My head is a swirling mess of self doubt and darkness at the moment...
and it's driving me insane.

For some reason (probably a lack of exercise) my body has decided it doesn't want to fucking sleep...and that always affects my mood in negative ways.

Add to that the fact that my Associate's Degree is useless for 2 reasons:
1. No jobs in the field.
2. Even if there was, I don't think this field is for me.

So apparently the only thing I am suited for is retail and/or customer service of some type.

What the fuck?

Time to shower, then attempt to change the oil in my Grandma's mower and possibly even mow if the grass needs it.
If not...look for more wood to clean up. Either way...I need out of the apartment.

-Me