I'm getting tired of my same old routine. I'm yearning for change I'm going to be in Topeka, Lawrence, Kansas City, and parts of Missouri. I'm so excited to do something different all in the span of three days. Going to be seeing OFWGKTA, so excited!
Then the next day I'm off to get tattooed by my bud Kody, so excited to start on my left arm. Hoping that while I'm in the area I get my dermals done since I never got arond to it in Denver.
I'm going to just roam around with my friends and hit up a few strip clubs, depending overall on how this trip goes and the research I can get in I might look in to the possibility of moving.
I need new experiences, I need different scenary, above everything I just want to leave my past behind, start anew and apply what I've learned from my mistakes over the years.
With time I'm hoping to look into getting my apprenticeship at a shop started and just make things happen.
Anyhow I just want to recap on how great my friends are. These past months have been the best but just as they're sweet they're also bitter times, I only make this possible on my part if that makes any sense.
Some people come into your life and make shit okay then fuck it up again, and as much as people change the great memories won't, and I'll always cherish them.
I'm grateful for those who stuck around. Love them to bits.
Then the next day I'm off to get tattooed by my bud Kody, so excited to start on my left arm. Hoping that while I'm in the area I get my dermals done since I never got arond to it in Denver.
I'm going to just roam around with my friends and hit up a few strip clubs, depending overall on how this trip goes and the research I can get in I might look in to the possibility of moving.
I need new experiences, I need different scenary, above everything I just want to leave my past behind, start anew and apply what I've learned from my mistakes over the years.
With time I'm hoping to look into getting my apprenticeship at a shop started and just make things happen.
Anyhow I just want to recap on how great my friends are. These past months have been the best but just as they're sweet they're also bitter times, I only make this possible on my part if that makes any sense.
Some people come into your life and make shit okay then fuck it up again, and as much as people change the great memories won't, and I'll always cherish them.
I'm grateful for those who stuck around. Love them to bits.
I haven't updated in a long while and I figured why not now?
These past few weeks I have been working non-stop, days off I babysit and so on.
Nothing too new, definitely excited for October, so much going on.
I will be starting on my sleeve the 12th or 13th by my friend Kody.
I was in Denver recently with my friend Ashley and got to see Lauren, who I consider my sister, she is such a sweet heart! I got my chest started slowly, my roses are so beautiful, I'm on love! Jose at House of Ink on Colfax got me done pretty nice, if you're in the area I recommend them!
I got my mask, I will either be this or a zombie once more
The weather has been cooling down, which I am so excited for. Cold weather means time to catch up on my Poe.
All in all things are going better than usual and things are slowly getting better but hey, something is something.
Here I am, take me as I am.
These past few weeks I have been working non-stop, days off I babysit and so on.
Nothing too new, definitely excited for October, so much going on.
I will be starting on my sleeve the 12th or 13th by my friend Kody.
I was in Denver recently with my friend Ashley and got to see Lauren, who I consider my sister, she is such a sweet heart! I got my chest started slowly, my roses are so beautiful, I'm on love! Jose at House of Ink on Colfax got me done pretty nice, if you're in the area I recommend them!
I got my mask, I will either be this or a zombie once more
The weather has been cooling down, which I am so excited for. Cold weather means time to catch up on my Poe.
All in all things are going better than usual and things are slowly getting better but hey, something is something.
Here I am, take me as I am.
Only Lonely & Fucked Up.
only lonely & fucked up.
i don’t understand how it works,
every single one is “in love”
every single one i know is empty.
it usually ends the same,
recycled excuses, recycled lines.
not sure of my wants,
certain of my don’t-wants.
only lonely & fucked up.
seems all i’ll ever be.
tired, wired and companionless
like an outdated toy.
it’s exhausting you know…
even just the thought of the chase,
and my preordained end result.
so i’ll wait on my love to fall from the sky
like a warm summer rain.
she’d gently cover me in all her bounty and grace
she’d calm my worries and kiss my face
take what i have and make it better.
it sounds sweet in draft,
it sound Utopian.
yet still,
here i am
only lonely & fucked up
-John.
The conversation that makes your heart feel like it's beating for the first time in your life cannot be planned or provoked, it will happen when it will happen. You cannot rush whats meant for you, and believe me, you don't want to. Patience is key as sad as that may be but you will find the one for you when life has chosen it for you. You'll be happy, and you'll be thankful for every past failure you let into your heart. When you know you know, and theres just something grand about knowing when it's right.
I want to hold you close, draw you in, breathe you in.
We're broken but never blue, holding close.
When I feel you in my soul, that's when I'll know.
We're broken but never blue, holding close.
When I feel you in my soul, that's when I'll know.
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I want you to go and like my talented friends page! Her photography is seriously amazing!
She shot my set and I have a little teaser coming, I saw a few and fell in love! Cannot wait to see them all.
Anyhow, I hope you're having a great night!
xo
I want you to go and like my talented friends page! Her photography is seriously amazing!
She shot my set and I have a little teaser coming, I saw a few and fell in love! Cannot wait to see them all.
Anyhow, I hope you're having a great night!
xo
You can come over, slip into bed, talking about nothing for hours, sip on wine, only if you want to. You can look at me like theres something there contemplate why you're here and not there but maybe for once be complacent being with me, being happy, only if you want to.
