Hey guys! It's been a while I know. about a month.
So I don't have blonde hair any more, back to brown, but it's a lot darker now with red and golden tones.
Also I got a hair cut. makes my hair look a lot longer now with this new style, and it's not any shorter. I've been doing a lot with my mom and her boy friends family, his younger daughter is like my lil sister. I go to a lot of their hockey games, watch the house when their outta town for hockey, etc. It's been fun. got a girls day on Sunday with mom and Chey (sis).
It's being going ok. only I'm looking for a new job. I couldn't stand the amount of time it took by bus to get to work from the house now that I've moved back. Moved back in November and just couldn't take it any more. Thank god I'm getting my mom's car. She'll be buying a new one so I'll get her old one. and all my taxes will be spent on the car. Like replacing the wind shield.
For those who didn't know I was supposed to buy a car and some one totaled it. And then my uncle want 1,500$ for his old car. Which was book value, but the car needed that much repairs on it, so it wasn't even worth that much, I said hell no and now I wait for mom.
Also I haven't heard back from any of the photographers so I guess there won't be anything out soon. So I'm just gonna focus on this job thing and get it figured out.
My grand parent's retired!!! their in Florida for three months. Just took of outta the blue. Their missing every one's birthdays too. Horrible timing if you ask me. I already don't get to see them anymore that much as it is.
I don't know if I told any one but my ex bought me a diamond promise ring for Christmas with the promise he'd come back with a real ring when he came back from basic training and serving his military time. (He left in November for basic). And to be honest I told him from the get-go last summer I didn't want anything serious and he didn't listen any ways. So in the end we broke up over that little present. Funny thing is he just went ahead and got back together with his ex-wife. Now that's just sad (she cheated on him several times just weeks after the wedding.) So I think all he wants is a wife and he doesn't really care if he's happy or not.
But at least I gotta out of it. I hate that kinda stuff.
(I'd rather be sitting in doors hiding from people then dealing with drama) I just don't have patience for it.
Any ways I'm bacckkk.
Hair shot!


Hair shot
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Hair shot! ^-^


So I don't have blonde hair any more, back to brown, but it's a lot darker now with red and golden tones.
Also I got a hair cut. makes my hair look a lot longer now with this new style, and it's not any shorter. I've been doing a lot with my mom and her boy friends family, his younger daughter is like my lil sister. I go to a lot of their hockey games, watch the house when their outta town for hockey, etc. It's been fun. got a girls day on Sunday with mom and Chey (sis).
It's being going ok. only I'm looking for a new job. I couldn't stand the amount of time it took by bus to get to work from the house now that I've moved back. Moved back in November and just couldn't take it any more. Thank god I'm getting my mom's car. She'll be buying a new one so I'll get her old one. and all my taxes will be spent on the car. Like replacing the wind shield.
For those who didn't know I was supposed to buy a car and some one totaled it. And then my uncle want 1,500$ for his old car. Which was book value, but the car needed that much repairs on it, so it wasn't even worth that much, I said hell no and now I wait for mom.
Also I haven't heard back from any of the photographers so I guess there won't be anything out soon. So I'm just gonna focus on this job thing and get it figured out.
My grand parent's retired!!! their in Florida for three months. Just took of outta the blue. Their missing every one's birthdays too. Horrible timing if you ask me. I already don't get to see them anymore that much as it is.
I don't know if I told any one but my ex bought me a diamond promise ring for Christmas with the promise he'd come back with a real ring when he came back from basic training and serving his military time. (He left in November for basic). And to be honest I told him from the get-go last summer I didn't want anything serious and he didn't listen any ways. So in the end we broke up over that little present. Funny thing is he just went ahead and got back together with his ex-wife. Now that's just sad (she cheated on him several times just weeks after the wedding.) So I think all he wants is a wife and he doesn't really care if he's happy or not.
But at least I gotta out of it. I hate that kinda stuff.
(I'd rather be sitting in doors hiding from people then dealing with drama) I just don't have patience for it.
Any ways I'm bacckkk.
Hair shot!

