Ok, I had change my name to HaloEleven. It seems less like an AOHell screen name this way. If you don't already know, it's a NIN reference. I'm sure you NIN fans can figure it out. Not much to say here, as usual. So, I'm off.

Funny I have a room mate that has done the same thing. He is always here but always in his room with the new chick. Wonder if this could be a coincedence????

Holy shit! I didn't think anyone reads this. Here's another coincedence.....I'm losing a room mate next May. I'll just be you're losing your's as well. "...funny how love is..."

you mean annoying..how annoying love is

I concur. Love can be annoying. Is this why I'm not in love but just seeing a woman? You can't believe how difficult it is to say I Love You to someone. I've done it before and it all turned out bad in the long run. Argh, my love life is a hill of beans at the moment. Acutally I should have stayed single.

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I'm taking the day off from the office on the 19th to attend the SG Burlesque show in New Orleans. I'm dragging along a couple of friends as well. Anyone else going that I know?

I will see you at the SG Burlesque show!! Is your partner in crime going as well??

Sitting here at the office, tired as all hell. Yup, I went to the SG show last night in New Orleans. I should have taken the day off like my roommate. For all of you that didn't go, you missed out on some good messy fun at the end with all the chocolate and whipped cream. Oh, yeah. I got the meet all six of the ladies. I got to meet them before the show and I managed to get autographs. I cannot believe how beautiful each of them are up close. I'm happy and I can die peacefully now.

Shit, can't sleep. I'm in this relationship that's a bit messed up. Basically I haven't really seen or heard from my girlfriend in about 3 weeks. The fucked up part is that she works in the same building as me. She says she's got problems with her kids (she has 2 boys). She says that she hasn't spent enough time with them lately. Well, she only get them two weekends out of the month. They live with the father in the local area. The older boy is having issues at school and is acting up. She's trying to nip it in the bud. She found out that his issue stems from his mothers previous relationship with another woman (about 3 years). He says he embarrased about his mother being gay. WTF? All this coming around now? I know he's a kid but someone needs to just have a talk with him and explain the facts of life. He's 10 years old and fairly intelligent from what I can see. I understand she's trying to make up with him but she doesn't have him during the week, just 2 weekends a month. Here's what I getting to.....am I being selfish by wanting to spend time with her? Or better yet, a phone call or responsive email? I not the kind of person that wants her by my side constantly, we all need some space some times. Ok, she's busy with the local ladies football team (she not playing this year) and I can understand that. I even offered to help out so I can see her. To you this sounds like I'm being a pussy about a relationship but what kind of relationship is this called anyhow? I'm not sure what I need to do. Should I lay down on the table what's on my mind to her? I should do that but when can I do it? I can take the rejection of a breakup. Just tell me and don't drag my ass along to see if I beg for mercy. I'm tired so if I don't make sense just ask. Hell, I may have forgot a fact or two. At least I have a chance to write it down and come back to it later.

You know it sounds like way to much baggae to me. Do you really want to be a part of all that? If you do and you want to continue with her you have to tell her what is up. YOu know me and my angel and how happy we are. There are no secrets between us. If something is wrong you have to talk about it and fast. The longer it lingers the worse it gets until you end up hating that person. Look at me and a certain friend of mine. It has been to long now and I dont know if there is any salvation. You dont want that to happen.

You are just going to have to take charge and make her hang out with you one day and talk it out. Maybe you just need to be friends for a while until she gets her head together. Maybe she really does care about you and just doesnt know how to deal with what ever it is she is going through. You just need to find out.

Either way good luck..and I hope to see you friday!!!

Are we going bowling friday>?>>>

Well, I broke up with her on Wednesday. I told her everything I could. It tortures me to feel this way but I do feel bad. I don't know why. I tried and tried to repair this relationship but she's not willing to open up and talk about anything at all. I'm truly saddened by this.

Ok, a few of us are going to New Olreans this Friday night. Just mentioning it here.

Thanks for the support at fark.