have u ever heard oh i love u but u have to wait cuz i love someone else but i love u more so wait? this is the shit that im dealing with.... ive cut this girl off on everything... but her mom tells me im an ass for walking away? WTF ever! if she loved me more she'd be with me not this dickface fucker!

Fuck love! im never giving someone the chance to have me love them and have them lie and cheat on me? never again. im really done. my love was taken for granted. you can tlove 2 people at the sametime and cant lie to me or him about it. fuck that. im so dead inside. sorry i just had to get that out.

Every weekend im always at local shows seeing bands. This weekend was special to me. Cuz it was a benifit for my friend Thumper who lost a battle with cancer just after X-mas this past year. He was a huge Black Label Society fan. AS i am. One of my friends bands do a cover of Stillborn cuz Thumper always liked singing it with them. Well last nite they made me get up and sing it. Ive sang a few lines or backups to a few songs. But never got on stage and sang a whole song infrount of a crowd. Funny thing i wasnt nervous...But i thought i was going to forget the words and suck! LOL. But a calm came over me and well everyone was shocked on how good i sang and i got alot of compliments. What a feeling! I was so amp'd up! II just wanted to share that. Now i really know why my friends and people in music love it. The rush is incredible! Hopefully i will get to do it again.

TFH
SDMF

This is a random rant. But people talk too much! Not just gossip im putting stuff on their my space or facebook or whatever. But yet they will not confront the people they talk about. Grow some balls people man up or woman up and face these people and end the bullshit and drama! sorry just needed to get it out.

Well after 2 years... Tonite i get to see Black Label Society with sevedust and dope! It's going to be one killer show! Im so stoked! Plus i get to see most of my BLS family and rock out in honor of our Brother Thumper who passed away after X-mas to lung cancer. SDMF!

ONCE AGAIN THE DREADED DAY IS UPON US. VALENTINES DAY. THE DAY THAT "US" SINGLE PEOPLE ARE MADE SICK! LOL. THIS YEAR IM TRYING TO TO BE SO BITTER AND ALL. HOWEVER I PROBALLY WILL NOT GO OUT AND AVOID ALL THE LOVEST THAT WILL BE GOING ON. HAHA HEY ITS MY TADITION! SO TO ALL THE SINGLE PEOPLE WHO READ THIS. MAKE THIS DREADED DAY YOUR DAY AND HAVE FUN! I WILL SOME HOW HAHA.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

I KNOW PEOPLE MAKE RESOLUTIONS AND NEVER KEEP EM. I DO IT TOO. BUT ONE OF MINE IS TO GET INTO BETTER SHAPE. I'VE ALWAYS BEEN THE SKINNY GUY BUT NOW IM PICKIN UP WEIGHT. SO I WANNA GET INTO SHAPE. BUT I NEED TO KEEP MOTIVATION LOL THATS A TOUGH ONE.

MY 2ND THING NOT REALLY A RESOLUTION BUT I'LL BE 30 THIS YEAR AND I WANNA GET MY 1ST TATTOO. I HAVE IDEAS OF WHAT I WANT. BUT MAYBE SOME OF YOU CAN GIVE ME IDEAS ON WHERE TO GET IT (ON MY BODY I MEAN) CUZ I KNOW SOME SPOTS HURT MORE THAN OTHERS. FROM WHAT IM TOLD. BUT I KNOW ALOT OF YOU COULD GIVE ME HELPFUL ADVICE AND TIPS.

HOPE ALL MY SUICIDE GIRL'S AND FRIENDS HAVE A FUN AND SAFE NEW YEAR!

HAPPY HOLIDAYZ TO EVERYONE! AND HAPPY NEW YEAR! i've met some real cool people from being on here. looking forward to making some more friends in the new year.

Bettie Page passed away tonite. here are some of my thoughts on her.i just dont think she got all the credit she deserved. but she was the 1st pin up model and she has been copied in maybe different ways. she was a trail blazer for for many woman. even tho im younger i have bettie page art work in my room and have bettie page tee shirts. i got nothing but love and respect for miss page may she rest in peace.


i know there are going to be alot of thoughts of miss page on here. cuz i know alot of suicide girls respect her. you ladies carry on her legacy and do it with pride!