call him "mon chéri"


My dear friend of Dagoba : Franky (the drummer)


My long time friend (in the middle). I didn't see him since 6 years!!! Love him so much <3