I'm ready for a New Year!!
This past year has been one hell of a roller coaster ride! There have been some outstanding moments but most have been the rush of fear and anxiety of the next hill. Tomorrow I will be attending yet another wake and services.
This one is for part of my old extended family but never the less still a bit painful. Willie ( who was 82 ) passed yesterday and will be sadly missed. This was one witty little old person who I admired growing up as a child. I will be traveling back to Powder Springs for the services and spend time with the other part of the my extended family. For this year they have lost a daughter ( my childhood best friend ) and now grandmother/mother.
These things are hard for me because one it reminds of my own losses and seeing the pain of those that I care about. The pain of those left behind is what drives me to tears because that is something there is no cure for.....sometimes not even time cures it.
I still feel the loss of my family so very often.....
That’s all I have to say at the moment.
Soooo..... I'm still fucking sick!
Once I get one thing under control another pops up! I guess it's old age ( hahaha )
The thing that sucks is that I have keep skipping all of the fun holiday events! But that's just the way it goes I guess.
For all of the SGATLiens I hope you all have fun at the Holiday party tonight........ let the shanagins run wild!
Once I get one thing under control another pops up! I guess it's old age ( hahaha )
The thing that sucks is that I have keep skipping all of the fun holiday events! But that's just the way it goes I guess.
For all of the SGATLiens I hope you all have fun at the Holiday party tonight........ let the shanagins run wild!
Just want to wish everyone a Happy Holidays!
Since i work Retail I will not be on here for the few days!!
Here's what my retail life looks for the next few days.....
Wens - 4pm to 12am-ish or till they think that were are ready for Black Friday ( which mean 2am )
Thurs - Turkey Day Activities
Friday - Black Friday - 3am to 12pm Note: I'm always amazed that every yearwhen I drive into the parking lot and see customers there so early in the morning!
Sat - 4am to 10am
Sun - 5am to 12pm
Even though I hate this time of year this one weekend will be the forcat of what the holiday shopping season will look like. So sadly enough I'm kinda hoping for crazyness!
Since i work Retail I will not be on here for the few days!!
Here's what my retail life looks for the next few days.....
Wens - 4pm to 12am-ish or till they think that were are ready for Black Friday ( which mean 2am )
Thurs - Turkey Day Activities
Friday - Black Friday - 3am to 12pm Note: I'm always amazed that every yearwhen I drive into the parking lot and see customers there so early in the morning!
Sat - 4am to 10am
Sun - 5am to 12pm
Even though I hate this time of year this one weekend will be the forcat of what the holiday shopping season will look like. So sadly enough I'm kinda hoping for crazyness!
Even though I still feel ike crap I think that I'm actually starting to feel a little better.........FINIALLY!!!! Of what is the upgrade from feeling like total shit! But an upgrade is and upgrade I guess.
Of course... since I have bee out of work and spend what little funds I had to go to spend no meds that I think that I will have to skip out on a few of the activities that I had planned. I'll just have to play things by ear.
Hope everyone has a good weekend!
Btw.......thank you to everyone that sent get well wishes. It's always nice to hear!
Of course... since I have bee out of work and spend what little funds I had to go to spend no meds that I think that I will have to skip out on a few of the activities that I had planned. I'll just have to play things by ear.
Hope everyone has a good weekend!
Btw.......thank you to everyone that sent get well wishes. It's always nice to hear!
Crap...After a week I'm still not getting any better!
I'm not sure what else to do..... I'm just really tired of being this sick andnot being able to do anything about it! After working my ass off for more than 10yrs at the same company to just loose everthing..... I know in everyones lifetime the is at least one major economany crash. It effects billions of lives and somehow people make it threw it but I'm just not sure how to. I have no family to fall back on all of my resources have been pretty much drained. I'm really at end of rope ( or so it seems ).
