So you know what I hate...

When you do an update on your phone and it takes forever. Makes it worse when its done and NOTHING seems to be changed. EVEN WORSE when it messes up things, like receiving txt messages. Lame.

You know what I don't hate...

James mother fucking Deen. Like forreal, if he was in FL and not CA I would find him and plead my case on why we're perfect for eachother. He's beautiful. I follow him on twitter and pretty much all my favorite tweets are his. Hilarious. Plus have you seen his movies?!(He's a porn star by the way.) The look in his eyes I'm sure would make the sex pretty much amazing... too much? I'm sorry. #lonelygirlinlovewithajewproblems

OKC is down 2 to 1 to the Heat. Lame.

I want to go see a couple of movies. Ted. Abraham Lincoln Vampire Slayer. Magic Mike. I still need to see some too. The Muppets. The Dictator. The Human Centipede 2. Who wants to travel and be my movie watching buddy?

I FUCKING CAN'T WAIT UNTIL FOOTBALL SEASON! I have a feeling that this is going to the Da Bears' year. Bears Lions game on my birthday!! 10/22/12. I asked for tickets for my birthday so hopefully things go well and I'll be at Soldier Field getting wasted on my birthday watching the game. Cross your fingers for me everyone.

I started my Jello Shot Tree. Most of it is done. Don't get it? When I'm done I'll post pictures and the story behind it. My boss told me that he was happy to know me because of it and because I made it. Lets hope it turns out as good as I hope.

I've decided this summer I want to learn how to surf. Among other things. Lets see if I have time to accomplish anything.

The End,

*Edit*
Great Quote

"Even if you lose, don't lose the lesson."






Also, I wish I could win the lottery.

So in walks this hot paramedic... ::swooooooooon::

Manager completely sees me checking him out. ::cauuuuught::

He busts me out ofcourse. And tells this other guy I work with. So they make fun of me. I'm a complete tard when it comes to flirting nowadays. I try to stay away but ofcourse it was fate... he asks for help and I'm the only one to help him. I realized when I get close to people I find utterly attractive, I can't look at them in the face. But yeah. Helped him find what he was looking for. End of story.

Highlights of the week:
1. Working pretty much every shift with the hot manager.
2. Going on a pretty awesome date... that apparently wasn't as awesome as I though.
3. NBA Finals last night... and what happened after. Meow.
4. Remembering how much I love the song Pink by Aerosmith...

I think that was it.

Soooo funny story. Is it sad when I like a guy who has a dog, I end up missing the dog more after a while?
I need a puppy in my life. SOMEONE BUY ME A PUPPY!

fin.

Nothing good ever happens to me when I wake up at 4 in the morning...

With the way some men are, they really shouldn't ask why girls are insecure or have walls up.

I should probably be by myself. Quit looking and pushing for something that isn't there.

Oye.



This is night where it would be nice to have someone up to talk to. To ask questions. Give advice. Alittle encouragement.

Or to have my dog. He always knows the right moment to lick me in the face and give me the "Everything will be ok" look

Is it sad that I think the only male I'll ever trust is my dog? Perhaps people are right... I do have daddy issues.


::end of emo rant::


(I promise, my next post will be more cheery... haha)

Top 10 Current Conflicts of the mind @ 2 in the morning(despite what time this site says it is):

1. My room is dark and silent. And I broke my under-pillow speakers... Must... Get... New... Ones... ASAP.

2. I'm lonely and miss my cuddle buddy...

Ralphie <3

ISN'T HE ADORABLE?!?!?!

3. I got crushes. One entirely too far. One I see entirely too much. Yet there is nothing I can do about either. Ofcourse, right....?

4. I also have to tell someone that I'm not into him like that. My friend suggested telling him that I'm moving. But considering I'm not moving, that's probably not the best idea. Why do I have to be so damn cute?! No, kidding. I have no clue what this guy sees in me. I'm really a horrible person.

5. I'm in need to do something exciting. Skydiving has been seriously on my mind for like the last month and a half.

6. Dear Charlize Theron, Its ri-goddamn-diculous how fucking hot you are. That is all. Love, Me

7. So I don't full on sleep at night anymore(obviously). I take like a 2 hour nap and wake up for a couple of hours. I'm never like fully exhausted when I wake up but its kind of annoying considering there's nothing to do and no one to talk to this late/early. I think it's because I don't hear traffic anymore. I miss living near the Toll Road.
... And St. Pat's Park...

