Well, I slept until 6pm today. My mom called andasked if I wanted to go to my uncle's...and I did, but I had to sleep, since my job sucks and I have to work all night.

Went and saw fireworks with Mindy, Erin, Nate and Jen.
I had a fun time...
I am just getting used to being the 3rd, 5th, 7th etc wheel again.
They were all cuddly behind me, people in front of me were all cuddly and I am thinking "God dammit I miss that and it's only been 6 days!!!!"
Regardless of retarded emotional issues, I had a good time.

Well, that's about it. I'm at work, and it's boring.

-KOS

"Epiphany"

Your words to me just a whisper
Your face is so unclear
I try to pay attention
Your words just disappear

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

So I speak to you in riddles because
My words get in my way. I smoke the
whole thing to my head and feel it
wash away 'cause i can't take anymore
of this, I want to come apart.
or dig myself a little hole inside
your precious heart

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

I am nothing more than a little boy inside
That cries out for attention
yet I always try to hide
'Cause I talk to you like children,
Though I don't know how I feel
But I know I'll do the right thing
If the right thing is revealed

'Cause its always raining in my head
Forget all the things I should have said

-Staind