I'm such and indendant person by nature and design that this whole process is just killing me. Currently I have walking phumonia and have been meds ( which I couldn't really afford to buy ) for a week. I'm still having trouble breathing, the damn ringing in my ears just won't go away, I can't really hear anyone talk to me and I have trouble talking to them because I can't breath. I have some weirdo swelling issue in my legs, feet, and face that is extremely painful - I'm so puffy my skin hurts and I keep getting wicked headaches. I can't really sleep becasue I'm just so damn uncomfortable and yep - I can't breath. Whatever this is it is kicking my ass and I hate!
Ok....i'm done complaining for now.
I'm not sure what else to do.....
I'm just really tired of being this sick andnot being able to do anything about it! After working my ass off for more than 10yrs at the same company to just loose everthing..... I know in everyones lifetime the is at least one major economany crash. It effects billions of lives and somehow people make it threw it but I'm just not sure how to. I have no family to fall back on all of my resources have been pretty much drained. I'm really at end of rope ( or so it seems ). I'm such and indendant person by nature and design that this whole process is just killing me. Currently I have walking phumonia and have been meds ( which I couldn't really afford to buy ) for a week. I'm still having trouble breathing, the damn ringing in my ears just won't go away, I can't really hear anyone talk to me and I have trouble talking to them because I can't breath. I have some weirdo swelling issue in my legs, feet, and face that is extremely painful - I'm so puffy my skin hurts and I keep getting wicked headaches. I can't really sleep becasue I'm just so damn uncomfortable and yep - I can't breath. Whatever this is it is kicking my ass and I hate!
Ok....i'm done complaining for now.
Yesterday I finially decided to a CVS Minute Clinic since its at least some what affordable. It doesn't cost more than $75. Well after waiting to see the Minute Clince Person she takes me into the room and says that she is sorry but I need to go straight to the ER that there isn't anything that she can do that I'm too sick.
Well I finially felt bad enough to go to the ER....after waiting for what seemed like FOREVVVERRR I was finially seen by a doctor. And I am pretty sick after all - I have walking pneumonia! I guess that explains why I have felt like ass for the past few weeks!
Even though I was regester as non-insurance they treated me awesome!!! The doctor that treated me even listed my "illness" as something different so that when I do get billed it will be cheaper. He took the time to actually listen to what was going on gave me some pretty kick ass treatment. Then after calling around to pharmacy's I found out that Target has afforable meds and since I didn't have insurance they automaticly signed me up for Georgia Prescription plan that ended up qualifying for it and it saved me some extra cash! SOOO....in all Atlanta Medical ER Doctors were awesome and Target's Pharmacy's. Just when I was starting to lose faith things work out!
Thank you for all of the support from everyone...... I love you guys!
Well I finially felt bad enough to go to the ER....after waiting for what seemed like FOREVVVERRR I was finially seen by a doctor. And I am pretty sick after all - I have walking pneumonia!
I guess that explains why I have felt like ass for the past few weeks!Even though I was regester as non-insurance they treated me awesome!!! The doctor that treated me even listed my "illness" as something different so that when I do get billed it will be cheaper. He took the time to actually listen to what was going on gave me some pretty kick ass treatment. Then after calling around to pharmacy's I found out that Target has afforable meds and since I didn't have insurance they automaticly signed me up for Georgia Prescription plan that ended up qualifying for it and it saved me some extra cash! SOOO....in all Atlanta Medical ER Doctors were awesome and Target's Pharmacy's. Just when I was starting to lose faith things work out!
Thank you for all of the support from everyone...... I love you guys!
I never really ever ask this and I know this is something that shouldn't be asked BUT..... if anyone has any left over RX for the flu PLZ send them my way! The only thing that I can not take is Penacillin or meds in that family line.
My cold has taken a sevre turn for the worse and I have no insurance. I have been doing the whole over the counter meds but they aren't working any longer. I'm trying to fight this off before I get phenumia - which i'm prone to getting every year but had insurance to then to deal with it.
Soooo.....if any of you insured folks have so left over meds plz let me know.
My cold has taken a sevre turn for the worse and I have no insurance. I have been doing the whole over the counter meds but they aren't working any longer. I'm trying to fight this off before I get phenumia - which i'm prone to getting every year but had insurance to then to deal with it.
Soooo.....if any of you insured folks have so left over meds plz let me know.
