I've not been one to really say much one here but I was just flipping around the site and came across possibly one of the saddest stories I've heard in a long time. While going through some of my favorite SG's pages I came upon Elsie, a beautiful young girl from here in Ohio. The blog on her front page caught my eye about the pain she was dealing with from fibromyalgia, which she had had since she was 15. As I read through the blog, not being able to even imagine what she goes through, the comment below caught my eye. It simply said "r i p". So I went on to read more and found out that on October 6th she had come to pass. As if reading the blog about this terrible illness wasn't saddening enough, only 5 days after this blog went up this happens. This is just horrible, I never knew her in anyway other then as a very lovely SG, and I am pained more so then I have been in a very long time by her story. It just doesn't make sense to me how something can happen like this to someone so young.

All of my prayersare with her dear family and friends. I wish them the best in this most painful time.

She is in a better place now, and has no more pain.

I've never really been one to write blogs, but I try to throw one on here every once in a while. In all honesty I don't know if anyone even reads these damn things. If they do I apologize for the uneventfulness of my life lol.

Well, since the last time I wrote some fun stuff has happened. Last Thursday in my Comp 1 class we discussed narratives(a narrative is something that describes you) and the ideas of some German guy named Nietszche(that's not spelled right I'm sure). He came up with the idea of being narrativeless so to speak, basically not confroming to the thought patterns of any process at all. Our teacher gave us a task to try to step outside of our narratives and try the ideas of Nietszche, basically not be ourselves for a week and see what happens. Well, my narratives, or at least some of them are that I tend to be a shy person in crowds of people that I don't know, not much of a partier, and especially talking to women. After class I met up with some friends and the group they were with at the local BW3s to watch the NCAA tourney games. We started drinking there and then went over to the Monkeys, a pool hall/bar in the area. There I was having fun just being uncharacteristically social. An old friend showed up with a friend of hers in which I started playing pool with, at this point I was already pretty drunk. They started doing some shots which I got pulled into. Eventually it came to closing time and I left Monkeys to head home and got pulled for OVI.

So I have no license now and I'm going to have to get a lawyer and pay out the ass in fines and lawyer fees, so this sucks balls. I had planned on going out to The Brewery to see Legbone and meet some of the local SG members, but no license and no ride.

I did get to go see 8 KOunt tonight down at McGuffy's and some other group called Orange Williard but they sucked. 8 KOunt put on a fucking awesome show though, I grabbed there cd and chatted with the band after their set. So that was cool. If any from this area has a chance to see them I highly recommend them.

Edison started spring break this week and there is a foot of snow on the ground lol. How ironic. Its kind of nice to sit at home and chill though. Watched a couple of movies I haben't seen before, War and Lost in Translation. War wasn't as good as I expected, but Lost in Translation was pretty good though.

I'm bored, I should be writing my report for buisness class, but yeah no motivation. Its due tonight too, I've known about it for about a month and just started it yesterday. They need a class in school for procrastination, I'd ace that. I tihnk I got a paper due thursday in english too, I'm going to have to check that.

I got bored this weekend and decided it was time for some new hair. So I poled my family and friends on what they decided was cool, I really didn't care. It came down too bleach blonde and pink. Be it that I was with my sister and niece while i was to buy the dye, they weren't going to let me do pink. So bleach blonde it is! We did it up that night.



This is the finished result. Not to bad, I think it looks cool.



I kind of look like Kakihara from Ichi the killer, classic Takashi Miike film. Which I haven't watched in forever, I'm going to have to go out and buy it and some other Japanese classics like Battle Royal and Oldboy.

At the beginning of this year I made some new years resolutions just like everyone else does, the one in particular was to go back to school. It's something that I've been putting off for too long now. Well I did get off my ass and signed up for 2 classes at the local community college, Intro to Buisness and Compisition 1. Suprised all of my friends and family cause I've been saying I wanted to go back forever and just haven't done it. One of my good friends Adam even knew that I was seriously thinking about going and doing it but was still surprised that I actually did it. He also knew how lazy I can be and how much I was dreading it.

So far both classes are easy as heck. In Comp 1 all we do it sit in class and discuss about the essays we read that week and the he lets us out an hour to an hour and a half early. Which is fucking great as hell. And in Intro to Buis. we just did our first exam over the first 4 chapters and I barely studied for it and still got a 94. So its going pretty well. I just want to get out of the factory I'm in now and evetually own my own buisness.