Ugh it sucks more than anything.

He's living in Alberta right now so it's not like I can just hop on a bus and see him whenever I want
I saw him for the first time in four months a month ago, I pretty much felt like my heart was breaking when I had to get on the plane and leave.

Almost a week without smoking, good job

Hehe it gets easier, keep it up!

keep with it, ive gone a month without a cigarette, the cravings were gone after only a week.

oh and ted nugent is my jesus

It was certainly amazing seeing him after so long, I really didn't want to leave.

He used to live in Hamilton, we went to high school together (yes we've been dating since we were 17 - crazy). We broke up around my 19th birthday but continued to see each other and then he moved out to Alberta November 2008 to find a better job. He's living with my pregnant sister out there right now to help her pay the rent while her fiance is in Afghanistan.

He might be moving back to Ontario in a couple months and we're planning on getting a place if he does. If he doesn't move back in a couple months I'm moving out to Calgary and we're going to get a place after I'm done school. It's just a little frustrating having to wait lol.

never to late to quit

stay positivie

Hope so