I swear the women I meet, and fall for are some of the most evil of creatures in the world.

Only one other time have I literally felt so alone, depressed, sad, unhappy, stressed out...It's funny, you finally meet someone, spend all that time with them, call them, txt them, skype them, sometimes all at the same time having different conversations. Just to have them break up with you so they can focus on themselves, yet still have you around for another month, just for the sex, only to tell you, "I like someone else, cause it's new, I think we should just be friends." Nothing is more disheartening knowing you're not good enough for person that with just a touch, or the look "I love you" calmed your every emotion. caressing the back of my head, while hugging me, whispering "I love you" literally made me feel like I was invincible. Now, never have I felt so worthless...

So, went to my friends wedding on Saturday. Was a pretty fun wedding, but kinda made me feel sad and lonely being one of the few people there that was single. Probably 7 of us out of the 200 that was there...don't get me wrong, I'm happy for him and his new wife just makes me think though that it'll probably will never happen to me in a way. Whatev's not in a very cheery disposition atm.
couple pics of what I wore
adios for now.

Yes, as a couple of you have seen I'm back for a while longer. Had some extra monies this month and was like what the hell. I've missed you all anyway, not much has changed still single, gotta move within this month, but I hit my goal weight now I'm probably going to lose some more, 197 and going lower so yeah, I'm back but probably won't be checking SG since I'm packing and have to move but June is a different story jahahahahaha. Now I hate my profile pic haha,

Grasinja72375@hotmail.com is my E-mail address if any one would like to continue talking. Today is my last day on here, for a while at least. Adios to all the lovelies on here.

Doubt much of you will care a whole lot, but March 9th is my last day on SG, I've met some very interesting and nice human beings on this site, if anyone would want to stay in touch let me know. If not, adios and may you all find what you're looking for in life and live a long prosperous one.

Such bullshit, when I started this diet I'm on right now, I weighed 240lbs. Two months later, I was able to get down to 213lbs, and now it's climbing back up to 220lbs, my goal weight is 195lbs, I doubt that I will be able to get any lower, cause I'm a pretty broad guy, but to climb up 7 lbs by eating the same and working out at the gym is making me more depressed than when I was 240....fml

Grats to Stigmata and Ginebra on their FP's <3

Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays/Happy Day Off for other peoples sake, Have a great rest of the year.

Really not able to shake this depression....now it's just pissing me off.