my boss offered me a new position today... i really have no choice but to take it seeing he already changed my schdule not asking me if thats what i wanted. now im working like fukin 42 hours this week. grrr 
im already sick of work as it is... cleaning the house, taking care of the baby... theres a MOUNTIAN of clothes sitting on the bed waiting to be folded...
and my whole plan was to work part time and go back to school and finish my degree in photography... guess thats on hold for some jerk off who i dont give a shit about cuz he "needs me to work" ... like no one else can do their own job they have to make me work my ass off...
and i've only been waiting about a month to get my oil change and a fuckin hair cut... guess thats on hold to
well... i have better news now that i've vented. lol. i have a job interview today .
hopefully that will go well and they will offer me a better pay with better hours... if not i'll just kill myself now 
yesterday i was so tired after work i came home at 530 or so and crashed! i was sleeping from then till 630 this morning... when ever i sleep that much i have freakin weird ass dreams. i was in the woods shooting people and running them over with a motorcycle and having a damn good time doing it to. haha. i always have dreams about death or blood or that im killing people and laughing about it... is that a bad thing ???...
im already sick of work as it is... cleaning the house, taking care of the baby... theres a MOUNTIAN of clothes sitting on the bed waiting to be folded...
and my whole plan was to work part time and go back to school and finish my degree in photography... guess thats on hold for some jerk off who i dont give a shit about cuz he "needs me to work" ... like no one else can do their own job they have to make me work my ass off...
and i've only been waiting about a month to get my oil change and a fuckin hair cut... guess thats on hold to
well... i have better news now that i've vented. lol. i have a job interview today .
hopefully that will go well and they will offer me a better pay with better hours... if not i'll just kill myself now yesterday i was so tired after work i came home at 530 or so and crashed! i was sleeping from then till 630 this morning... when ever i sleep that much i have freakin weird ass dreams. i was in the woods shooting people and running them over with a motorcycle and having a damn good time doing it to. haha. i always have dreams about death or blood or that im killing people and laughing about it... is that a bad thing ???...
>1. What time is it? about 4:30
>2. Name as it appears on birth certificate: jessie
>3. Nicknames: juicey ...dont ask
>4. Piercing : 6 in ears, belly button, and nipples
>5. Eye color : light blue
>6. Place of birth: waterbury, connecticut
>7. Favorite food: peanut butter :o)
>8. Ever been to California? nope
>9. Ever been toilet papering? hahahaha, sure
>10. Love someone so much it made you cry? i guess
>11. Been in a car accident? nope
>12. Croutons or Bacon Bits: neither
>13. Favorite day of the week: sunday , my day off
>14. Favorite restaurant: panera bread
>15. Favorite flower: i love all flowers
>16. Favorite Sport to watch: uh, well i love to play football
>17. Favorite drink: jack daniels!! yummy
>18. Favorite ice cream: reese's pieces
>19. Disney or Warner Bros: disney
>20. Favorite fast food restaurant: gross
>21. What color is your bedroom carpet? white
>22. How many times did you fail your driver's test? none lol
>23. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? karla <3
>24. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? hustler
>25. What do you do most often when you are bored? watch porn
>26. What is your bedtime? shit... i fall asleep at 3 some nights
>29. Favorite TV shows? adult swim
>30. Last person you went out to dinner with? my mom
>31. Ford or Chevy: my mercedes i got for my bday :o)
>32. What are you listening to right now? lamb of god
>33. What is your favorite color? black or pink
>34. Lake, ocean or river? ocean
>35.How many tattoos do you have? 2 so far
>36. Time you finished this e-mail? 4:40
>37. Have you ever run out of gas? yea yesterday i did lol
>38. Cats or Dogs? Kitties!!
>39. Birthday? today hehe
>40 If I could be doing whatever I wanted? a fetish model photographer (or any type of naked chick) hehe
sorry this survey was kinda boring
>2. Name as it appears on birth certificate: jessie
>3. Nicknames: juicey ...dont ask
>4. Piercing : 6 in ears, belly button, and nipples
>5. Eye color : light blue
>6. Place of birth: waterbury, connecticut
>7. Favorite food: peanut butter :o)
>8. Ever been to California? nope
>9. Ever been toilet papering? hahahaha, sure
>10. Love someone so much it made you cry? i guess
>11. Been in a car accident? nope
>12. Croutons or Bacon Bits: neither
>13. Favorite day of the week: sunday , my day off
>14. Favorite restaurant: panera bread
>15. Favorite flower: i love all flowers
>16. Favorite Sport to watch: uh, well i love to play football
>17. Favorite drink: jack daniels!! yummy
>18. Favorite ice cream: reese's pieces
>19. Disney or Warner Bros: disney
>20. Favorite fast food restaurant: gross
>21. What color is your bedroom carpet? white
>22. How many times did you fail your driver's test? none lol
>23. Before this one, from whom did you get your last e-mail? karla <3
>24. Which store would you choose to max out your credit card? hustler
>25. What do you do most often when you are bored? watch porn
>26. What is your bedtime? shit... i fall asleep at 3 some nights
>29. Favorite TV shows? adult swim
>30. Last person you went out to dinner with? my mom
>31. Ford or Chevy: my mercedes i got for my bday :o)
>32. What are you listening to right now? lamb of god
>33. What is your favorite color? black or pink
>34. Lake, ocean or river? ocean
>35.How many tattoos do you have? 2 so far
>36. Time you finished this e-mail? 4:40
>37. Have you ever run out of gas? yea yesterday i did lol
>38. Cats or Dogs? Kitties!!
>39. Birthday? today hehe
>40 If I could be doing whatever I wanted? a fetish model photographer (or any type of naked chick) hehe
sorry this survey was kinda boring
today was blah....
it was so sunny and nice out i wish i could have gone to the pool and gotten some sun. the love the warmth of the sun... its so relaxing. but i had to sit and wait for like five hours to get an oil change in my car, which never ended up happening anyways. oh well.
it was so sunny and nice out i wish i could have gone to the pool and gotten some sun. the love the warmth of the sun... its so relaxing. but i had to sit and wait for like five hours to get an oil change in my car, which never ended up happening anyways. oh well.
i got some other pictures up... some bad pictures of my tattoos... no nipple ring picture though sorry.
hopefully i'll get another tattoo for my birthday which is next week! yay! theres so many i wanna get but no money. oh well. i dont wanna grow up though. i wish i could stay 19 forever. hehe.
hopefully i'll get another tattoo for my birthday which is next week! yay! theres so many i wanna get but no money. oh well. i dont wanna grow up though. i wish i could stay 19 forever. hehe.
looks kinda blurry though. i gotta work on it
