Hey Everyone!! So I know not all girls are shallow but serioulsy after y accident i never knew or relized just how shallow girls were. It sucks all i ask for is honesty! If my wheelchair bothers u then ok thats fine thanks for being hoenst and good luck in your life. But dot hangout with me say all these great thins and then have me find out they are fucking sum1 behind my back and are w/e with mecuz hey feel bad for me or they just didnt relize that I cant do everything minus the legs!! I can do w.e i waht but seriously its BS I know not all of you fgirls are NOT like that at alll. But on the good side it weeds out the good girls and the bad girls for me. Sorry i had to get that off my chest! But I love all of my freinds on here!! You are all great and not to mention Beautiful, Gorgeous, and fucking Sexy as hell!! THanks Everyone!!!!

Josh

Hey Everyone!!!! Im back for now!! I want to say THANK YOU VERY VERY MUCH who ever it was who granted me 3 free months i appreciate it!!!!

TWO SUNDAYS I GOT THE WORST NEWS IN MY LIFE.... MY LITTLE DOG DIESEL WAS KILLED ON SUNDAY BY ANOTHER DOG. DIESEL WAS MY LIFE AND ALWAYS MADE ME HAPPY WHEN I WAS SAD, DOWN, AND DEPRESSED. HE WAS THE GREATEST THING IN THE WORLD AND NOTHING CAN EVER REPLACE HIM!!! FOR THOSE WHO KNOW HIM AND HAVE SEEN ME WITH HIM YOU KNOW HOW MUCH HE MEANT TO ME!! SAY A LITTLE PRAYER FOR MY DOG!! THANKS

DIESEL I WILL MISS YOU SOO MUCH!!! YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE AND WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN!! I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH!!!



YOU WILL BE MISSED DIESEL!!!! I WILL NEVER FORGET YOU!!!

Well Hello everyone!!

Well as of Saturday May 9th, it has bee 5 years snce my accident!! I have god to thank for keepin me alive during that wreck cuz i had only a *8% chance of living. I just wanted to tell all of you thanks so much for being my freind and a speical thanks to thoughs who had deep conversations with me and help me pull through it all and get me through the problem i was having at that time.

Well i have to be out of my apt by Moday may 11th and thanks be to god that he found me a place tostay for a couple months untile i can find a damn job in the economy and get myself back on my feet but again. So these past couple of days I have been packing like a mad man!!

THANKS again to all of those who are my freinds!!

Love Josh
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Hey! How is everyone doing? Iam hanging in there. Iam looking for a new apt to move into. Since i dont have a job yet Iam getting evicted out of my apt which sucks big time. But i will have two interviews this week so Iam hoping and praying that I will end up gettiing one of those!! Other then that I have been surving. Hanging in there the best i can. Im till looking for that speical girl who will make me happyfor the rest of my life but that is ALOT harder then it seems. But Iam gonna get back to looking for apt. I will ttyl!! Take Care

Love Josh

Well I have a couple things bothering me right now....

1. I hurt a really good freind. I had no idea that I she was hurting becasue nothing seemed out of the ordianry or I just didnt pick up on it. I think it was a little bit of both but they told me about it today instead of a couple weeks ago so now i have been crying a little but cuz i hurt someone who is soo great in every way. They already have enough on thier table and i just made it worst and now i feel liek a HUGE Jackass and a pile of shit cuz they dont desrve this. And if they read this i already told them that i feel i feel liek a hugeidiot and that iam soo very sorry for comlplicating things. And when i talked on the phone that was me acctually crying because i hurt you and thats the last thing in the world i ever wanted to do!! I hope u can forgive me.

2. Iam still looking for a job. And that is sucking up. Iam trying to sell my wheelchair ramp so i can get a couple extra thousand dollars so i can survie for a couple months more. I have been stressing out big time and it sucks but i know god will help me find way but i just hope that is it soon and i also hope luck is on my side which it hasent been the past 5 years.

3. I was hanging around this girl who said she was interested in me and this and that. We jsut hung out a liek 5 days straight and it was a fun 5 days. Then i found out she was fucking sum1 behind my back. Iam happy i didnt sleep with her but then when I asked her why she would spend that much time with me and said she wanted to hang out more why she would do that and she jsut said well i kinda felt sorry for u at first but then u grew on me but i couldnt decide which one of u i wanted. So i told her well ill make ur choice for you.. Iam done and i hate cheaters. But this shit happens ALOT. Why cant i find jsut one great and normal girl??

4. I just want to thank everyone on here who has became my friend and has acctually talked to me and helped me out with a few of my problems in the past. I LOVE SG and every freind i have made on here. I hope all of you have a great and safe weekend!! Thanks Again!!

Josh

Well Hello everyone!!! So i have been stressing out BIG time!! Iam still trying to find a job and i have been living off of my taxes and i got one more month to go that i will be able to live off of it. Iam trying to sell my old wheelchair ramp that i dont even use any more and i havent used in a long time. So ifi can sell that I will be able to pull a couple more month out. But other then that things are going fairly good. I take out alot of my fustration out when im at the gym and throwing around the weights so after my work out I feel alot better!! But Iam sorry it has taken me soo long to write back i have been super busy and stressed to the max. I hope everyone else is doing great!! Any one in Minnesota in the Twin Cities area if u hear of any job opens that pertains to the comptuer technolgy felid please fill me in!! Thanks alot i appreciate it!!! Take Care Everyone

XoXo Josh

Well Well Well its a nice and dark thursday morning!! Iam drunk and had a good night finally!! The first one in a long long long time!!! I hope everyone else is doing great!!! We need to have a SG Minnesota hang out somtime soon!! I hope all is well wth everyone!! Take Care!!!

-Josh-

Well it happend. I got fired We had a meeting last friday and i brought it to thier attention how i was was being treated unfailrly and not being able to do some of the thing the other employees were able to. I had a 3 page documented sheet that pointed out everything and then today they had me in a meeting with the big honchos (their bosses) and turned it around so it made me look like i was doing everything and break all the rules and makeing a huge mess at the work place but yet they wouldnt let other employees put in thier 2 cents cuz then they would be taking sides LoL Yeah so now iam jobless for the time being hopfully somthing will come across soon. I hope everyone else is having a great week!!! Take Care

Hey everyone!!! How is every body doing? Well i was great when i got accepted into the SGTwinCities Group!! Now i can make alot of freinds that are smartass jsut like me. But on the other hand my job iat US BANK is shitty, I have been treated unfairly and have rules put against me that others dont, like going on to other web sites, use of my cell phone, they can chat on yahoo messenger and i cant, and I cant take as long of breaks. I pointed it to my boss how i was treated unfairly now we have a meeting tommorrow and i might loose my job so that sucks big time!! They also only talk to me when i end up sending a ticket to the wrong group or am a couple min late back from lunch when everyone else can be late. They praise everyone for a good job they are doing and i havent heard that once since i have been working there since June. So we will see how it goes. If i get canned who wants to go have a couple of drinks on friday??

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