My best friend is suffering from horrible depression and last night we had to call campus police to put him on suicide watch. His parents came up and are taking him home for atleast a semster. It seems like whenever I find someone who is my best friend after about a year they move. Its happened to me 4 times now.....and I hate it

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!! Got a nice new digital camera so maybe i can put some new pics up soon

So over a month and a half ago me and my gf agreed to no longer have sex so we wouldnt have to worry about her getting knocked up while we were still in college and agreed to not even mess around till the new year. Up untill now it hasnt been a problem then tonight at dinner she was saying all this stuff like she was upset that I wouldnt do anything with her and she was so horny, to one of our friends. This bothered me since one of the main reasons I agreed to it was to make her happy now she is giving me crap out it. When we went to our seperate rooms she IM'ed me and asked me what was wrong and I told her it bothered me she was giving me so much crap about the topic. Instead of apologizing she got mad at me. If it were the other way around and i didn beg for her forgivness she wouldnt talk to me for a few days so i dont understand why she thinks its ok for her to blow up on me and make it seem like its all my fault. She said she was just kidding abour what she said about the no sex or anything, and I asked her to maybe make it clearer when she is kidding and she got even madder. Does it really seem like its my fault???

I hate being tired all the time. It really frustrates me to not be able to sleep and I dont understand why I cant sleep!

Just got home from my first Reds game and had a blast. I might even start watching baseball on tv even though i said I never would. For $50 we were right next to 1st base 3 rows from the feild, kinda felt like we were sitting on the grass. Reds won 8-7

I hate my knees! I do not know if its from my new sandles or just my shitty knees but they hurt, BAD!

I hate the people at college, I really do. I thought it was getting better but now there are only a hand full of people that do not piss me off on a daily bases. Why can't people treat others the way they want to be treated, the golden rule? It seems like no one really believes in that any more and its so annoying. I really need someone to really vent to...

So im really bored and would love someone interesting to IM me. MSN =Silence_of_lies@hotmail.com