Hair shot

Hair shot! ^-^

So, I'm still waiting for my new license, I cant submit my model form with out it!!!!!!!
Also my manager was gonna sell me his car, but he totaled it this weekend
wtf
Ps: accidentally dyed my hair blonde. Fml
Also my manager was gonna sell me his car, but he totaled it this weekend
wtf
Ps: accidentally dyed my hair blonde. Fml
So How was every one's Christmas!? I had a great one. I'm buying a car from a friend! And I got moving out presents which are always exciting.
I got a diamond ring and a proposal from a guy I was seeing, but I had to tell him no. I wasn't feeling the same way for a while. And he has been gone for two months. It was awkward
And Some one at Walmart called me a heart breaker
Makes me feel bad, I already feel like a bitch.
Bought a bunch of work like clothes. Black dress pants and I'm going to go thru my closet and give away all my younger things. I have a pile of hoodies I don't wear. And I feel like I shouldn't keep holding on to my old stuff.
So!!!!!! My mom is back with her ex, they both had some thinking to do I guess this past year, I think he finally decided he's ready to settle into this, their both about to be or/are 40, and he has a fourteen year old daughter, and it's me and my brother. and I think their ready to actually look at it as something that is a long term/forever deal. And for Christmas, he gave her a diamond bracelet and necklace! And his daughter called me her step sister and it's just so cute!!!!!
And it's a big deal because my mom has been single for ever. She had me at twenty and my brother at twenty two. My dad was a douche bag and immature and a total pot head. And so he was never involved in our lives. I've actually never met him before. And last year he added me on Facebook for what ever reason as soon as I was 18, and he was a total perv! Naked pictures of his gf and everything. I don't want to see that! Also she was just a little bit older than me. so creepy. So I reported his page.
But what I'm getting at is my mom has always been single because she chose the higher road in life and worked hard for her family and matured as a person out of love for us. And finally she has found some one perfect for her that thinks on the same level, and has all of the maturity and just omg!!!!
I get so girly thinking about it. She doesn't think she will ever get married but I KNOW Joe will go all out for her. He spoils her, and all of us really, and he tries to be the most supportive person and to be there for me and her. He's a big family guy. And neither of them have had the ability to have a full family like this.
I'm just super excited.
I accidentally called him dad the other day, and he got all emotional about it. It was touching.
So I posted it on his Facebook. Ha! I win.
But yeah it was a big deal. They joined us at our grandmas for Christmas and then we slept over at his house. Me and Chey (his daughter) shared her huge comfy bed at 3 in the morning after we all watched movies, and she was so excited to have me sleep over, she kept talking.
She brought up sex, which was kind of awkward. But I guess her mom had the talk with her the other day. And didn't explain things very well. so she asked me. And I was so proud when she said she wouldn't have sex till after High School. (though I'm being a hypocrite for saying that)
SO any ways
My uncle proposed to his wife. I'm so excited, the wedding is next year. Omg
I'm feeling so girly right now o.o Wedding's really bring that out in girls. (have you noticed all the omg's???)
Amy and my uncle came over and we were talking wedding's all night. And watching wedding shows.
And I am still decisive on my hair color. Sense it's short. and I don't to kill it while it's growing out. but I agree with all or you. I will choose and auburn red tone (see previous blog) I think I'll wait a few months. I can;t wait for my long hair again
!!!!!!
Also I extended my tattoo
Kyle at TigerRose rocks, and is my hero. He take's my scatter brained ideas and changes them into something amazing.
Picture time!!!!!!!!!!
Tattoo:






My kitten in the wrapping paper


Me after church at grandmas on Christmas


My grandpa!


