hope everyones new years were a fuckin ball!!!!!!

<3


begining of the night


my besties and i and our host mr kenny santucci


my midnight kiss


right after i kicked my best friend in the head haha

its almost christmas...in 8 minutes... mom and and i are watching friends and giving eachother some presents early
i really wanted 2 see spirit 2night at midnight
christmas may have came a little early for me this year...i dont really know..maybe ill know by new years?
i hope...hmmm

3 minutes, merry christmas and happy hollidays too you and yours

mwah

hayden.

today is a much better day..


MARK YOUR CALANDERS!!!

january25 at the stone pony, the break contest

BE THERE! i will =)

my boys of Throwing Color are playing! the more people we get there for them the better! plus they're amazing and you'll deffinatly enjoy the show!
I my self haven't gotten to a show yet but these lovers of mine have been in some kick ass bands over NJ for years and every one of them is extremely talented.

check there myspace
Throwing color


and spread their new video around !!!



doooooooooooooooooooo it! for me



Say you're there for throwing color at the door or message me and ill meet up with you there

we'll party after!!

MWAHZ

ugh, december 16th

I completely forgot what the date was when I fell asleep at 330 in the morning. I woke up to see the album on the kitchen table of my mom and dad in cali in 1988. then i realised it was the 16th. Now i'm never a morning person but for what ever reason i was awake and happy about it until then.

i looked through the album like i do every year. it hurt. it always does.

Happy Birthday Daddy.



One thing(person) made me smile. he knows who he is. and i thank him for that.



now its fucking snowing out and i am sooo NOT a snow person...unless i'm cuddled up on the sofa with coca and a warm blankie...but driving 45 minutes to work in it tonight won't be fun. yippie.



blahhhh

i havent been online in 6 days! AHHHHH

going christmas shopping. just got myself the G1 phone..time to finish buying for everyone else

MWAH

leave love!=(

ok. so the man sitting behind me watching me yesterday didnt turn out to be so bad, quite handsome actually. smart funny entertaining. and a part of the SAG which is AWESOME. he does stunt work and may be able to help me on my journey to fame i have recently decided to take.
ive also developed a new riviting obsession with salvidor dali and his wife.

upon researching him further lo and behold, what do i find.... ROBERT PATINSON IS PLAYING DALI IN A MOVIE

it is simply ment to be. he will be my dali

hes so bizar its wonderful. i love it.
i have a people watching date with this man, guy, boy...w.e. from yesterday...we've decided to hit different cafe and book stores. its exciting. i like it. im going to be late. ADUE!




dali and gala. perfection.



HEY post this around for me my loves!<3

ok so, i never made it to the video game convention- due to a terrible sinus infection....NOT happy....very disapointed actually.

now i'm sitting in the cafe at borders, people watching through the reflection on my screen...and watching some one watch me....

creepy??



oh no hes talking to me

ok to answer some questions ect..
1- the rooftop set will be done, we just have to deal with time and weather.
2- i have fangs at the end of the twilight set because at the end of the saga bella finally turns, it gets the point across, artistic lisence people.
3- yes they are contacts i am wearing.
4- no i do not like kristen stewart in any movie let alone twilight
5- i have been reading these books since twilight came out. a friend got me hooked. i am NOT a media bandwagon junkie.
6- my love for robert pattinson derived from harry potter 4, NOT twilight.
7- yes i am getting more ink but not much more, i keep it feminine and elegant for my grandmothers sake. plus less is more really.
8- yes its very likely i will get some form of twilight tattoo eventually
9- no i do not do spread shots nor will i ever, i dont like vag. i don tplay with my self and for christs sake im trying to keep it tastefull here.
10- yes i am still writing(im suprised and flattered you remembered that) several things right now. my goal is to finish something with out throwing it in a fire, then try to get it published lol
11- yes i drove all the way to philly for nothing, it was an adventure and i had the chance to see a man who never fails to send chills down my spine.
12- i am NOT a hopefull.
13- yes i will be in PA(philly i believe) for the video game expo sunday.

i think i answered everything for the most part, sorry i do not have internet at home at the moment and its hard to really answer every one back when several have the smae question or comment.
if i failed to answer anything feel free to ask i am an open book.


thank you all for your continuous love and support! spred the word, you are the best lovies!

new set up for member review!!!!!
twilight themd =) go figure right? hha

go leave it love!

i still dont have internet so my bffffffl and i went on an adventure, with ice cream, to steal internet

and then he just made me talk to some guy on z100...i really hope that doesnt go on air...:sigh::


mwah!!

ok. veryveryvery upset.
after leaving straight from work at 2 am driving all the way to philly..we got there to find out the twilight pr people are fucked up and it was sold out already...even though nothing was supposed to be sold till 6am. peope were sleeping on the cold wet sidewalk.
huge disapointment.
this twilight saga obsession has ruined one of my few pleasures.