age: 32 (Apr 08, 1980)
MEMBER SINCE: June 2004
body mods: 6 piercings, two tattoos - and an overabundance of cute ;)
fantasy: To achieve enlightenment.
makes me sad: Everything that doesn't make me happy
stats: Short, Sweet & to the Point
i lost my virginity: To someone that didn't know what to do with it
makes me happy: Buddhism, piggies, Harry Potter, rainbows, platform sandals, purple, my boy, my pets, long talks with my best friend, poppy seed muffins, cream soda, Orange Juice, candy, working out, helping others, cuddling, swimming, listening to the radio on sunny breezy days, friends, coloring, playing video games until my brain goes numb, cigarette buzzes, insence, music, gifts (giving and receiving), going out, laughing, loving.. so much more
most humbling moment: Standing on a cliff overlooking the valley in the middle of the night. The lights on the ground reflected the stars in the sky and it felt like Heaven on Earth.
sign: Aries
crush: Jason Isaacs, Rose McGowan, Alan Cumming, Chris Pontius, Jake Gyllenhaal
gets me hot: Light bondage, girl on girl action, dreads, shaved heads (and "tails" for that matter), Boho Goddesses, goatees
All I can remember was riding in the woods on a 4 wheeler (the woods around my grammas house - this all takes place at those two houses and in the woods there)
Riding around I came upon this.. town I guess.. it was nothing more than a few houses in a row. It was all run down, there was nobody in sight.. but there were animals everywhere.. eating bodies of other animals and people and I don't even want to know what else.. I was riding around on the back of one of the 4 wheelers.. a guy was on the front.. I dunno who it was, but him and I had something going on in my dream I could feel it. So we were riding through this "town" trying to avoid all the animals and crap that was everywhere.. it was a mess. Near the end a few of the animals that weren't too gorged on food noticed us and started trying to attack us.. in my dream that whole part took like 5 minutes, but there's not really a way for me to go into it. So we sped off towards what is now my moms house. But there was nobody there either, it was empty, run down like nobody had been there for a long time. The guy I was with said something about going back to his "lab" (a big mobile one.. the type you'd see in a sci-fi movie) to examine a piece of fur or some crap that he had gotten off one of the animals. So.. he leaves me alone in the house. Next thing I know there's a party at the house.. it's all fixed up and people are everywhere.. it's almost like a dream within a dream. This girl comes up and sits on my lap, she tells me about how she thinks I'm amazing and she wants to be like me.. as she put it "a beautiful mary doll just like you." Somehow that registered to me as a painting, and I got a clear vivid image in my head of this horrid painting with a dismembered doll with blood everywhere. I got a little creeped out, and went to see how the guy was doing.. when I walked into his little "lab" he was...
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