i need a new car...and a new life

I checked Volkov's page and he is doing well...i worry about him all the time.

I have not been on here alot becasue i have been busy with my pharmacy school applications. I am almost done with them and am excited to be getting everything out of the way. I just hope i can get in so i can get on with my life.

gotta run for now.

well i think i did ok on the PCAT....much better than last time when i was sick and had just had a spinal tap 12 hours before hand...

I am all dressed up and ready to go out. I have my vampire teeth in...the glue in kind, and a black derby hat and im wearing all black....just a lesbian vampire.

Happy Halloween everyone

I talked to Volkov last night. I was not aware that the soldiers in Iraq could talk on AIM and wqas surprised when he imed me. He couldn't talk long but he is doing well and is safe and sound for now. I worry about him all the time. I cannot wait for him to come back so we can go have a beer and hit up some bars together.

Wish me luck on the PCAT tommorow. (Pharmacy College Admissions Test) I took it last year but that was the day after I was diagnosed with my intracranial hypertension and they had done a spinal tap and I could barely sit up and had a severe headache. I did ok but not as well as I had hoped on the chemistry section. I have been studying alot and will hopefully do better on that section this time around. I take the test next month as well. I signed up twice since I never know when my heath will go south, and i want to take it as much as possible.

The Astros lost but they did better than anyone thought they would with the season and played their asses off. I am proud and am hoping they will do better next year.

I saw Fahrenheit 9/11 the other day for the first time....a great documetary that i need to watch again. I hope we can get Bush out in November but i have this looming feeling that it will not happen...I especially hate living in Texas where he is loved....at least where I live in Houston they are not Bush supporters and are more liberal. I dont really like either one of them but i just feel like i am voting for the lesser of two evils. The movie made me even more worried about Volkov and all our other troops who are over there putting their lives on the line every day.

Does anyone ever get any matches on this dating thing? I dont....hmmm

I went paintballing today....fun fun...now i have HUGE welts on my legs though...they hurt quite badly.

Beware my wrath with paintballs...

Are there any attractive single lesbians in Houston?

Bionicfemme may be coming back to SG....I talked to her tonight and she wants to come back...look for her soon!

I have been feeling much better since they upped my Topamax...the headaches have subsided and my appetite has come back a bit. I lost 10 lbs in 3 weeks though....I have lost 40 lbs since January with all this sickness. I need to go buy new clothes now since none of my pants fit anymore...at least I look good now

I was watching the Family Guy last night. That is the best show ever. I don't think I can pick one favorite episode but I do have a few that stick out in my mind...

1) the one where Stewie puts on lipstick in an effort to get lipstick marks on Peter's shirt so Lois thinks he is cheating and he see's himself in the mirror and talks dirty to himself

2)Stewie anad the death ray episode where he talks of his birthday and being freed from the "ovarian bastille"

3)When there in nuclear holocaust (sp) and Peter eats all the freeze dried food "everybody leave...gotta poop"

What is your favorite episode?

Any single lesbians wanna go on a date?

I keep ending up behind garbage trucks when i drive....why do they always smell sour?

My eyes hurt...they wont stop...flashes penetrate my peripheral vision. I cannot touch them. I cannot look to the side without pain.

I have to go get my vision remapped for the 5th time Wednesday to check for vision loss due to increasing headaches and vision problems...

My shunt has been popping out of my vertebre....my head wont stop hurting...like a vice...i think the shunt finally broke. it was supposed to last 3 years, not 8 months. Dont these things come with a warranty?

Anyone know how to get insurance when you are uninsurable and you make too much to get gov't assistance?

Im all for nationalized health care

beacuse im fucked...