I got a diamond ring and a proposal from a guy I was seeing, but I had to tell him no. I wasn't feeling the same way for a while. And he has been gone for two months. It was awkward
Bought a bunch of work like clothes. Black dress pants and I'm going to go thru my closet and give away all my younger things. I have a pile of hoodies I don't wear. And I feel like I shouldn't keep holding on to my old stuff.
So!!!!!! My mom is back with her ex, they both had some thinking to do I guess this past year, I think he finally decided he's ready to settle into this, their both about to be or/are 40, and he has a fourteen year old daughter, and it's me and my brother. and I think their ready to actually look at it as something that is a long term/forever deal. And for Christmas, he gave her a diamond bracelet and necklace! And his daughter called me her step sister and it's just so cute!!!!!
And it's a big deal because my mom has been single for ever. She had me at twenty and my brother at twenty two. My dad was a douche bag and immature and a total pot head. And so he was never involved in our lives. I've actually never met him before. And last year he added me on Facebook for what ever reason as soon as I was 18, and he was a total perv! Naked pictures of his gf and everything. I don't want to see that! Also she was just a little bit older than me. so creepy. So I reported his page.
But what I'm getting at is my mom has always been single because she chose the higher road in life and worked hard for her family and matured as a person out of love for us. And finally she has found some one perfect for her that thinks on the same level, and has all of the maturity and just omg!!!!
I get so girly thinking about it. She doesn't think she will ever get married but I KNOW Joe will go all out for her. He spoils her, and all of us really, and he tries to be the most supportive person and to be there for me and her. He's a big family guy. And neither of them have had the ability to have a full family like this.
I'm just super excited.
I accidentally called him dad the other day, and he got all emotional about it. It was touching.
So I posted it on his Facebook. Ha! I win.
But yeah it was a big deal. They joined us at our grandmas for Christmas and then we slept over at his house. Me and Chey (his daughter) shared her huge comfy bed at 3 in the morning after we all watched movies, and she was so excited to have me sleep over, she kept talking.
She brought up sex, which was kind of awkward. But I guess her mom had the talk with her the other day. And didn't explain things very well. so she asked me. And I was so proud when she said she wouldn't have sex till after High School. (though I'm being a hypocrite for saying that)
SO any ways
My uncle proposed to his wife. I'm so excited, the wedding is next year. Omg
I'm feeling so girly right now o.o Wedding's really bring that out in girls. (have you noticed all the omg's???)
Amy and my uncle came over and we were talking wedding's all night. And watching wedding shows.
And I am still decisive on my hair color. Sense it's short. and I don't to kill it while it's growing out. but I agree with all or you. I will choose and auburn red tone (see previous blog) I think I'll wait a few months. I can;t wait for my long hair again
Also I extended my tattoo
Kyle at TigerRose rocks, and is my hero. He take's my scatter brained ideas and changes them into something amazing.
Picture time!!!!!!!!!!
Tattoo:



My kitten in the wrapping paper

Me after church at grandmas on Christmas

My grandpa!

So, I wanna dye my hair. Pick a color! 
and ill post more later about my christmas and some pictures after work












and ill post more later about my christmas and some pictures after work






Happy eve to Christmas eve! 


