I am leaving SG. Finding it a bit stagnant lately. May come back one day, who knows. Best of luck to all of you! Hugzzzzzzzz
Life is full of surprises. I shall be a father, for the first time, come November. She will have the baby and, after the initial shock, it turns out im quite excited. The guy that said that he would NEVER have children of his own! Life finds a way i guess..
So this gorgeous girl from chat blocked me for no reason at all and what do i do? I send her a gift from her wishlist lol. She thanked me in her blog not knowing who sent it. Why did she block me? Well, i dont know...must have been necause i PMd her asking to accept a friendship request because i wanted to be able to see her pics. Pretty ofensive stuff ahah! Anyway, i was kinda saddened about that but i went to her blog and read some stuff that made me feel bad for her.So i sent her the anonymous gift ahah. She did say on her blog that the gift made her feel a little better for a while, so that was worth it. I am a lurker on chat, im usually doing other stuff and rarely say anything because its not often that the conversation interests me or that i am talkative Or that im not doing other stuff. I keep the chat open usually because i enjoy looking at the cam of interesting women. I DO NOT FAP while i look at their cams ! I am too old to be that easily aroused..for christ sake, most sets on this site are sexy as hell and i still dont feel the urge to fap looking at them. Its just funny what people assume. How i hate prudish behaviour in a site such as this...come on this is fucking Suicide Girls...people should be open minded and not so easy to jump to assumptions, right? RIGHT??? lol. Well, fuck it!
I hate it when women that i worship or desire from afar become pregnant. They lose all the magic for me. It is as they fall from grace and become human. I am indeed a bizarre human being. Btw, how i hate all that mushy bull about the glowing, the perfect experience and blah blah blah...Argh, it makes me wanna puke 
Well, i did leave the tag "Auschwitz" on a set of a skinny SG. It enraged a lot of people, and when i thought about it more clearly i understood why. But it was not intended to offend the model. I was as skinny as her for many years, well into my thirties. It was merely a "colourful" and dumb synonym.
As long as people are too afraid and lazy to use their brain to comprehend the universe, the venom of religion will keep poisoning our world. The dark ages never went away and they won´t until all of us get rid of the thought control of dogma and myth. Religion feeds on fear and ignorance. You, on the other hand, feed from it as good little pets only as long as you allow it to control you. There´s so much to marvel at: be FREE! Or you can continue with that blank idiotic stare and self-righteous smile of the blissfully ignorant. Your choice. Me, i have not yet lost Faith 
..on the Human race.
..on the Human race. What new secrets does your heart conceal?
Which old longings do remain?
How much did time erase?
And what did it reveal?
If we meet again one day,
what will we recognize?
The features we held most dear,
Or the patterns we now dispise?
I still ache so the loss of you.
Which old longings do remain?
How much did time erase?
And what did it reveal?
If we meet again one day,
what will we recognize?
The features we held most dear,
Or the patterns we now dispise?
I still ache so the loss of you.
Life goes on. You get hurt and then you get better. And so do the ones you hurt. And life goes on for them as well. You wish to be alone and then you are lonely. The cycle repeats itself. On and on until the time someone tells you, you are dying. Or you just die. My best friends brother, my cousin, is dying of cancer. Damn, we have to enjoy life while we can, why is that so easy to forget???
