Good bye.


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I did in fact get a new truck. A dark silver 4x4 V8 Dodge Durango. I was very pleased until the thermostat went and dumped coolant everywhere a week after I bought it. Its in the shop as I type.

So you think you work a lot? I just pulled 22 shifts in 17 days and today I finally have a day off-sorta.

I have to clean and get my hair cut. Get fitted for uniforms. and go up to school and register for classes.

I made the deans list last semester carrying 27 credits-woot for me!

My daily ab routine is killing me:

175 crunches
2 long sets of leg lifts and 2 sets of flutter kicks
50 weighted side lunges

And I will never have even a four pack-le sigh...

So I've also gotten into tantric sex-however I have no partner... LOL

Going to PF Changs with my aunt tomorrow.

Nothing really new to write about.

I shall spend the day truck shopping.

I can't believe I'm up so early after pulling a double at the end of my work week. I have four days off in a row, thank goodness because I have a lot of admin stuff to take care of monday.

I have some hospital bills to sort out, plus I have to start thinking of scheduling my surgery on my legs.

Cooking steaks tonight, but the grill is on the fritz. Shame to "George Foreman" them or broil them....

I'd still really like to take up photography.

I'm getting sick, my throat is swelling up and I'm coughing.

I hate work, I hate working. I wish I was doing something fufilling with myself.

Home is uncomfortable. Its not going to get any better. Its a shame really. I really thought this was it, I would have given my very all.

I had to give my dog away.

Christ my life is a country song.

I just wish it wouldn't repeat itself like a broken record every year.

=my soul


I would like to be a photographer. But the kind who makes money doing it.

My life has been turning over on itself, over and over since the holiday’s.

I still love someone, who may or may not love me.

I have faith though, that things will get better, whatever “better” is. Well, if not faith, hope at least. If only she had more tolerance for me. If she could she how hard I try.

Oh and by the way, I hate this website. I wish my membership would expire. The CE boards are exclusively populated by left leaning elitists. And almost to a girl, the SG’s are terribly unattractive. I only stay at all to run SG Military...

I had a dream. It was unnerving. A big smiling pig, dressed in a bloody butchers apron and wearing an old fashioned paper short order cook’s hat was playing a piano. The piano was made of rusted cast iron and instead of hammers hitting wire, there were butchers knives chopping into flesh with every keystroke. The flesh had been minced into a sluice of gore that was leaking from the bottom of the piano at the seams.

Word. That’s pretty fucked up. I never have nightmares.

I'm so pissed off right now, all I really want to do is go to bed, but I'm so pissed off I won't be able to sleep.

Blah.

We have moved. Mega pictures to follow. 3300 Square feet of turn of the century updated, original woodwork Queen Anne!

I have been super busy in Cop College.

Nothing really new around here. Starting to pack up the homestead, we move into the new house on the 19th. Wish I had some pictures of it to show you guys.

Our landlord isn't being very good about letting us out of our lease. The early termination clause in it was very vague and he doesn't seem to accept that had he kept up with the rental house we wouldn;t have wanted to leave in the first place. Cock smoker.

Devils Rejects 8/10, just ok...

So I have some pictures of Rebecca's ring and our new kitty to share.


And, why yes that is a nearly perfect, colorless Leo cut diamond. You must have really good taste to have noticed. Yes it is HUGE.