got so bored when my friend went home
me being silly







got so bored when my friend went home
me being silly



Prt 2: So I just applied.
That was easier then I though.... so I just wait for a reply I guess?
Prt 1: So quick question for people who have been here a while, should I have a set before I apply to be a hopeful or should I apply now any way?
I looked at the application and it want's a picture, does it just want a picture or a set? Also if I apply, does that mean I need a new account?
I'm working on getting a set any way!
Btw I love my sg family, you are all so helpful!
That was easier then I though.... so I just wait for a reply I guess?
Prt 1: So quick question for people who have been here a while, should I have a set before I apply to be a hopeful or should I apply now any way?
I looked at the application and it want's a picture, does it just want a picture or a set? Also if I apply, does that mean I need a new account?
I'm working on getting a set any way!
Btw I love my sg family, you are all so helpful!
Yesterday SUCKED!
Was up at 6:30 am, went to work, where we where down a register because it was old and finally gave up on us.
Then Two other registers crashed multiple times. So we had waves of people coming in all day for the holiday rushes and one register.
And then in pharmacy the co-pay's weren't coming through from the insurances so the pharmacy didn't know what they were supposed to be charging people and they were really busy too.
So then this guy comes in, goes to pharmacy, and for what ever reason something didn't go right. So he's super mad.
He comes through the store pissed on his way out and shoves his arm in one of the shelves and rip 9 feet of shelving down, and throws it to the floor. And it's all hair conditioner and shampoo. And it breaks and the entire isle is a mess. It's all soapy and slick and it was a bitch to clean up.
But the best part was right as he did this he yells "FUCK!" throughout the store, and the whole store just stopped and watched as he left like 'omg'
So many people were upset because of him. And on his way out, the sliding door didn't move fast enough for him so he pounded on the door and pushed it open. Really????
My manager called the police and did a damage report. He knocked over, over 300$ worth of product.
And of course we have his name and everything in pharmacy so all the police had to do was show up at his house and arrest him
People are crazy!!!!!!
PS: I blew out another pair of head phones. Ha
Was up at 6:30 am, went to work, where we where down a register because it was old and finally gave up on us.
Then Two other registers crashed multiple times. So we had waves of people coming in all day for the holiday rushes and one register.
And then in pharmacy the co-pay's weren't coming through from the insurances so the pharmacy didn't know what they were supposed to be charging people and they were really busy too.
So then this guy comes in, goes to pharmacy, and for what ever reason something didn't go right. So he's super mad.
He comes through the store pissed on his way out and shoves his arm in one of the shelves and rip 9 feet of shelving down, and throws it to the floor. And it's all hair conditioner and shampoo. And it breaks and the entire isle is a mess. It's all soapy and slick and it was a bitch to clean up.
But the best part was right as he did this he yells "FUCK!" throughout the store, and the whole store just stopped and watched as he left like 'omg'
So many people were upset because of him. And on his way out, the sliding door didn't move fast enough for him so he pounded on the door and pushed it open. Really????
My manager called the police and did a damage report. He knocked over, over 300$ worth of product.
And of course we have his name and everything in pharmacy so all the police had to do was show up at his house and arrest him
People are crazy!!!!!!
PS: I blew out another pair of head phones. Ha
It's so nice out
and I have planned nothing for my day. I am lazy.
I didn't get up till noon. And all I did was sit on the computer and watch a movie. (Day After Tomorrow)
Also I need new running shoes
So lame. Amuse me!
and I have planned nothing for my day. I am lazy.
I didn't get up till noon. And all I did was sit on the computer and watch a movie. (Day After Tomorrow)
Also I need new running shoes
So lame. Amuse me!
"Jeremy: Friedrich Nietzsche? We cannot burn Friedrich Nietzsche! He was the most important thinker of the 19th century!
Elsa: Oh, please! Nietzsche was a chauvinist pig who was in love with his sister.
Jeremy: He was not a chauvinist pig!
Elsa: But he was in love with his sister.
Brian: Uh, excuse me, you guys? Yeah. There's a whole section on tax law down here that we can burn!"
Day After Tomorrow
Good movie
Elsa: Oh, please! Nietzsche was a chauvinist pig who was in love with his sister.
Jeremy: He was not a chauvinist pig!
Elsa: But he was in love with his sister.
Brian: Uh, excuse me, you guys? Yeah. There's a whole section on tax law down here that we can burn!"
Day After Tomorrow
Good movie
Ok, so apparently there was a misunderstanding about my last blog.
When I asked if I should be a hopeful and try to become and SG. I meant that as in I would get a camera, and make my own little mini set, and try.
Not use my profile picture or something. Because that's what this place is all about right?!
Friday I'm going to camera shop. Then we'll see from there. I've always been using my phone for pictures.
Any ways. . . .
It's raining, in December. I'm officially depressed now.
When I asked if I should be a hopeful and try to become and SG. I meant that as in I would get a camera, and make my own little mini set, and try.
Not use my profile picture or something. Because that's what this place is all about right?!
Friday I'm going to camera shop. Then we'll see from there. I've always been using my phone for pictures.
Any ways. . . .
It's raining, in December. I'm officially depressed now.


