So I just had the biggest meltdown ever after my health fund sent me text saying that as requested my membership had been cancelled. With a $3k surgery coming up in 2 months, and $2k braces after that, plus a $10k+ jaw surgery in just over a year, there is no way I would have been able to afford to get anything done without private health insurance. I mean I'm saving every penny I have as it is, and hoping to god by the time the jaw surgery rolls around I don't have to sell my car just to get by.
After spending half an hour on the phone in tears they finally figured out that they had accidentally cancelled my cover, but that they would get right on fixing that.
Derp.
Thanks guys, I guess.
I rarely ever break down in tears, but I just cried for an hour straight, first from anxiety, then anger, then relief. I've never known anything to upset me as much as my upcoming surgeries, or more the prospect of not being able to pay for them.
I really just want to get this stuff over and done with, and finally have all this drama over my teeth done and dusted. I mean, I've been seeing the same orthodontist for almost 13 years, you'd think they'd have everything fixed by now!
Sigh.
Anyway, apparently I turn 21 next Thursday. I'm looking at things that I've only just realised I'd like but it's too late to tell people about because it's too close to my birthday, haha.
shiny headphones
shiner headphones
Yes i know they're rediculous but they are the most comfortable ever
Also, making the invites to my 21st made me realise just how few actual true friends I really have. I find it so hard to make friends that the ones I do have mean so much more to me. I'm glad they've been able to deal with my special brand of crazy.
After spending half an hour on the phone in tears they finally figured out that they had accidentally cancelled my cover, but that they would get right on fixing that.
Derp.
Thanks guys, I guess.
I rarely ever break down in tears, but I just cried for an hour straight, first from anxiety, then anger, then relief. I've never known anything to upset me as much as my upcoming surgeries, or more the prospect of not being able to pay for them.
I really just want to get this stuff over and done with, and finally have all this drama over my teeth done and dusted. I mean, I've been seeing the same orthodontist for almost 13 years, you'd think they'd have everything fixed by now!
Sigh.
Anyway, apparently I turn 21 next Thursday. I'm looking at things that I've only just realised I'd like but it's too late to tell people about because it's too close to my birthday, haha.
shiny headphones
shiner headphones
Yes i know they're rediculous but they are the most comfortable ever
Also, making the invites to my 21st made me realise just how few actual true friends I really have. I find it so hard to make friends that the ones I do have mean so much more to me. I'm glad they've been able to deal with my special brand of crazy.
I think this working on Saturdays will be the death of me, It throws off my entire week 
Anyway, It really annoys me when people start talking obnoxiously loud, about absolutely nothing, only to fade out into mumbles and silence.
"OH YEAH AND I THOUGHT I'D Just grab the keys and then mumblemumble fkjskdj....."
Then what? THEN WHAT!?
I mean, if you're going to bore me with every inner thought at least have the decency to finish your damn sentences!
I'm also really pissed off because I bought a can of soup yesterday, and I was just about to heat it up for dinner, but somehow it didn't make it to the pantry. Right now I'm so annoyed about not having that can of soup that I'm basically refusing to eat anything else in the house because it isn't that can of soup.
WHERE DID YOU GO, RAVIOLI IN TOMATO AND OREGANO, WHERE!?
Hopefully tomorrow we'll get sunlight. This week straight of rain is really taking a toll on my mood
This was me all day:
Well, I'm off to bed to have to biggest sleep ever. My friend woke me up this morning at 9 in the morning, and I was like "What are you doing? 9 is 6 in Sunday time! Go away!".
She made me french toast though, can't fault that!
Anyway, It really annoys me when people start talking obnoxiously loud, about absolutely nothing, only to fade out into mumbles and silence.
"OH YEAH AND I THOUGHT I'D Just grab the keys and then mumblemumble fkjskdj....."
Then what? THEN WHAT!?
I mean, if you're going to bore me with every inner thought at least have the decency to finish your damn sentences!
I'm also really pissed off because I bought a can of soup yesterday, and I was just about to heat it up for dinner, but somehow it didn't make it to the pantry. Right now I'm so annoyed about not having that can of soup that I'm basically refusing to eat anything else in the house because it isn't that can of soup.
WHERE DID YOU GO, RAVIOLI IN TOMATO AND OREGANO, WHERE!?
Hopefully tomorrow we'll get sunlight. This week straight of rain is really taking a toll on my mood
This was me all day:
Well, I'm off to bed to have to biggest sleep ever. My friend woke me up this morning at 9 in the morning, and I was like "What are you doing? 9 is 6 in Sunday time! Go away!".
She made me french toast though, can't fault that!
Things I have been doing lately,
Listening to this
Trying to get back into my artwork, it seems to make me not insane.
Hanging out with my sister and her little man.
Apparently he woke her up this morning with a lovely back rub, my sis said "Oh, you're good to your mum aren't you?" and he ran off laughing. Turns out he'd drawn all over her back with a glue stick
SURPRISE!
I swear, for a two year old, this boy comes up with the funniest stuff!
Wearing this prufume even if I don't leave the house, because it just smells so god-damn amazing.
Also, apparently after curbing my binge drinking I no longer have any tolerance for alcohol at all, this morning I woke up with a hangover from two glasses of stout. It was pretty funny actually.
The end!
Listening to this
Trying to get back into my artwork, it seems to make me not insane.
Hanging out with my sister and her little man.
Apparently he woke her up this morning with a lovely back rub, my sis said "Oh, you're good to your mum aren't you?" and he ran off laughing. Turns out he'd drawn all over her back with a glue stick
SURPRISE!I swear, for a two year old, this boy comes up with the funniest stuff!
Wearing this prufume even if I don't leave the house, because it just smells so god-damn amazing.
Also, apparently after curbing my binge drinking I no longer have any tolerance for alcohol at all, this morning I woke up with a hangover from two glasses of stout. It was pretty funny actually.
The end!
