This...is me. (I can't believe I actually posted this pic...I hate my body)
This...is what I WISH I looked like. (And yes, this is Spike from Buffy the Vampire Slayer)
Or this. (Ryan Reynolds as Hannibal in Blade Trilogy)
It could never happen with my bone structure and muscle mass, but I can wish can't I?
I have a Long way to go before I even have visible abs, let alone a 6-8 pack.
And those hip lines...haha. Forget about it.
I don't even know where to start. I go to the gym 2-3 times a week...
I have always been a big dude, even as a kid.
Maybe I should accept that I will never be sexy and deal with it. It's just not meant to be...
(Yes boys and girls, Luke has hit his monthly depression. It's sort've like a period, only he doesn't have a vagina...and doesn't bleed. Between his cousin getting married, his best friend and his girl getting an apartment, and the fact that he can't seem to strike up a conversation with girls if his pathetic existence depended on it...he is feeling pretty self critical and lonely. Apparently he's also talking about himself in the third person...weirdo. The worst part is, he doesn't even know why this bothers him. He despises the idealistic views of beauty forced upon society by Hollywood and the media...and yet, he wishes he could look like they say he should look...can you boys and girls say "hippocrate?")
-KOS
This...is what I WISH I looked like. (And yes, this is Spike from Buffy the Vampire Slayer)
Or this. (Ryan Reynolds as Hannibal in Blade Trilogy)
It could never happen with my bone structure and muscle mass, but I can wish can't I?
I have a Long way to go before I even have visible abs, let alone a 6-8 pack.
And those hip lines...haha. Forget about it.
I don't even know where to start. I go to the gym 2-3 times a week...
I have always been a big dude, even as a kid.
Maybe I should accept that I will never be sexy and deal with it. It's just not meant to be...
(Yes boys and girls, Luke has hit his monthly depression. It's sort've like a period, only he doesn't have a vagina...and doesn't bleed. Between his cousin getting married, his best friend and his girl getting an apartment, and the fact that he can't seem to strike up a conversation with girls if his pathetic existence depended on it...he is feeling pretty self critical and lonely. Apparently he's also talking about himself in the third person...weirdo. The worst part is, he doesn't even know why this bothers him. He despises the idealistic views of beauty forced upon society by Hollywood and the media...and yet, he wishes he could look like they say he should look...can you boys and girls say "hippocrate?")
-KOS
MAY 03, 2005 06:56 AM
Dude, I can totally empathize. I use to weigh 200 pounds, lost 90, and still think I'm fat sometimes. It's really about mind over matter. I mean, if we allow Hollowood to control perception, then they are once step closer to USA domination.I know it seems like cold comfort, but cheer up...you are definatly not the only one who feels this way. 
