It had to happen I'm kinda in love with my hands! done by Brad at Por Vida tattoos in Upland California.
HAUS WIFE!!!!

wow.. new post.. its been awhile I know.

I think these photos will explain why I've been absent!

enjoy!

I got my armpit tattooed today it was pretty intense.
I love it! Thank you Mr Craig Fenrick... it's lovely and so are you!
I went to Playa Del Carmen in mexico. I did go to tulum and a whole bunch of other ruins. It was amazing. More pictures!

so, I have some picture updates to catch everyone up to what's been going on in my life
Vegas was awesome! Mexico was awesome! Everything is coming up Havok!
Finished my arm.. getting my armpit tattooed tomorrow.. I'm pretty nervous.
pictures! everyone loves pictures.

I slept for the first time in about a week last night. I feel like a new person! I feel awake finally.

I signed all the papers for the new house, paid the lawyers and signed my mortgage. It was great.. I felt the weight of it all slide off my shoulders. It turns out I only had to pay 1700 in closing costs.. not the 3700 they thought I was going to have to pay.

VEGAS in three days!!!! EEEEEE!!!! It's going to be so great, I get to see all my friends and have fun. Like I said, anyone in vegas? let me know where to go and what to do!?
Then I'm off to MEXICO!!! yah I know.. it's pretty amazing. My job is to not get bitten by a shark according to my mother. I actually let my body obtain a tan so I don't burn the crap out of myself when in said mexico. Oh I love having a mixed backround. My skin gets dark so fast... haha.. minus my tattoos. I wear 70 block on them and they have a white halo around them. haha..

I'm excited.. I want to take a break..

I think I'm as overwhelmed as anyone could get. way way way to much going on in my life. new house, store renovations, home renovations, money stress, travel stress. I want to just stop. I have no one to go to in my life for advice and it sucks.
I just wish someone would do something for me sometimes... I feel like I constantly smooth things along for everyone around me. If someone has a problem I seem to be able to fix it or offer advice. simple things like my friends asking if I can cut and color their hair on a whim.. I just don't have time right now and they seem to just not see it. No one does my hair for me ever.. people just think it's okay to just cancel on me and let me down. It's like "it's okay.. she can handle it." I can't handle it. I just wish someone would take time for me. Do something nice for me. I'm exhausted.
I guess this will teach me to be a pushover. I'm such a sucker... but at the same time it's been proven to me so many times that if I don't do something myself it just doesn't get done.

I want a hug.

EEEeep! thanks to everyone who wished me well with my weight loss it really means a bunch to me that people can tell there is a difference.
I bought a great new dress that reminds me of beetlejuice! I love it.. it has pretty roses on the hem and on the sleeves.
I leave for Vegas in two weeks and I'm so excited. Anyone want to show some canadians a good ol vegas time?

hi everyone!

after busting my ars in the gym for three months I've lost 16 inches and 4 dress sizes off my 5'6" frame. I'm so proud! it's the most fit I've felt in years and I just wanted to share.
those who have seen my sets know I have a BOOOOOTTY! it hasn't gone anywhere.. it's just tighter and higher. haha..

oh yes.. some new pictures of my new sleeve.

New house for me.. I became a homeowner this week. It feels really nice to have a backyard.. my own kitchen.. my own living room that I can paint whatever color I want.
I bought a 1950's renovated bungalow. It has a yard and a proper car port. Fully finished basement and I have the most amazing little kitchen.
Housing costs where I live are just stupid high... so finding this place was a stroke of luck.
I move in May 1. SO MUCH TO DO!!

This is completely ridiculous and heartbreaking. I'm astounded at the Canadian government committing TREASON.
Do you know what the SPP is? The "security and prosperity partnership of north america" , if not you aren't the only one. I love my country and it terrifies me that this is happening. Friends of mine are getting threatening phone calls from "unknown numbers" at all hours of the night for setting up protests.
Jesus christ people.. when the CBC won't publicly speak about this for fear of their own government, what's next? Am I going to be shot on the street for even posting this. I'm not even being over dramatic here.
Read this please!

be careful... your government is lying to you. EYES WIDE SHUT!

This lovely man and I are going to be at the protests.. be there too. Support canada.. make calls.. write letters.. tell whomever you can.