8. So I just found my charcoal drawing set that I bought a year ago or something like that.

9.I never watched The Human Centipede 2 with Haley while I was back up north. We watched the first one together and I feel I shouldn't watch the second one without her... Or alone in general. Not that I'm scared... but I need to ask someone why I'm watching this movie while I'm watching it. Oooo maybe we can have a txt date and watch it at the same time. I miss her. We did all the gross retarded stuff together.

10. I am still pterrified(starting a trend) of aliens. Yup. Forreal.





I wanna watch Clerks 2.

There is a dripping outside of my window.

Makes me want to go all Hulk crazy and rip the gutters off the side of the apartment.


Yeahhhhhhhhhhh thats all for right now.

Just got home from my trip up north! While I'm sad I had to leave all of my best friends, I'm happy to be back in FL. Weird.

Wedding was Amazing. Rosa looked beautiful just as I thought. Adam cleans up well too. Free beer and wine. Ohh yeahh. Drank enough to dance. Legs are still sore. ADAM REQUESTED MACY GRAY FOR ME! It was so nice. And, be proud, I only cried twice and complained about how I wanted to get married a handful of times. I already miss everyone I saw. Oh and I got threatened to be breathalyzed. I guess thats a first. I didn't even drink alot. ::shrugs::

I got to see my dog! I swear it was like I never left. He went ape shit as soon as I walked through the door. Holy hell I miss him. I really hope I get him. He would love it here. And I would totally love having him here.


I'm le tired. Suggestions on what my next post should be about? Time for naps.

So I ain't perfect by far... But everytime I have a fucking headache.

My ex boyfriend is the most indecisive person I've ever met. First I'm a horrible person. Then he can't stand being away from me. First he wants me to stay there when I visit, then I need to find some other place to go, now he wants me to stay.(fuckthat). First I need to take the dog. Then I have no dog. Now he can't take care of him.

Just to let you people know, if he gets rid of my dog, I will fucking murder him. Even though going to jail pterrifies me. I'm not tough, I would totally be someone's bitch... ha.

On lighter news, Wedding of the fucking century next fucking weekend. So stoked. St. Pats is on the agenda. I haven't walked in a park since I've moved down here. I miss that place. And I get to see all my old work people. Getting to dress up for it. And drink. Oye. We'll see how that goes.

Funny I bought a new dress for the wedding, but I might end up wearing something I bought like a year ago that still has the tag on it so I obviously have never worn it. I should probably go through my clothes. o.O

Finally gonna start reading World War Z. Has anyone read it? I heard it was really good and I want to start it but I'm waiting until my trip. Need something during the flight. Don't wanna get too into it. This seems familiar. Have I mentioned this before? Ohwell. Comments...? Anyone...? (pleasedon'ttellmedetails)

I still have a headache. I need some strong booze. OR to get laid. Or both.

I suck.

Yesterday(Tuesday) was balls lame.

My manager was being a real douche about things. By the end of the night I had gotten over it but for-fucking-real I would have punched him in the nuts if he said one more thing to me. He's lucky he's semi-attractive.

One of my best friends had a seizure and got put in the hospital. He's fine now and is home resting(got out this morning) but it makes you think. I've known this kid since I was 5. And if anything was to happen I don't know how I would take it. Makes it even worse that he's all the way up north and I'm down south. I'm praying things get better for him.

On a lighter note. Just bought World War Z. I want to start reading it soooooo bad but I know if I do I'll finish it too soon. I'm flying back home next weekend for a wedding and I need that book to keep me occupied on the flight. I can't wait to read it. And I can't wait for the movie. Your life depends on it being good Brad Pitt.

I also can't wait until next weekend. Seeing all of my friends back home. Gonna be a fucking insane weekend I'm sure. Open bar at the wedding(please don't have karaoke). Finally found what I'm gonna wear and got new shoes too. Sweet.

Someone come to Orlando and see The Dictator with me. Please(see I asked nicely).

Don't you know about the bird?

Its Monday and I have it off from work!!!!!

I also get to go back "home" to see everyone in 11 days!!!!!

And I get to see my dog!!!!

I made Mother's Day dinner yesterday... My mom was impressed(sowasI)!!!!!

None of that was really all that interesting!!!!!!



But exclamation marks make everything sound exciting!!!!



More nothing. Hopefully next time it will be better.

So I just burned myself on my straightener.

You would think I would know how to use it without causing physical harm to myself.

Obviously not.

And now I have to go to work. Ehhhhh...

This day better start getting better or people will not like me at work today.

Poptart...? Ok I am pleased.