Fuck.
Why does he have a girlfriend now? Why did this after to happen right before I'm not going to be a million miles away?
I just have way too many feelings about this and he doesn't give a shit.
Urg. This move just got so miserable.
Why does he have a girlfriend now? Why did this after to happen right before I'm not going to be a million miles away?
I just have way too many feelings about this and he doesn't give a shit.
Urg. This move just got so miserable.
Thank. Effing. God.
We finally have an apartment. We are still waiting for the landlord's attorney to get the lease to us but we have an apartment and I couldn't be more relieved. I feel like now I can start really PLANNING shit. I can't wait until next month when I can take a car full of stuff to MY APARTMENT. Weeeee I love saying "MY APARTMENT"! It's so exciting!
Goal for the summer:
- Have an amazing summer enjoying my new city...Chicago!
We finally have an apartment. We are still waiting for the landlord's attorney to get the lease to us but we have an apartment and I couldn't be more relieved. I feel like now I can start really PLANNING shit. I can't wait until next month when I can take a car full of stuff to MY APARTMENT. Weeeee I love saying "MY APARTMENT"! It's so exciting!
Goal for the summer:
- Have an amazing summer enjoying my new city...Chicago!
Everything is so busy busy busy busy lately. I just feel so tired all the time and even with the 109438910 doctor appointments I've been to I still feel crappy.
Also, why do I have a problem with people being nice to me? I found out that Super Happy Fun Club is opening for EVE6 in April out in Chicago (people, you need to go to this...your minds will be fucking blown) so of course cue me FREAKING out that I can't afford to get out there for that show (as well as being reunited with all my loves and the State and Madison album release). Well, the boy offered to fly me out there for the show. The next day, cue me bitching about having to go to this wedding in May alone...the boy offered to fly in so I wouldn't have to go alone. I said no. How big of an ass can I feel like in 24 hours?
Although in happier news I did a little retail therapy to cheer myself up. I got tickets to go see Foxy Shazam and Maniac at the end of the month, tickets to see Say Anything and Fake Problems in April and VIP tickets to see EVE6 in May! Ahhh concerts, I've missed you. Also, bought myself an iPad! It's just a 1st generation one but it's still going to be neat as hell. Sometimes, you just gotta buy yourself something nice once and a while. ;-D
Also, why do I have a problem with people being nice to me? I found out that Super Happy Fun Club is opening for EVE6 in April out in Chicago (people, you need to go to this...your minds will be fucking blown) so of course cue me FREAKING out that I can't afford to get out there for that show (as well as being reunited with all my loves and the State and Madison album release). Well, the boy offered to fly me out there for the show. The next day, cue me bitching about having to go to this wedding in May alone...the boy offered to fly in so I wouldn't have to go alone. I said no. How big of an ass can I feel like in 24 hours?
Although in happier news I did a little retail therapy to cheer myself up. I got tickets to go see Foxy Shazam and Maniac at the end of the month, tickets to see Say Anything and Fake Problems in April and VIP tickets to see EVE6 in May! Ahhh concerts, I've missed you. Also, bought myself an iPad! It's just a 1st generation one but it's still going to be neat as hell. Sometimes, you just gotta buy yourself something nice once and a while. ;-D
Dear Brain,
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I hate missing him when I know he doesn't miss me.
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I hate missing him when I know he doesn't miss me.
