today not that great of a day!!! well it wasnt a great start. i go to my part time job and an hour or so into my shift i end up getting into an argument with my boss over something so stupid. so i spent the rest of the day just minding my own business doing my job and listening to kevin smiths podcasts. which is something that cheers me up, the man is a great speaker and a funny man

as of late ive been feeling rather lonely! i dont just mean missing the company of a woman, but missing being home, back in cali. i miss hanging out with friends but especially hanging out with my mom. we would always go out on wednesday to go watch a movie and then just have some laughs. but i should be back in cali by the beginning of next year. now it has been about 4 to 5 years since i have been in a relationship. i have dated but nothing has come out any of the dates ive gone on. i think partly its because i have just been going out with the wrong type of women. Why cant i just meet a nice SG!?

hopefully on my next blog ill have something more cheerful to write about.

till next time much love and peace